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What's this?! Another try at an e-girl makeup?! #quarantinelife #makeupoftheday #egirlinspo #egirlmakeup #egirl (at Quebec, Quebec) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-iJJ4RJN0m/?igshid=196a2be4rv1vp

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It's me, your typical jamer jirl, feeling cute and all. Proud because it's me first time putting on fake lashes correctly lmao. About to play some Age of Mythology because I just don't move on from anything apparently #ageofmythology #gamergirl #selfieoftheday #selfie #feelinggood #quarantinelife (at Quebec, Quebec) https://www.instagram.com/p/B-LBdB8pzUD/?igshid=hpcmogb3kffy

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SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO...... Happy 2020 to the people. I couldn’t hold onto my initial goal, which was to fire 3 chapters in a month. I thought they would be ready and I didn’t take into account the fact that the Holidays are, to me, a source of anxiety and anguish so great I had to take almost a month of doing nothing and seeing nobody to gain back some energy and motivation and a sense of self (lol).

Sorry about that.

I’ve written the drafts of 3 chapters, as promised. They were done by the end of November. But I the correction process has been slow. I’m not even done redoing the 4th chapter. So I’ll calm down with my ideas of grandeur, and I’ll try to, at the very least, finish this one and post it by the start of February. Just this one.

Sorry about that :’)

Definitely Hard Feelings update

Yah. I’m the dumbass writing this shitshow called Definitely Hard Feeling that has only 3 chapters since 2014. Well guess what avid readers (read here, nobody because y’all did forget about it). 

3 chapters on the way. By the next month, I’ll gift you 3 chapters because I’ve neglected posting anything for a while. Don’t say thank you just yet. I’m giving myself a week to forget about the chapter 4 before I rewrite it entirely. And I’ll do the same for the 2 others (the last one isn’t finished just yet but we’re getting there)

Then, good or bad, you’ll get a fucking Christmas present. Hope everyone’s going to be happy.

And that I’ll keep on writing hahahahahahahaha (that sentence sounded more evil than intended, but I’m keeping it)

Long live the Sterek fandom xoxox

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To add to the list :

-I fantasize about going down on a lady (but not on men, idk why, penis make me uncomfortable)

I am asexual, but asexuality is different for each and every ace out there.

First of all, asexuality is a spectrum. It means that there various "shades" of asexuality. Asexual (no sexual attraction), greysexual (occasional sexual attraction, but very rare), demisexual (sexual attraction only once an emotional attraction exists) and more shades that I don't knoe very well.

That being said, some people, part of the ace community and outside of it, may shame you if you claim to be under the asexual spectrum but have sex or enjoy anything related to sexual activities. That being said, I'm putting myself out there and giving you a list of things I appreciate as an asexual that people might try to shame you for or tell you you're not asexual for it.

Asexuality, in its purest definition, only means that you do not experience sexual attraction (if Pansexual is a 10/10 on sexual attraction, definitive asexuality is a 0/10).

So, here goes nothing :

-I masturbate (especially close to my periods as the rise in my hormones make me horny);

-I enjoy sensual touch (touch my boobs and my head and my butt and my privates sensually, with no intention of actual intercourse and I will like it);

-I like the action of grinding (like, the physical senasations are niiiiiice ok. I like to touch and be touched, what can I say?);

-I watch porn and enjoy it, sometimes (usually also during my hormones influx bcz of periods);

-I would like to have sex, I'm just not sexually attracted by ppl (but also I am grossed out by sex and suffer from vaginism so as much as I would like to, it is not a possible thing for me atm);

-If I was 1)not disgusted by sex 2)not so self conscious 3) not suffering from vaginism, I would like to try a lot of sexual stuff. Because I am curious of all the physical sensations I could discover;

-I am curious/interested in the BDSM scene, but again, struggle with a lot of stuff that make me feel it's not possible for me to explore this alley and be confortable with it;

-I like kissing a whole lot.

There may be other things, I'm just going off the top of my head. The fact is, I know I am asexual, but those facts above will push so bigots to try and discredit what I KNOW to be the reality.

This is not a post to say that asexual can/will have sex. It's to say that every person is different, has different sexual (or non sexual) interests and that it also applies to asexual folks. Stop fucking gatekeeping the community. Not all asexuals are sex repulsed and 100% not sexually active or interested.

Get your heads out of your own asses pretty please. There is no one model for anything regarding humans and I wish people would stop trying to make others into themselves.

Best example of that would be the "One Size Fits all" clothings on Wish and AliExpress. The label was changed to "One Size Fits Most" because, guess what?! Not everybody fits into the same mold.

Thank you, this was my TED Talk.

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I am asexual, but asexuality is different for each and every ace out there.

First of all, asexuality is a spectrum. It means that there various "shades" of asexuality. Asexual (no sexual attraction), greysexual (occasional sexual attraction, but very rare), demisexual (sexual attraction only once an emotional attraction exists) and more shades that I don't knoe very well.

That being said, some people, part of the ace community and outside of it, may shame you if you claim to be under the asexual spectrum but have sex or enjoy anything related to sexual activities. That being said, I'm putting myself out there and giving you a list of things I appreciate as an asexual that people might try to shame you for or tell you you're not asexual for it.

