jiraikillingmyself

[jiraikillingmyself]

i love putting plasters on bleeding cuts because its like telling them to shut up

[jiraikillingmyself]

would putting vodka on my cuts actually work

[jiraikillingmyself]

will this feeling of loneliness ever end

[jiraikillingmyself]

notes game because i crave attention!!!!!!! ꉂ(˵˃ ᗜ ˂˵)

1 - maybe have a snack

10 - brush my teeth

25 - send my gf the paragraph i wrote for our 3 month

50 - try get 8 hours of sleep

100 - ACTUALLY finish a drawing

250 - start doing skincare daily

500 - avoid sh for 5 days

1000 - clean my room

1500 - tell my gf about my relapse

2000 - avoid sh for 2 weeks

2500 - admit to her that im planning to kms

3000 - reschedule my suicide to january

5000 - come out to my parents

10000 - not kms

[jiraikillingmyself]

when i die i promise i’ll grow angel wings and save you all

[jiraikillingmyself]

i can’t wait to just overdose and be done with everything

[jiraikillingmyself]

nvm i jinxed it and now my jeans are covered in blood

they call me a pussy the way i catscratch with this dull-ass blade

[jiraikillingmyself]

they call me a pussy the way i catscratch with this dull-ass blade

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also someone has to walk in onto my unconscious body

my biggest sexual fantasy is cutting so deep i pass out from blood loss and have to be taken by ambulance to A&E

[jiraikillingmyself]

do not

guys im fine. im waiting until november

[jiraikillingmyself]

what if i just blew my brains out and never posted on this account again

[jiraikillingmyself]

everything is making me want to die

[jiraikillingmyself]

why do people say no when i volunteer as an ashtray

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im having post-cut clarity and now i need to cut to beans

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you make me want to keep you safe forever, you should never have to work, or do anything ever, just look pretty and stay alive💜💜💜💜💜

true. i need to stay lobotomised and beautiful

[jiraikillingmyself]

YOU ARE SO COOL AND SO PRETTY AND I WANT TO TAKE YOU AWAY AND KEEP YOU FOREVERRRRRRR

YOU SHOULDN’T TALK TO ANYOEN ELSE EVER. ONLY ME.

promise?

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guys are allowed to be cute girls online and never leave their house actually