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[jjstyles]

for now, forever | rafe cameron

warning: talk about cheating, i guess a bit possessiveness (is that a word?)

pairs: rafe x reader, rafe x other!woman

summary: rafe cheated, but you will not let that decide your future together.

we were happy.

we were truly happy.

and then you chose her, you chose her.

for now.

‘you are so utterly beautiful,’ he whispers in the dead of the night. soft fingers tracing my skin like it’s made out of glass, his breath warming up the side of my face. a small smile makes its way on my face, my cheeks turning red.

‘you are so so pretty,’ i mumble back. and even if i can’t see him in the dark, i know it’s the truth. he truly is one of the most beautiful and complicated person i have ever had the pleasure of meeting, of being close to.

a soft kiss presses against the side of my head. he wraps his arm around my waist and pulls me closer.

i don’t say anything about how warm i am right now.

‘tell me this is forever.’ my heart jumps at his words. never have i ever experienced this in my life. a love so true, so beautiful. this is forever, i will make sure this is forever. because never in a million years, do i want to lose you.

‘this is forever.’

his laugh bounces off the marble white walls onto me, something i find myself being grateful for. our friend, topper, makes another stupid joke. another stupid joke that makes his face light up with joy. kelce slaps his hand on his leg, a big laugh coming out of his mouth.

‘i’m going to get something to drink, does anyone also wants some?’ i ask after everyone calmed down a bit. topper offers to help and everyone names their order.

but you didn’t have to, because i already knew yours.

your hand doesn’t leave my body until you are no longer able to touch it anymore. a smile on your face, the smile that makes me feel so much.

topper and i reach the kitchen and i grab some glasses to pour the drinks in. topper reaches in the fridge for the soda that everybody likes. he looks at me, a look that tells me he wants to say something.

‘spit it out,’ i laugh. ‘your staring is making me nervous.’

‘i just still can’t believe you and rafe are actually together. you guys were pining after each other for years!’ he says, emphasizing on the word years. a laugh makes its way out of my body.

‘yeah, we did take a while. but i honestly couldn’t be happier,’ i smile, pouring the soda into one of the glasses. ‘still? you’ve been dating for almost two years now. i thought you’d be sick of him by now,.’

‘i don’t know if i could ever be sick of him,’ i laugh, feeling the butterflies in my stomach acting up. topper smiles at me.

‘i am really happy for you guys,’ he says.

a soft thank you leaving my lips as i hand over two of the glasses and gab two for myself. we both walk back to the living room where the other two boys are joking with each other.

and all i can think about is the way you probably also laugh like that with her. you probably also smile at her like that when she walks into the room. you probably also call her that sweet nickname when she’s close enough.

we could’ve been so happy.

and we will be.

i will not let this minor misstep determine our future.

a/n : damn it’s been a while (over a year march, wtf). hope you enjoyed this super small post.

[jjstyles]

𝐢𝐜𝐞 𝐜𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐦 || jj maybank

a/n : hii, this is my first one shot on tumblr ever (bare with me). so my birth language is in fact not English or something like that, so if you see any mistakes do tell me! also, it’s a bit short. i hope you like it!

summary : JJ goes to get some ice cream, but Sarah insists on coming with

paring : jj maybank x reader

warnings : none, other than typos and probably bad English. just some fluff!

JJ Maybank was bored. He was sitting on a blanket while all of his friend surrounded him, and still, he was bored. It’s not like they were doing anything but talking.

He let out a loud sigh and makes a move to stand up. Sarah’s head shots up immediately, her also being bored out of her mind and searching for any excuse to be doing something. ‘Where are you going?’ She asks the blonde boy who is now wiping his hands on his trousers.

‘Getting ice cream,’ JJ mumbles. The rest of the pogues already knows what this means and leave it be. Sarah, being still a bit new to all of JJ’s habits, is interested. She removes John B. arm from her shoulder and also stands up. JJ looks questioning at her. ‘I’m coming with you,’ she shrugs. ‘I could kill for some ice cream right now.’

John B. finally sees what’s happening and turns his head towards his girlfriend. ‘Babe, why don’t you just let JJ bring you ice cream?’ he says and grabs her hand, trying to pull her down. She shakes her head, ripping her hand away softly. ‘No, I heard they had a new flavor and I want to try it out,’ she says.

JJ looks a bit annoyed at his best friend. Sarah and him aren’t really friends yet and JJ wasn’t planning on being it either. John B. shrugs at the blonde. ‘Get me a scoop of banana would you?’ he says and JJ rolls his eyes. ‘I’ll see.’

JJ and Sarah wave the rest of the pogues goodbye.

On the way to the ice cream shop Sarah tries to start a conversation. ‘So, what flavor do you usually get?’ she says, the first thing that comes to mind. JJ, already being annoyed since he woke up alone this morning, looks straight ahead while responding. ‘Whatever I want in that moment.’