Asexuality, in its purest definition, only means that you do not experience sexual attraction (if Pansexual is a 10/10 on sexual attraction, definitive asexuality is a 0/10).

So, here goes nothing :

-I masturbate (especially close to my periods as the rise in my hormones make me horny);

-I enjoy sensual touch (touch my boobs and my head and my butt and my privates sensually, with no intention of actual intercourse and I will like it);

-I like the action of grinding (like, the physical senasations are niiiiiice ok. I like to touch and be touched, what can I say?);

-I watch porn and enjoy it, sometimes (usually also during my hormones influx bcz of periods);

-I would like to have sex, I'm just not sexually attracted by ppl (but also I am grossed out by sex and suffer from vaginism so as much as I would like to, it is not a possible thing for me atm);

-If I was 1)not disgusted by sex 2)not so self conscious 3) not suffering from vaginism, I would like to try a lot of sexual stuff. Because I am curious of all the physical sensations I could discover;

-I am curious/interested in the BDSM scene, but again, struggle with a lot of stuff that make me feel it's not possible for me to explore this alley and be confortable with it;

-I like kissing a whole lot.

There may be other things, I'm just going off the top of my head. The fact is, I know I am asexual, but those facts above will push so bigots to try and discredit what I KNOW to be the reality.

This is not a post to say that asexual can/will have sex. It's to say that every person is different, has different sexual (or non sexual) interests and that it also applies to asexual folks. Stop fucking gatekeeping the community. Not all asexuals are sex repulsed and 100% not sexually active or interested.

Get your heads out of your own asses pretty please. There is no one model for anything regarding humans and I wish people would stop trying to make others into themselves.

Best example of that would be the "One Size Fits all" clothings on Wish and AliExpress. The label was changed to "One Size Fits Most" because, guess what?! Not everybody fits into the same mold.

Thank you, this was my TED Talk.

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I maaaaaay need more time than expected but my hope is that I’m going to be done with those promised 3 chapters by Christmas. Fingers crossed that I’m able to do it. If not well... let’s hope I’m all done by 2020 hahahahahhahahaha :’))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))

Definitely Hard Feelings update

Yah. I’m the dumbass writing this shitshow called Definitely Hard Feeling that has only 3 chapters since 2014. Well guess what avid readers (read here, nobody because y’all did forget about it). 

3 chapters on the way. By the next month, I’ll gift you 3 chapters because I’ve neglected posting anything for a while. Don’t say thank you just yet. I’m giving myself a week to forget about the chapter 4 before I rewrite it entirely. And I’ll do the same for the 2 others (the last one isn’t finished just yet but we’re getting there)

Then, good or bad, you’ll get a fucking Christmas present. Hope everyone’s going to be happy.

And that I’ll keep on writing hahahahahahahaha (that sentence sounded more evil than intended, but I’m keeping it)

Long live the Sterek fandom xoxox

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2009 VS 2019 Where is my pink fringe. I kinda still like it yo. https://www.instagram.com/p/B5nexSPp3g3/?igshid=1r05y447k2oca

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get to know me: [4/20 female characters] • amy santiago (brooklyn nine nine)  “I’m my own person, capable of making my own decisions and I decided to humiliate you both.”

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Hey mother nature i love you and shit but like….what the fuck my good bitch

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I DON’T CARE HOW MANY TIMES I REBLOG THIS.

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Things I love about the “villain turns good” trope:

Ex-villains graduating to “weird uncle” status.

Ex-villains and hero(es) turning the events of previous battles into bizarre inside jokes.

Ex-villains embracing the power of friendship and love.

Ex-villains putting up walls and keeping to themselves until the heroes teach them what it means to trust someone.

Ex-villains messing up and being forgiven because redemption is a process, not an endgame.

Ex-villains being shy and uncertain about their new place as a hero.

Bonus: Ex-villains hiding behind their hero friends during moments of shyness and uncertainty.

Ex-villains being tempted back to the dark side only to realize how much their newfound friendships mean to them.

Ex-villains pretending to return to the dark side, and using their villain cred to be a mole/saboteur on the heroes’ behalf.

Ex-villains taking the same skills and character traits that made them effective villains and using them for good.

Ex-villains defeating current villains by being better at those skills and traits than they are.

Ex-villains being rejected by almost everyone except the very few willing to give them the benefit of the doubt.

Ex-villains being ferociously protective of those few.

Ex-villains convincing old allies and friends to follow them to the light side.

Ex-villains helping their hero friends through guilt and self-doubt by reminding them that your mistakes don’t make you and it’s never too late to turn things around.

Ex-villains receiving unconditional trust and affection from someone small and innocent, and having no idea what they’re supposed to do with that.

Ex-villains reuniting with heroic loved ones that they don’t have to fight against anymore.

Ex-villains looking around at their new friends and their new home and having to sit down and ride out a sudden wave of powerful emotion because they can’t remember the last time they felt content.

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“that’s just the way the world works” it literally doesn’t have to be but okay