jesterfaun

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i am a professional lover. mutuals i love you. inbox strangers i love you. followers i love you. people whos posts i enjoy i love you. people who are speaking out against the status quo i love you. people who like my posts i love you. people who wave hi to me i love you. people who say my name i love you. people who enjoy my company i love you. people who talk to me i love you. people who make me feel safe i love you. people who care about when i'm lonely i love you. people who i don't talk to often but i can always count on or hang out with i love you. old friends i love you. former attachment people i love you. best friends i love you. siblings i love you. people who write the fanfiction i read i love you. people who make the games and art and music i like i love you. fandom i love you. conventions i love you. board games i love you. acquaintances i love you. friendly strangers i love you. people who try to get to know me i love you. people who are able to see past my autism attachment issues and awkward social skills/sense of humor i love you. people who are trying i love you. people who care i love you. people who are worried about me i love you. people who aren't able to be emotionally available but still bring joy i love you. found family i love you. found and then lost family i love you. friends i love you. animals i love you. fictional characters i love you. pets i love you. mom i love you. boyfriend i love you. i am so abundant with love it makes my heart hurt. i am overflowing with the power of love coursing through my body. it's painful and all-consuming and drives me to madness but i cannot picture a version of me, a version of me who does not love the way he does. i feel in such extremes, think in such extremes. the feelings of rage and hatred excite me, a burst of energy ripping and clawing at my throat and insides, my heart is a strained muscle, bruised with overexertion, no remedy can fix. no antidepressant no 200miligam mood stabilizer no anything in the world can stop the ouroboros of the mutually assured destruction that is a passionate burning eviscerating love.

How close do you need to be with a friend to say you love them?

-I only love people who know my heart and soul.

-I love people who I have personal one on one friendships with.

-I love casual friends from group settings.

-I love anyone who has shown me kindness, even if we aren't close.

-I love anyone I perceive as pleasant.

-I love anyone I perceive as interesting.

-I love literally everyone.

-I do not feel platonic love.

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YOOM TAH 💥‼️

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earlier this week Twitter user ppuccin0 tweeted about a fashion article that advised against tops with large floral patterns, saying the wearer was in danger of looking like a "ロマンティックおばさん," or a "romantic auntie." the tweet went viral with many agreeing that a "romantic auntie" sounded like a very nice thing to aspire to be, and some even posted illustrations or photos tagged with the trend

illustration by Toyota Yuu (author of Cherry Magic)

illustration by 141shkw/Sora Midori (author of Beautiful Curse)

photos by Takinami Yukari (author of Motokare Mania and Watashi-tachi wa Mutsuu Ren'ai ga Shitai or "We Want A Painless Romance")

illustration by m:m (mangaka of Matataki no End Roll)

illustration by ooinuai (mangaka of Onikui Kitan)

illustration by ma2 (mangaka of The Reason We Fall In Love)

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★🌴FRUTIGER METRO STAMPS ⋆ˎˊ˗

Just dance vibes

🏙️ Free to use | Stamp Temp

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Laying your head on Boothill’s chest but instead of a heartbeat or silence you just hear a computer fan going absolutely ham.

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beta server stress test going on so we are now the beatles

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Lunar duo meeting

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does anyone else remember when joe biden said there was “at least three” genders. genocidal warmonger but that was funny as hell

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worlds least obvious terf

??? wtf about anything i said was terf? i wanted to educate ppl on how terfs harm afabs by excluding trans people, and how radical feminism should include people who experience misogyny weather it's due to being afab or identifying as a woman. you don't just suddenly stop experiencing misogyny the moment you come out as trans. obv trans women are targeted by terfs but they're not the only people hurt by terf ideology. we're both hurt but in different ways. and i think that excluding victims of sex-based oppression from a movement because you don't "agree" with their identity is stupid and dangerous. i just saw some people in the tags spreading misinfo and i wanted to share my experiences as a transmasc who's been looking for non-toxic feminist spaces if i said anything transphobic in either post lmk what it is because i really don't understand

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not all radical feminism is transphobic either.

also. anyone who claims that terfs only want to eradicate trans women are quite frankly, self-centered scum. they also target afab trans and nonbinary people. make degrading comments on their bodies, call us mutilated. what i wish people understood about why feminism is so important to trans afabs is that afab nonbinary and ftms still face misogyny and sex based opression regardless of their identity. they deserve a place in feminism. if radical feminism is rooted in the idea that we exist in a world that is largely male-supremacist, why is it that terfs will degrade afab trans bodies like males do?

"terf" doesn't mean "is mean to men." It's an actual ideology. No, a trans woman saying "men suck" isn't "terf" related, because terfs are a type of feminist with very specific transphobic beliefs.

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"forgive and forget" WRONG! go to hell

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when the objectively bad person has traumatic and honestly reasonable reasons for why theyre like that but it doesnt excuse their actions and only serves to make them more tragic as a character

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Flower child

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third time my boyfriend and i ever met (we were still just friends at this point) we both showed up the mall early before our other friends got there and he took me to crate & barrel

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i cannot fucking fathom how people can hate the homeless. like, even from birth it is just so societally accepted and ingrained in us to just ignore hostile infrastructure because it's "art". Like, I remember having a classmate in elementary school dress as a homeless person for halloween… yes. that was their costume. You can literally go door to door to people's houses asking them to join a political cause or convert to a religion. But the moment a person exists in a public place with a sign asking for spare change to afford to eat, suddenly that's a problem?