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jesse: maybe so, but would it kill them to try a little harder? jesse: that's really flattering, but i'm not so sure you're my type. sorry. jesse: well, obviously i want to be myself. but i think seeing it in action could help me really get the idea. similar processes are done by the greats, when researching a role. this would just be for the role of life. ...the role of a lifetime, if you will.

sam: i thought so too sam: jesse... be nice, my man. everyone is trying 🤷 sam: love can make ppl soft - might need some love. sam: i mean, u can for sure. but u don't wanna be me, dude. u wanna be u, but maybe just a little softer at certain times.

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▶ glee club task: week nine: “fears”

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i couldn't agree more. well said.

Could you imagine the state of the Titans if we quit whenever we lost a game? Wait, that wouldn't happen because we are loyal to each other—something these little bitch-made glee quitters have never even heard of. I don't care if you quit to become the next US president or to sing with hippies at the park, you should have managed your time better. I'm in glee, on the football team, work out six days a week, and also run a successful channel on Twitch. By the way, don't forget to subscribe. I do all that and still don't make excuses to backstab people I made a commitment to, just because we're not good enough for your standards or because you don't like being told what to do. Grow up. We should recycle those election pinback buttons and make "Rachel Berry was right" ones. As for those who stayed, thank you for being a good teammate. Let's use this as motivation to light a fire under our feet, get that trophy, and rub it in their faces.

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jesse: you don't owe me anything. i wanted this just like you did. and the idea of contacting the jimmy awards team was all you. jesse: i think, if anything, it's safe to say we make a good team. jesse: i'm honored to be your costar. your audition was inspiring, and the role of jack couldn't have gone to a more deserving person.

📲 kc & jesse

kc: i still can't believe we pulled this off. i gotta hand it to you, your connections really paid off. kc: thanks for doing this with me. i know you have a lot of plans, but this was all i had, and i've put everything into it. kc: if you ever need a favor, i got you. @jessetm

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jesse: do i give off the impression of a criminal? jesse: that's a hard subject to measure though, i think. it really depends on the person. some people should have bigger egos than others.

lizzie: be sure to make that clear. you wouldn't want to give the wrong impression. lizzie: healthy. not overdone.

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jesse: i think i might have just reached it, actually. jesse: i'm giving credit to the positive energy you've been sending my way. i think it really helped.

taylor: i got ya taylor: yeah well hopefully that rise will be soon. and it'll be good taylor: you deserve it

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i would say your name describes you better than anyone else i know. ...but i don't know anyone else whose name is also a noun. other than will and sue, i guess. though sue technically a verb. or cat and kitty. but i think those are nicknames. ...and mercedes. puck. hunter. even finn, if you take away the second n. huh. i guess there's more noun names around here than i'd realized. yours just seems to be the most obvious, since it's so unique. ...unique. there we go again. an adjective, though, that time. i guess unique's name is technically the best descriptor, in the literal sense.

now i'm kind of starting to feel a little left out. jesse isn't a thing, it's just a name.

omg exactly! isn't it like the perfect name for me? i'm sweet as sugar, and i'm rich. sugar also means money just fyi.

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jesse: i did, yes. it's a good one. jesse: aptly describes the vocal range of some of our teammates, i'd say. jesse: i guess i just need to find that softer side in me. jesse: maybe i can shadow you for a day, see how you do it. you seem to be really good with people.

sam: yea. did u know the word egregious?? sam: tru ppl do say honesty is the best policy sam: but sometimes the honesty needs to come a little... softer y'know? so that ppl don't get hurt.

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jesse: clearly not. jesse: i do care. i'm not the one with issue when it comes to lack of caring about this team. how can i make everyone else care? jesse: florida? that's your goal? jesse: too sticky for me. but i could see it being a good fit for you.

puck: yeah man you do so people don't like that shit puck: if you care about the team you'll figure it out or else people're gonna keep leaving puck: florida's got a couple of good baseball schools so hopefully i can get a full ride to one of those schools

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that's the plan. but it's not a door i'm closing entirely, should the opportunity present itself.

you think? it seems like she's stronger than me with all of this, but i guess i didn't really ask her. the question alone kind of seemed like crossing the line. ...a line that's getting harder and harder to see, with every passing day.

fair enough point, honestly. figured you’d stay in strictly english markets.

see, totally still distracting. and you don’t know that you’re not a distraction for her too. i mean, even if i didn’t want my ex back, and i would never want him back. i would also find it a just little hard to focus on being strictly professional and a bit distracting if he were on my team. and i have insane focus.

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once i'm on broadway, it will be. i can support myself enough to make up for the places where it's lacking.

deal. ...how many are there?

i think all of the best musicals are at least a little sad. they very much did. i haven't seen the film, but i'm not too sure i'd want to now. i think i've had enough of the franchise for one life time.

But is it really worth it if you have no support? I mean you could have all the determination and passion in the world, but wouldn't it get lonely chasing the dream by yourself?

That is unacceptable. You and me are going to have a movie night and watch all of them, and yes there is more than one.

Oh, I completely forgot about Waitress. It is such a good musical but it is really sad especially the song "She used to be mine." They made Teeth into a musical? How is that even possible? That movie scarred me so seeing it in musical form would have been detrimental to my well being.

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jesse: with words? jesse: i don't think so. i think it's better, to be honest. jesse: but having that opinion doesn't really help in the making friends department.

sam: oh! ur probably right lol. but hunter's been helping me with that stuff so i should be getting better soon sam: is different bad? do u feel like it's bad?

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jesse: a what fan? jesse: i hadn't. i wasn't even aware they were going on.

📲 adrián & jesse

adrián: hey st. james, how's my fav stars fan doing? adrián: student body elections are coming up, have u thought about who ur voting for?

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jesse: i meant the desire to feel special. not specifically the criminal element. jesse: i agree.

lizzie: so you are saying we should we worried that you will turn into a criminal too? lizzie: right, sure. it's good to have a healthy level of ego.

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jesse: that would depend on what you think i'm saying. jesse: but i would assume yes? jesse: unless we're on entirely different pages. ... jesse: can i see you? maybe this would be more easily discussed in person. jesse: i have a free period next, during your lunch block.

Rachel: Are you saying what I think you’re saying? Rachel: I’m not saying ‘no’. I just want to make sure I’m clear on what you’re saying.

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jesse: exactly. jesse: good point. i guess i'm just waiting for rise after the fall.

taylor: eleven, that's a very specific numeber taylor: oh wait, is that because we need twelve people to compete? taylor: preach. but if life was easy it would be boring

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jesse: and i come off abrasively, don't i? jesse: i guess i can see that. jesse: i was trying to be helpful, but maybe i just need to find a better approach in getting my points across. jesse: i'll ask mr. schuester for some advice on that. jesse: thanks. jesse: huh. good for you. i think having a goal and sticking to it is an admirable thing. jesse: where are you thinking?

puck: it's the approach or whatever people say puck: you got other plans not everyone needs school to make it puck: i'm not the college type but i'm also not gonna stick around here. i already got some apps halfway filled out