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𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧- 𝟏𝟖+ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ❥ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 & 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐨 × 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫..

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩.𝟒 𝐂𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐬𝐡.

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬✔︎𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠,𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐭, 𝐍𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠.

𝐖𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭! 𝟏.𝟑𝐤

(𝐲𝐞𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐰)

“What colors are we supposed to be getting again?”

“depends on what we decide to make.”

How was it that it was already Thursday? You really let the week slip away from you, and you had signed up for the charity event to crochet things to sell for a children’s hospital.

The only issue? Your projects were due on Friday. As in the next day, Friday. Well luckily you weren’t alone! No because you had dragged Nobara into this with you.

As friends you had a few similarities, one of those being procrastination. So here you were in Hobby Lobby searching for last minute yarn.

“Okay so it says here the only project no one signed up for yet was….”

“Hm? What is it” Nobara says leaning against the shopping cart.

“crocheted fish?.. they’re pretty small but it says 26 of them” you say looking down at your phone and the spreadsheet on it.

“oh that’s cute! Plus we can split it and make 13 each!”

“Hmm it doesn’t exactly list a color though, just says pick anything bright?”

“I call orange! I want to make a bunch of goldfish” She says excitedly.

“alright then I’ll do red!” Putting down your phone, before reaching up to the top shelf to grab the colors you’d picked out.

“It’s too high up! Hold the cart still I’m gonna use it to step up there”

“okay.. but be careful!”

You place one foot on the rim of the cart and the other on a shelf. Your fingertips graze the two bundles you need. And slowly you’re able to slip them down in your arms.

But then as you see Nobara smile and mini cheer your victory. You feel your legs get wobbly and..

“WOAH”

“Y/N?!”

You fall backwards and land straight on your ass. The two bundles land right beside you as Nobara comes to your side to check on you.

“I’m so sorry! I let go for two seconds I shouldn’t have. I'm so so sorry!” She reaches out a hand to help you up.

“oww it’s f-fine” you wince as the pain aggravates as you stand up.

“well.. now I have even more a reason to spend my afternoon sitting down and relaxing?” You say while smiling.

“mhm! I’ll help you with anything, don't worry!”

You reach your apartment and dump out all the supplies on the table. “Okay let’s get cozy we have to make 13 each after all.”

You grab a few blankets and pillows to set on the couch, before you both settle down on it. As well as popping a show onto the tv.

“sooo what’s been going on in your life, we haven’t actually talked about you in a while” Nobara says, still focused on her “project”.

“It’s been calm.. you know like I guess not boring but also not hectic ?”

“And that’s perfectly fine for me.”

“I’m just glad I got to escape the whole small town scene quickly”

“eugh me too! that whole area is a mess” she makes a disgusted face to accompany the severity of her words.

“I could not imagine even one more year with our class.” You say rolling your eyes.

“Highschool really was rough on you wasn’t it..”

you stop for a moment, looking down as your eyes soften. “I guess that’s the right word for it..it was unbearable at the least”

“I wish I could forget most of it, to be honest”

“Really? even all our senior trips!”

“yea.”

The memory resurfaces..senior trips..

——————————————————

It was your first one, your class had decided to go all the way to San Diego. Sunny, lots of beaches, and gorgeous sunsets.

You hadn’t had many friends during that time, most of them had left you after a huge fight with the group.

Nobara being the exception, so when you heard she was going on the trip. You figured it wouldn’t be bad if you tagged along! So you signed up for it on the board outside the gym.

That’s when the “setup” happened. One of the guys in your class came up to you just as you were signing up. He called you cute and asked for your number.

Naivety got the better of you and gladly you handed it over like candy on halloween. You texted him everyday starting then, surprisingly you both shared a lot of the same interests and on late nights you’d stay up talking to him about everything.

You even went as far as telling Satoru about it.

“He’s really sweet! And I think we have a connection.”

He looked down at you and raises an eyebrow.

“I’m serious toru.”

“I don’t know… he has a reputation.”

“Even if I did care about that, he's different.. I could never see him doing that to me”

“Just.”

“Just what?! This is like a rare time a guy finally has interest in me, why can’t you just be happy for me?”

“Just be careful is all I’m saying.”

“whatever toru.”

You have to admit you did find it a bit strange he didn’t sit with you on the flight there. But you could understand it, he wanted to sit with his friends and you wanted to sit with Nobara. It was reasonable in your mind

The part about it that you really found weird was that he didn’t even want to hang out on the first day there?

You’d find the reason out very quickly. You and Nobara had just spent your whole first day lounging and relaxing on the beach.

But as the sun set over the beach all was calm. The only sounds in the air was the loud crashing of waves against the sand, each one pushing and pulling. The other sound? Your quiet sobbing.

You pulled your legs in towards your core as you just sobbed and sobbed and sobbed into your knees.

You’d waited till Nobara went back to the hotel, making the excuse that you just wanted to absorb the view a bit longer. Then you just sat there by the sea and cried. That’s when he found you.

“Are you okay?..”

