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Happy Birthday wifey... Let me be the 1st one to greet you...🎈🎂🎈iloveyousomuch😘

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“What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger”

... (what the hell am i saying?) Hmmm... Well i know baby that you are hurting so bad right now. And without you knowing, tears are falling down my face cos it hurts me more to know youre hurting and I cant even do anything to make you feel better... I may try to do silly things to make you laugh for a little while but I know it wouldnt be enough to ease the pain youre feeling right now. Guess only time will heal it. I wish i can take them away in your heart and made me go through it instead of you. Itll be easier for me to deal with the pain rather than seeing you hurting. I will not tell you "its ok baby" cos i know its not, but just want you to know that i love you so much and even if im far away, you know that i care so much about you and Ill pray to God to lift you up and heal your heart. To make you stronger and brighten up your day. Cos you deserve to be happy and you deserve to live with your kids whom He knows the most you love so much. Im sure God knows that better than anyone else whos making you look like a bad mother. Fuck what other people say cos those people who says and believe youre not a good person. They are the one who dont know you well or maybe the one who knows you so well but jealous of the truth and cant accept the fact that youre a better person than him. He hate to see you happy and wants everyone around him to be miserable and unhappy just like what his really feeling right now. Pero Hindi habang panahon nsa taas ang mga taong ganyan, kahit ilubog ka pa nya ngayon, di magtatagal at babalik sa kanya lahat ng ibinato nya di maganda sayo at sakit at hirap na pinaparamdam nya sayo. Ill feel bad when that happens, dahil ang karma pag bumalik sayo, doble ang katumbas. Sad to think na mas pinili nya yung ganito kaysa gawin yung talagang para sa ikakabuti ng bata. Pno mo masasabi mabuti sa bata kung yung solution eh hindi mo naman nakikita masaya mga bata? Kung pati sila nagsasakripisyo at nadadamay na masaktan at mahirapan... panigurado di nakakatulog ng mahimbing ang taong ganyan. kung may galit sya, papayag akong mag pagulpe sa kanya para ilabas lahat ng galit nya but just spare hurting the kids and you. Dahil bka kung ipagpapatuloy nya yan, bka yung galit ko yung di ko mapigilan at bka mas lalo lang gumulo. Nanggigigil ako marinig mga bata magmakaawa sa kung ano gusto nila na pinagkakait ng asawa mo. Wala kasalanan mga bata sa kanya. Pno nya nakukuha mag dasal sa diyos at magsimba sa kabila ng ginagawa nya hindi lang sayo kundi sa mga anak ninyo... kadugo nya. Alam kong sobra kang nasasaktan at nahihirapan makita mga anak mo sa ganito situation. Pero lam mo, sa twing nasasaktan ako at nagkakaroon ng mabigat na pagsubok sa buhay, yang una kong sinabi sa sulat na ito ang pinanghahawakan ko... “What doesn’t kill me makes me stronger” ... kaya lumaban ka, kahit di para ipagtanggol sarili mo kundi para sa kasiyahan at tunay na ikabubuti ng mga bata. Wag mong hayaan lasunin at itatak sa isip nila mga kasinungalingan at ipagkait sa kanila yung gusto nila at magpapasaya sa kan Cos what I overcome in life makes me richer and stronger in every way. The essential nature of being alive and being human daw is to experience life in its purest form �� the wins and losses, celebrations and challenges, and the good with the bad. Often we feel betrayed by life itself, we feel it is unfair and question "Why we have to go through these struggles?" Then ive learned... that Everything we are going through, every struggle, pain or hardship, is actually a gift. two choices: give up or tap into the inner resources that you didn’t even know you had, and come through it stronger and more humble than you were before. Life never hands out things that you can’t handle. At pag nahihirapan kana, kumapit ka sa taas at hayaan mong tulungan ka nyang bumangon at makatayo ulit. DASAL ang alam kong solution pag sobra nko nasasaktan o wla nko maintindihan... kaya nga nandito ka at nakilala kita... dahil ng humiling ako na bigyan ako ng mamahalin ako, at gusto ko ng makasama hanggang kunin nya nko, sa kalakihan ng mundong ito, nakita kita, nakilala at tinanggap mo ang pagmamahal ko sayo at sinuklian mo ng patas. Sana di ka na bored sa pagbasa nito, gusto ko lang malaman mo na di ko man mabigyan solution ang pinagdadaanan mo ngayon, nandito lang ako beb at mahal na mahal kita at kahit magkalayo tayo, hindi ka nagiisa, karamay mko at kung di man kita kaya itayo, sasamahan kita at tatabihan kita hanggang sa mag hilom ang sakit sa dibdib mo at handa ka ng bumangon ulit at makita at marinig ko na ulit yung pag tawa mo. Di kita iiwan beb. Mahal na mahal kita. Kaya mo yan!!! Kaya mo yan. Ikaw pa!😘

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Caricature collection of me and wifey. Para kahit sa picture man lang... Makasama kita beb

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I love and miss my wifey soooo much...

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Nakakabaliw ang ma miss ang taong gustong gusto mong makasama, mayakap at mahalikan

I miss you baby.... Waaaahhhhh😭😭😭

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"God gave me you" singing with my wifey Cam

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Long Distance (Bruno Mars) Smule cover by me and my wifey Cam🎤💑🎧

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Why you soooooo far baby... Miss you so damn much.😯

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This blog is all about her... GOD GAVE ME HER on April 16 2016. We're in long distance relationship right now. She's in Australia and I'm in USA. I believed that we both found each other for a reason. I love this girl so much and she's the one I want to spend my life with. By the way, her name is Camela. And I will. sure marry her someday. She's the most beautiful girl in my eyes and she's the best blessing God has given me.💖💖💖