Sarah seems pleased with that answer. ‘Yeah, I think we all kinda do that. But I usually tend to go for something with chocolate or cherry’s,’ she says. JJ hums and let’s out a sigh of releave when he sees the familiar small shop around the corner.

A big line is in front of the blue and white shop makes Sarah groan. ‘There’s literally always a line here,’ she mumbles.

JJ ignores the line and walks straight into the shop. ‘JJ, you can’t just do that,’ Sarah hisses while looking at the mad faces of the costumers. She points at JJ’s back and mouthes ‘sorry’ to them. The woman at the front rolls her eyes at her and Sarah quickly turns around.

‘JJ!’ the voice of one of the girls working says. JJ smiles at her. ‘Hi Donna,’ he says while making his way over to the counter. Sarah follows closely after him. ‘I can see that it’s busy, huh?’ JJ states and Donna nods slowly. ‘Yeah, I just wanna walk away right now and never come back,’ she sighs looking at the costumers.

‘Donna! Stop talking to JJ and help me!’ a girl with brown hair yells at her. Donna stands up from her leaning position and nods. ‘Be right there Katie,’ she yells. Then Donna turns around to JJ.

‘She’s in the back making some extra ice cream,’ she says while pointing towards the hall that leads to the kitchen. ‘Thanks,’ he mumbles and makes his way around the counter. Donna gives Sarah a strange look before returning to her coworker.

They reach the kitchen and Sarah sees a very pretty girl dancing around with a spatula in her hand and headphones in her ears. JJ stops and leans on the doorframe looking at her. He chuckles a bit when she almost trips over her own foot.

For the first time in the weeks that Sarah has known JJ, she sees adoration in his eyes. A look of happiness on his face.

Y/n finally spots JJ and Sarah and puts her hand on her heart. ‘My god, didn’t see you there,’ she laughs and takes out her headphones. JJ chuckles and walks towards her. ‘You got some moves, babe,’ he smirks at her.

‘Oh I know, I know,’ y/n says while looking around, as if she’s being praised by a crowd. Sarah laughs and y/n turns her head around JJ’s body to look at her. She softly pushes JJ to the side. Y/n sticks out her hand for Sarah to grab. ‘I’m y/n, don’t think I’ve ever seen you around?’ Y/n says.

Sarah nods and takes her hand, shaking it. ‘Sarah, I actually have seen you around. I get ice cream quite a lot here, but my boyfriend usually goes inside,’ Sarah smiles. Y/n nods and realizes this is probably the Sarah John B. always talks about.

‘John B’s your boyfriend, right?’ she asks the brown haired girl while letting go of her hand. Sarah nods. ‘Yes, you know him?’.

‘Y/n is also one of the pogues, but she works to much,’ JJ says while wrapping his arms around her from behind. ‘Gotta pay the bills, honey,’ she says and JJ shakes his head, pressing a kiss to her cheek. Sarah smiles at the couple. She has never seen JJ so close with someone and it makes her happy that he’s got someone like y/n.

‘Even if I love this very much, I have to work so you either have to let me go or well..’ she trails off, not knowing what else he has to do. JJ chuckles. ‘I think I’ll go for the well,’ he says gripping on her body even tighter. Y/n smiles and presses a quick kiss to the side of JJ’s head, who is now leaning on her shoulder.

‘Ice cream won’t make itself hun,’ she mumbles and slowly takes JJ’s arms off of her. While grabbing her stuff again she says. ‘Go upfront and get a scoop, I’ll let you taste the new flavor I’m working on when you’re done.’ JJ and Sarah nod and both make there way upfront. Before they could get there they hear y/n scream.

‘And don’t let her pay for the ice cream just because she’s a kook, J!’

JJ softly groans and yells back a ‘okay, okay fine!’. They both get a scoop of their favorite flavor and Sarah sits down on a empty spot. ‘You okay sitting here for a bit?’ JJ asks her and Sarah nods, making hand movement towards the back. ‘Yeah sure, go to her!’ she says.

JJ mumbles a small ‘thanks’ and walks back to the kitchen. ‘Hey hotstuff,’ he says to his girlfriend.

‘Hey handsome,’ y/n smiles back, walking towards him and wrapping her arms around his neck. JJ puts the cup filled with ice cream on a small table next to them and wraps his arms around her waist, pulling her closer.

‘I’m sorry about Sarah, she insisted on coming,’ JJ mumbles. He presses his forehead against y/n’s. She hums. ‘That’s fine, I still needed to meet her anyway,’ she whispers back, barely audible over the sounds of the machines.

JJ presses his lips softly against hers. Y/n’s hands trail up from his shoulders to his face, pulling him closer against her. He smiles in the kiss and pulls away, pressing a quick kiss against her lips once more before grabbing his ice cream. Y/n fakes being offended and puts a hand on her heart.

‘You’d rather eat ice cream than me?’

‘Babe, you know I’d rather eat you out,’ JJ smirks. Y/n laughs and slaps JJ softly on his chest. He pulls away pretending he’s hurt. ‘You walked right into that one, baby,’ he laughs.