Only the voice of one guy, Gojo Satoru. Stood over you as you sniffled and tried to gain enough composure to talk.

“It was all *hic* a fucking *hic* setup” You tried to croak out while you wiped the tears off your puffy cheeks.

You hear him sigh before he sits down next to you. “I’m not gonna say I told you so right now. Only because I’m more angry at that asshole”

“It wasn’t even *hic* all him it was my stupid friends they told him to do everything” You said, now just peeking your eyes over your knees to look at the ocean .

“They told him everything I liked and what I wanted to hear, they knew it all and they used it against me.”

“I’m so stupid, why, how could I fall for this. I should’ve known it was too good to be true” ducking your head back down”

“Hey no stop, look at me.“

He says before lifting your head up by your chin. “Your not stupid for that you’re so much more than that”

“Those fucking weirdos are stupid for messing with your life like that.”

He sighs “any guy would be lucky to end up with a girl like you. I could list a million reasons why”

“You don’t mean that.” you say gently shifting your head down again.

“No. I’m serious” he says while looking out.

“well..” you shift to look toward him.

“thanks”.

——————————————————

“whaaat?! How come you’ve never told me about that!” She says with a frown.

“I don’t know, I just didn’t want to involve you with them”

“that was sweet of Satoru though. Didn’t know you guys were that close, I mean yea he did apply for the same college and moved here with you but like woah”

“Yea I met him junior year, he’s practically been with me through everything”

“all that time?! How have you not fallen in love with him yet?”

You hesitate before saying “I don’t— I don’t know”

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐩𝐬𝐬𝐭 𝐍𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧.

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𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧- 𝟏𝟖+ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ❥ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 & 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐨 × 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩 𝐚����𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫..

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩.𝟒 𝐂𝐫𝐨𝐜𝐡𝐞𝐭𝐞𝐝 𝐟𝐢𝐬𝐡.

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬✔︎𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐛𝐮𝐥𝐥𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠,𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐭, 𝐍𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐦𝐢𝐧𝐢𝐬𝐜𝐢𝐧𝐠.

𝐖𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭! 𝟏.𝟑𝐤

(𝐲𝐞𝐚 𝐟𝐫𝐚𝐧𝐤 𝐨𝐜𝐞𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐰𝐨 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝐢𝐧 𝐚 𝐫𝐨𝐰)

“What colors are we supposed to be getting again?”

“depends on what we decide to make.”

How was it that it was already Thursday? You really let the week slip away from you, and you had signed up for the charity event to crochet things to sell for a children’s hospital.

The only issue? Your projects were due on Friday. As in the next day, Friday. Well luckily you weren’t alone! No because you had dragged Nobara into this with you.

As friends you had a few similarities, one of those being procrastination. So here you were in Hobby Lobby searching for last minute yarn.

“Okay so it says here the only project no one signed up for yet was….”

“Hm? What is it” Nobara says leaning against the shopping cart.

“crocheted fish?.. they’re pretty small but it says 26 of them” you say looking down at your phone and the spreadsheet on it.

“oh that’s cute! Plus we can split it and make 13 each!”

“Hmm it doesn’t exactly list a color though, just says pick anything bright?”

“I call orange! I want to make a bunch of goldfish” She says excitedly.

“alright then I’ll do red!” Putting down your phone, before reaching up to the top shelf to grab the colors you’d picked out.

“It’s too high up! Hold the cart still I’m gonna use it to step up there”

“okay.. but be careful!”

You place one foot on the rim of the cart and the other on a shelf. Your fingertips graze the two bundles you need. And slowly you’re able to slip them down in your arms.

But then as you see Nobara smile and mini cheer your victory. You feel your legs get wobbly and..

“WOAH”

“Y/N?!”

You fall backwards and land straight on your ass. The two bundles land right beside you as Nobara comes to your side to check on you.

“I’m so sorry! I let go for two seconds I shouldn’t have. I'm so so sorry!” She reaches out a hand to help you up.

“oww it’s f-fine” you wince as the pain aggravates as you stand up.

“well.. now I have even more a reason to spend my afternoon sitting down and relaxing?” You say while smiling.

“mhm! I’ll help you with anything, don't worry!”

You reach your apartment and dump out all the supplies on the table. “Okay let’s get cozy we have to make 13 each after all.”

You grab a few blankets and pillows to set on the couch, before you both settle down on it. As well as popping a show onto the tv.

“sooo what’s been going on in your life, we haven’t actually talked about you in a while” Nobara says, still focused on her “project”.

“It’s been calm.. you know like I guess not boring but also not hectic ?”

“And that’s perfectly fine for me.”

“I’m just glad I got to escape the whole small town scene quickly”

“eugh me too! that whole area is a mess” she makes a disgusted face to accompany the severity of her words.

“I could not imagine even one more year with our class.” You say rolling your eyes.

“Highschool really was rough on you wasn’t it..”

you stop for a moment, looking down as your eyes soften. “I guess that’s the right word for it..it was unbearable at the least”

“I wish I could forget most of it, to be honest”

“Really? even all our senior trips!”

“yea.”

The memory resurfaces..senior trips..

