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Fred is a whole big year old today! I guess the world's best baby isn't really a baby anymore 🥹

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Sweetest boy in the world. Literally the world's best baby. I have an endless amount of words for how much I love this guy yet no words could ever truly convey the depth of the emotion. Fred is genuinely my very best friend on this planet and any other. I know there is nobody who loves me as fully or as purely as he does. He's the best impulsive decision that I've ever made. He saves me every single day.

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“If you have been brutally broken, but still have the courage to be gentle to others then you deserve a love deeper than the ocean itself.”

— Nikita Gill

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Goodest baby 🐾

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Pretty boi

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"'I have led a toothless life,' he thought. 'A toothless life. I have never bitten into anything. I was waiting. I was reserving myself for later on--and I have just noticed that my teeth have gone. What's to be done?'"

-Jean-Paul Sartre, The Age of Reason (1945)

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I feel like I've always been someone people leave, but never someone people lose. Someone people aren't afraid to hurt. Someone inconsequential. I don't want to feel anything and I feel everything.

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Whatchu starin' at? I ain't a mirruh.

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Everything's upside down now.

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Nikita Gill, from Your Heart is the Sea: Poems; "Your Heart is the Sea," originally published in 2018

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I think this is probably the 5th time that I've made this Tumblr account and we'll see how long it lasts this time. I like the app a lot but it's hard to connect with people and often feels like a lonely place, and that almost seems like the point. Maybe that's why I tend to come here when I'm wounded and need to retreat. Anyway, here's a picture of my dog staring at me in the bathroom.