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Helloooooooo!

It’s me, JeeLooee. I made a thing.

Works in Progress

🔞The Road Not Taken 18+

Ships: Hotch/Reid

POV: Spencer

TW: Drug addiction, underage drinking, dubcon, underage, explicit sexual content, major character death (background)

“When Spencer’s mom dies, he’s forced to move to Virginia to live with his only available relative, Alex. Now, he’s forced to navigate a new school, new friends, an aunt he hardly knows, and, of course, a crush on a boy he has no chance with. All the while, he deals with his own anxieties, and the death of his mother.”

Tags: high school au, teen au, crushes, coming of age, coming out

🔞In Plain Sight 18+

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Hotch

TW: extramarital affairs, explicit sexual content, drug abuse mentions

"This doesn't have to mean anything," the young doctor whispered.

Aaron looked at him, rolling them over again so that Spencer was flat on the bed, and he was hovering over him. *It means everything,* he wanted to say. Instead, he held the side of Spencer's face with his hand, leaned down, and pressed their lips together.

***

When Aaron Hotchner and Spencer Reid are targeted and ultimately kidnapped, it’s a race against time for their team to find them before it’s too late.

But someone’s keeping secrets, secrets that hold the key to finding them, to figuring out why and how two of the best agents the FBI has to offer were kidnapped in a foreign country — a country they were never supposed to be in.

"Man is not what he thinks he is, he is what he hides." –André Malraux

Tags: smut, porn with feelings, canon divergent, kidnapping, homophobia

🔞See You Again 18+

Ships: Spencer Reid/Cat Adams (pining), Spencer Reid/OFC, Spencer Reid/Aaron Hotchner, Spencer Reid/Multi

POV: Spencer

TW: Unsafe sex, alcohol, explicit sexual content

“When Cat Adams entered Spencer's life, he was immediately taken with her. Her dark eyes, the way she spoke and carried herself - it all felt a little like cosmic entrapment.

He was a realist, though. He knew he couldn't have her. Of *course* he couldn't have her.

So he went off in search of the next best thing. If he couldn't have her, he would have any and everyone else he could find.

So he went off in search of the next best thing. If he couldn't have her, he would have any and everyone else he could find.”

Tags: smut, sex as a coping method, one-night stands

🔞Lucky Strike 18+

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Hotch

TW: cigarettes, explicit sexual content, brief child abuse, homophobia

"'I'm a virgin,' he blurts out, once their cigarettes are half smoked. It’s now or never.

'Okay,' Spencer replies slowly, brow lifted.

'I don't want to lose it to some random at college,' he says, turning to face the taller man.

'Okay,' Spencer repeats, nodding slow and unsure.

'Will you fuck me?'"

Tags: role reversal, age reversal, virgin!hotch, unit chief!/spencer, first time, au, fluff

🔞The Grass Ain’t Always Greener 18+

Ships: Spencer Reid/OMC (past), Aaron Hotchner, Spencer Reid

POV: 3rd

TW: abuse, explicit sexual content, non-con

"Spencer nodded, his chest flooding with relief. He was right. Aaron would never hurt him - not on purpose. It was a misunderstanding. That’s all. Spencer was the one at fault here, not Aaron - never Aaron."

***

When Aaron rescued Spencer from an abusive relationship, he thought he'd found his guardian angel.

He never imagined his life getting worse.”

Tags: abusive!hotch, abusive relationships, domestic violence, suicidal ideation, manipulation, gaslighting, ooc, non-con, corporal punishment on an adult

One-Shots

right where you left me T+

Ships: mostly gen, but Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid toward the end

POV: Hotch

“A retelling of revelations, from Hotch’s POV.

It made his throat constrict, thinking about if they were too late. If he’d spent just a moment too long explaining the hint to them. If it took them just a split second too many figuring it all out.

If the location was wrong, and Spencer’s body lay in some other cemetery they didn’t make it to.

“He’s so young, Jason.”

“You’re talking like he’s already dead,” he admonished.

“For all we know, he is.”’

Tags: 2x15- Revelations, feelings realizations, Hotch whump, Aaron Hotchner needs a hug, canon compliant

hoax M

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid (past)

POV: Hotch/omni

“When Spencer shows up on Aaron's doorstep, ten years after he left the BAU, the former unit chief isn't sure what to expect. Whatever ideas he had of how their reunion would go - it wasn't this. Not even close.

Aaron just wants to know what the *fuck* is happening.”

Tags: post-witsec, prison arc mention, implied extramarital affairs, cat Adams mention, reunion, no happy ending

Observant T+

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Haley

“Hotch/Reid, but make it Haley’s POV”

Tags: extramarital affairs, Haley didn’t die, canon divergence, infidelity, emotional hurt

Too Little, Too Late T+

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid, Cat Adams/Spencer Reid, Spencer Reid/ Max Brenner

POV: Spencer

TW: alcoholism

“When Spencer met Max, it felt like the universe had thrown him a lifeline. She was good- kind and intelligent. She could be good for him. Max had a way of making him forget about all the things he wanted so desperately to leave behind. In fleeting moments, he wondered if Aaron had moved on as well.”

—

The one where Spencer Reid self-destructs.”

