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I wonder how biting off a piece of meat off my arm would feel like

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they should invent a summer that is actually enjoyable

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She's proud of me.

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layla (buffalo ‘66) & daisy (girl, interrupted) blythe dolls

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reblog to give a plushie to the person you reblogged this from

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mine

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my friends are always criticizing me and for what ??? ive never done anything wrong in my life ^_^"''

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pinterest "jirais" make me want to throw up UGHHHH they're just so annoying

anyway here's a short compilation of stupid things i found

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no bae don’t cry!! you’re just misunderstood because everyone around you is a fucking imbecile! your style and way of thinking isn’t depressing, it’s just the truth! they just aren’t ready to think about, let alone understand, death yet, girlboss angel esoteric lux lisbon girlblogger femcel niche internet micro celebrity lana del rey nymphette bedrotter ponderer!

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i’m so greedy for praise and validation. if it weren’t for the few B’s i’d have a perfectly clean academical score of 100 out of all subjects. people tell me i’m smart and gifted. but i still haven’t reached the roof.

it’s never enough. people praise me and yet it only satisfies me for a few seconds. i want more

i wonder what happens once i start putting in more effort. will i burn out? or will i reach the very peak of perfection and then lament? what more can i do?

ah, i wish i was absolutely flawless. for attention? validation? for myself?? i don’t know

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why are problematic people always so attractive

like yes bbg make me suicidal and then kiss me till the sun rises😊

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another addyharajuku video has hit the jirai kei subculture </3

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honestly my favorite part of the week is when my mom tells me ive been losing too much weight

its the only way i know ive made any progress

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you know what’s really hot.. healthy communication and reassurance

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i hate having a thought that i’m like i can’t even tell tumblr this

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rb to stare at a mutual like this: