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Years ago

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My life everyday 😢

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Eizzzz sad again

accept the fact you are nothing more than a second choice, and a third wheel.

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Hmmm. 😔

‪Life seems to hurt a lot more at night‬

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the DUFF is real 😑

How the hell do i always feel like i’m the duff, the ugliness and the second-choice person in everything?. What i’m dealing with is absolutely tiring. I’m so imbecile. I think of myself like that sometimes cause somehow i feel like being the duff is my fate. Since childhood, i hardly won other’s liking. I wasn’t as pretty as others siblings. I was obstinate, mischievous and talentless. I haven’t changed much since then. And i feel quite disappointed about that. Now, the more i grow the more I realize how terrible i am. Much as i want to face the problem with an optimistic attitude, i fail// which usually happens. It’s aboutt 00:12 in my coutry but i hardly sleep. I was so angry, so sad thinking about all the time being the duff of mine. I just wish to have a peaceful and beautiful life with no sadness. I don’t want to be the left-out one anymore.

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life goes on, doesn’t it? once upon a time we were the best of friends, but life goes on. not every friendship ends in a feud or a bitter, ‘you left me.’ some friendships, like yours and mine, never truly ends but will never be the same again. once upon a time we were the best of friends, but now though i call you my friend and you call me yours, it’s never going to be what it used to be. it doesn’t hurt. i’ve moved on, and so have you. some friendships just aren’t meant to last forever, and i at least had the honor to be a person you called your best friend — even if just for a few years. but not hurting does not mean not missing. there are times when i tell myself that i think you miss me as much as i do, but why do either of us never reach out for each other? is it because we know? or is it because we’re scared? some friendships, like yours and mine, remind me of ice in the arctic. we don’t melt but break apart. you’re still my friend and i yours, but i haven’t had the time to go beyond, 'hi, how are you?“ in far too long. you’ve changed, and so have i, and that’s alright. it doesn’t hurt, but there are many memories of our friendship that would only be the same if i share them with you. maybe one day i’ll reach out again and revisit those days with you.

mind the gap; for it has gotten bigger than i last remember ( but the word ‘friend’ will always hang in there between us ) // k.s. (via neverlandswriter)

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It’s hard enough to deal with your emotions in residential where you can take all the time you need to cope. Then you get to the real world, you have a panic attack, it takes you hours to calm down, and then you have a shit ton of work to do because no one gives a shit about how you feel. And you’re miserable all the the time but tough shit you need to do your life. And I just don’t want to do it anymore.

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Does anyone find it special knowing a guy posting his instagram story just for you to read? 🤔

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Omg this is absolutely my dream room ✨✨😭😍

This is the longest I’ve gone without changing the style of my room in a longgg time (I was always switching out decor, rearranging furniture, etc). But I’ve found myself absolutely in love with this look ever since I put it together a few months back and I can’t bring myself to change it 🙈

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Express myself// confiding time

Soooo i’ve just taken a bath and now i’m 100000% ready to share the feelings i’ve tried to kept these days.. :c i mean since yesterday i guess but this concern is HUGEEEE cant keep it to myself so here i go. kkk the topic is aboutttty my EX.!!!! Sh*t i said it. LOL. I never want to mention about this guy anymore because it was quite a long time ago, like a year haha lolllll i think i think i still care about him? Ooomg. Somebody pls tell me this isn’t right. Hmm.. He’s here. In Hanoi, having a break from the university in HCMC. But i am so confused, i think about him alot. I really don’t know why i keep thinking or maybe i’m hoping THAT he still LOVES ME. Omg that’s not good. I know. He left me a year ago, he dumped me actually and tbh i felt hurt, alot. Since that time, i knew that our love was only a puppy love, he didn’t love me that much, he broke up with me bc he thought he couldn’t maintain a long distance relationship with 2 people living more than thousand miles away. He left me. Seriously i still feel the pain while writing these words… But after all, he’s like the only person i think about a lot, no one could ever replace him. His face, his mien, his smile, his voice,…i still remember. I know it’s crazy to remember these stuff but i just can’t forget.

anyone could help? 🤔

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“Happiness is simply a habit of looking on the brighter side of everything.

Richelle E. Goodrich, Smile Anyway: Quotes, Verse, & Grumblings for Every Day of the Year