Tags: witsec era, post-witsec, prison arc, implied risky sex, pining, heartbreak, unhealthy coping mechanisms

Expect the Unexpected T+

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Emily Prentiss

“It was quiet, for several long moments, and Emily waited patiently for more to come. How long had they been together? Clearly, before Doyle. If there were declarations of love, it had to have been for a while before then, even. She thought desperately for any tell of them having any semblance of romance between them, but recalled nothing. Despite this being an incredibly private moment between the two men, she was decidedly too curious not to hear more. Just as she was about to turn and climb into bed, words wafted through the cool night air, into her open window.

***

follow up scene after the team dinner at Rossi’s, at the end of 7x02”

Tags: eavesdropping, implied sex, arguing, fluff and angst

In the End M

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Spencer

TW: suicide

“Not that he was going to go home and off himself immediately. No, he needed more time with Jack first. He needed to take him to go see his mom. He needed to make love to his husband, one final time.

He needed to visit Henry, go out to drinks with Morgan and Emily, and let Garcia finally teach him how to bake cookies without setting a small house fire. He needed to finish proofreading that book for Dave.”

Tags: suicide planning, suicidal ideation, whump, angst, fluff, attempted suicide

Completed Multi-Chapter Works

🔞Wisteria 18+

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid, Spencer Reid/Luke Alvez

POV: multi

TW: explicit sexual content, alcohol

“Dave clapped a firm hand over his shoulder, squeezed. Aaron gave a tiny, unconvincing smile. Nodded once. Rossi met his gaze, eyes full of warmth and understanding. It made him want to throw up.”

***

When Hotch left for WitSec, he and Spencer had been together for three years. Now, Scratch is dead, Hotch is back, and his homecoming isn’t at all what he pictured it to be.”

Tags: pining, infidelity, masturbation, threesome- m/m/m, spit as lube, cheating disguised as polyamory, relationship negotiations, reunion, post-witsec, denial of feelings, love triangle, teenage jack Hotchner

Wish You Were Here M

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: multi

TW: alcohol

“‘Am I not allowed to have a drink? I am an adult, if you didn’t realize.’ Spencer’s statement probably would’ve held more power, had he not been swaying on his feet.”

Tags: casual sex, misunderstandings, angst, non-descript smut, heartbreak

Envy the Rain M

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Hotch

TW: alcohol

“God, he would’ve given anything to be able to be the rain that touched Reid all over. So close and intimately; in places Aaron could only remember in a haze. The way the rain consumed the entirety of his outer physical being- he longed to wrap himself around Spencer in the same way, until there was no distinction of where Aaron ended and Spencer began.”

Tags: platonic sex, extramarital affairs, mutual pining, drunken confessions

Series

White Horse

Finally (1/2) M

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid, Aaron Hotchner/Haley Hotchner

POV: 3rd

“He wanted a storybook love, but life rarely ever worked that way. The love of his life did have a wife and child, after all. But, he was determined to morph it into his own adolescent fantasy, regardless of the consequences.

If a family was destroyed because of his actions, so be it.”

Tags: cheating, extramarital affairs, Spencer Reid is a conniving little shit, manipulative!spencer, asshole!hotch, divorce, implied/referenced sex, wildly ooc

Hope and Fear (2/2) M

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Spencer

“‘I’m cheating on you, Aaron. I am fucking someone, who isn’t you, my fiancé. Why in the fuck are you apologizing to me?’

This story was inspired by the song ‘I Hope’ by Gabby Barret. It’s the second installment to my fic Finally, but can be read as a stand alone as well”

Tags: cheating, infidelity, whump, Hotch needs a fuckin hug, emotional hurt/comfort, but not that much comfort

New Year’s Special

New Year’s Eve (1/3) M

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Spencer

TW: alcohol

“‘Don’t you dare fucking call me that, Aaron Hotchner! Baby. I’m not your goddamn baby!’

****

In which, New Year's Eve doesn't go to plan in the Hotchner-Reid household.”

Tags: breakups, swearing, arguing, sex ref

New Year’s Day (2/3) M

Ships: Past Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Spencer

“On his most difficult nights, he wants nothing more than to hole himself up in his bathroom with a full vial of dilauded, just to ease the pain.”

Tags: implied/referenced drug use, implied/referenced sex, whump, post-breakup, pining, heartbreak, Spencer Reid needs a hug, alcohol

🔞Wedding Bells (3/3) 18+

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: 3rd

TW: explicit sexual content

“Spencer and Aaron reconcile.

***

Third and final installment of New Year’s Special.”

Tags: makeup sex, post-breakup, smut, porn with feelings, alcohol

Challenge Submissions

CM Kink Bingo, 2024

🔞Bimboism 18+

Ships: Aaron Hotchner/Spencer Reid

POV: Spencer

TW: explicit sexual content

“It was bliss, like this. It didn’t matter how bad his body hurt from being forced into those god-awful positions, as long as Hotch was there. Because, while it might’ve looked bad from the outside, his unit chief using his youngest subordinate as a hole - Spencer wanted it just as bad as Hotch did.

Maybe more.”

Tags: himbo, extramarital affairs, car sex, blowjob, choking, cheating, pining, referenced masturbation

CM Pre-Whumptober, 2024

🔞Dust in the Wind 18+

Ships: Elle Greenaway/OMC (past)

POV: Elle

TW: past abuse, abusive relationships, ptsd, alcohol

“A lead up to Aftermath.”

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