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Lake Winnapesaukee 🩵

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it should be a priority for a business to have an easily accessible/FUNCTIONING handicap door button. they are not working half the time and when they do work, they're so far away from the door.

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why is it 90 the grease at 830pm. at night.

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STOP CENSORING SUBTITLES/TRANSCRIPTS/CLOSED CAPTIONS

LET DEAF AND NEURODIVERGENT PEOPLE READ “FUCK”

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“There are no trigger warnings in real life”

“The real world is cruel, get over it.”

My boyfriend is triggered by Christmas and Christmas music. We were in a restaurant, and Christmas music was playing, and he started panicking so he went outside for a cigarette. The manager of the restaurant overheard him saying he had to get out, and changed the music over for the rest of the time we were there. There are safe spaces in the real world. People are nicer than you think. And bullshit people who try to tell you to get over your triggers, ain’t shit.

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“Omg, I love these! They go up to size 6X AND they have pockets?! Wow!! But do you have anything longer?”

Sure do, no problem!!

“YES these are great!!! But what about.. longer?”

I gotcha!! Comin’ right up!

“Perfect! But I have just one more question… what if I’m feeling spicy? How about skirts that are even shorter than the first ones?!”

Oh, you’re in luck! We’ve got minis now.

*wild cheering* /scene

🖤witchvamp.com🖤

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"just write a little every day" ok but what if i write nothing for 3 weeks and then suddenly type like i’m being hunted by god

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Get these ai writing assistants out of my face!!!! I don't care if my writing is bad at least it is mine!!!!

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Can't beat a two for one deal.

Day 6: Full Spread

Doing this thing

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the gods meet in the morning to decide my symptoms for the day: fatigue? of course, make it crushing when she wakes, but let it fade in a few hours. completely? no, but enough to give her hope. and leave it like that until evening? no, we can start to increase it again when she goes downstairs. what about pain? only in the forehead to start with, like a tightness she can't place. then we could give her a headache that won't go away no matter what she takes? excellent, and let's make her head tingle. with ringing in ears? naturally, but only in the silence. what if she tries to listen to music? we make her ears rattle, and she will feel too sick to continue, as if the flu has taken hold. do her eyes hurt? they are dry, and they ache when she moves them. we could make her throat hurt, like a knife digging into the side? i like it, but only when she closes her eyes, to prevent too much rest. if she tries to walk? she will grow breathless, and her heart will erupt with beating. and all that until nightfall? all that until nightfall. and should we then let her sleep? no.

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sending love, support, and 50 quid to disabled people with these hell symptoms:

chronic nausea

itch

numbness!!! fuck this guy

the tingles

when ur head feels so weird or woozy it's like ur a funko pop

vertigo

the tingles part two: in your teeth this time

light sensitivity

nausea again bc it sucks

heartburn

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What pisses me off the most is how hypocritical people are when it comes to disabilities, if you complain, you need to suck it up, if you stay silent, suddenly your pain/challenges disappear.

I am well aware I'm "lucky" to be able to do the things I can do, but just because I can do something certainly does not mean I should or that it won't cost me

When I was a kid at some summer camp, they had a children's wheelchair in the play hospital, and I decided to sit in it for whatever reason. Anyway, a while later, I was still wheeling around because my hips felt better when I was sitting and not moving around. And suddenly now I could still move around while sitting, thus minimizing my pain. I was having a great time and none of the other kids wanted to use it, but then, of course, a teacher saw me and told me that I'm not supposed to use that anymore because it's only allowed in the play hospital.

And then, this is never brought up again, I was barely a kid how would I know that my legs shouldn't hurt when I walk, and even when I did bring it up I was always dismissed as just exaggerating or making it up. Which, mind you, was not a healthy mindset, I literally permanently fucked my knees because I was so scared of being yelled at for "faking" my pain. Had I had the confidence to tell someone that my knees were injured, I would be in so much less pain both today and back then.

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“A pop can tab opener? Who needs that?”

It’s not for you.

“Why would anyone get a hairdryer holder, just use your hands to hold it.”

It’s not for you.

“Portable collapsible stools are proof of how lazy this generation is getting.”

It’s not for you.

“A chord assist for a guitar? Why don’t people just use their fingers like everyone else?”

IT’S NOT FOR YOU.

Fun fact! Not everything is about or for you!

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My favorite time of year where my mental illness and my physical disabilities throw hands with each other <3 mentally ill brain goes SUN!! GO OUTSIDE IF YOU DONT GO OUTSIDE YOULL GO INSANE LIKE A CAGED DOG GO IN THE S U N ! ! and my bones and my heart go nO do NOT go in the sun if you go in the sun you will pass away immediately and then be unable to anything ever for the rest of the day and so my choices are go insane with cabin fever or pass the fuck out on the concrete