——————————————————

It was your first one, your class had decided to go all the way to San Diego. Sunny, lots of beaches, and gorgeous sunsets.

You hadn’t had many friends during that time, most of them had left you after a huge fight with the group.

Nobara being the exception, so when you heard she was going on the trip. You figured it wouldn’t be bad if you tagged along! So you signed up for it on the board outside the gym.

That’s when the “setup” happened. One of the guys in your class came up to you just as you were signing up. He called you cute and asked for your number.

Naivety got the better of you and gladly you handed it over like candy on halloween. You texted him everyday starting then, surprisingly you both shared a lot of the same interests and on late nights you’d stay up talking to him about everything.

You even went as far as telling Satoru about it.

“He’s really sweet! And I think we have a connection.”

He looked down at you and raises an eyebrow.

“I’m serious toru.”

“I don’t know… he has a reputation.”

“Even if I did care about that, he's different.. I could never see him doing that to me”

“Just.”

“Just what?! This is like a rare time a guy finally has interest in me, why can’t you just be happy for me?”

“Just be careful is all I’m saying.”

“whatever toru.”

You have to admit you did find it a bit strange he didn’t sit with you on the flight there. But you could understand it, he wanted to sit with his friends and you wanted to sit with Nobara. It was reasonable in your mind

The part about it that you really found weird was that he didn’t even want to hang out on the first day there?

You’d find the reason out very quickly. You and Nobara had just spent your whole first day lounging and relaxing on the beach.

But as the sun set over the beach all was calm. The only sounds in the air was the loud crashing of waves against the sand, each one pushing and pulling. The other sound? Your quiet sobbing.

You pulled your legs in towards your core as you just sobbed and sobbed and sobbed into your knees.

You’d waited till Nobara went back to the hotel, making the excuse that you just wanted to absorb the view a bit longer. Then you just sat there by the sea and cried. That’s when he found you.

“Are you okay?..”

Only the voice of one guy, Gojo Satoru. Stood over you as you sniffled and tried to gain enough composure to talk.

“It was all *hic* a fucking *hic* setup” You tried to croak out while you wiped the tears off your puffy cheeks.

You hear him sigh before he sits down next to you. “I’m not gonna say I told you so right now. Only because I’m more angry at that asshole”

“It wasn’t even *hic* all him it was my stupid friends they told him to do everything” You said, now just peeking your eyes over your knees to look at the ocean .

“They told him everything I liked and what I wanted to hear, they knew it all and they used it against me.”

“I’m so stupid, why, how could I fall for this. I should’ve known it was too good to be true” ducking your head back down”

“Hey no stop, look at me.“

He says before lifting your head up by your chin. “Your not stupid for that you’re so much more than that”

“Those fucking weirdos are stupid for messing with your life like that.”

He sighs “any guy would be lucky to end up with a girl like you. I could list a million reasons why”

“You don’t mean that.” you say gently shifting your head down again.

“No. I’m serious” he says while looking out.

“well..” you shift to look toward him.

“thanks”.

——————————————————

“whaaat?! How come you’ve never told me about that!” She says with a frown.

“I don’t know, I just didn’t want to involve you with them”

“that was sweet of Satoru though. Didn’t know you guys were that close, I mean yea he did apply for the same college and moved here with you but like woah”

“Yea I met him junior year, he’s practically been with me through everything”

“all that time?! How have you not fallen in love with him yet?”

You hesitate before saying “I don’t— I don’t know”

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐡𝐞𝐲 𝐩𝐬𝐬𝐭 𝐍𝐨𝐛𝐚𝐫𝐚 𝐬𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐬 𝐟𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐧.

[jsagirly]

hey guys, I’m so so sorry but there will be no update td. I’ve been very busy and haven’t had enough time to work on the chapter. Again so sorry! <3

[jsagirly]

𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧- 𝟏𝟖+ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ❥ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 & 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫..

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩.𝟑 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐮𝐧.

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬✔︎ 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲,𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲(𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲),𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?

𝐖𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭! 𝟏.𝟒𝐤

𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐮🤍: 𝐝𝐨 𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐮𝐧?

It’s 8pm the sun is just crisping on the horizon, the beginnings of it being pulled down as it sets. You’re sitting on your couch watching some random show, just to give yourself a break and wind down.

Your phone vibrates and you look at the screen to see Satoru’s message. You scrunch your brows in confusion and text back.

: 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭??

It gets read right away, and he texts you back in a number of seconds.

𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐮🤍: 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝟓

What was that supposed to mean? You were a bit weirded out to be honest? It’s already starting to get late..you tell yourself. “Something fun?”.

Before your mind can make that logical decision for yourself, you’re stumbling and slipping on a black pair of shorts, a navy blue hoodie and your converse. Before grabbing your keys and heading out the door.

Skipping down the stairs of your complex making a suspicious metal creak with each step. Walking out onto the street and down the tunnel to the “subway near your place”.

Looking around in the yellowed lights you can only see strangers, no sign of Satoru anywhere. You look up over people like a lost puppy , and you awkwardly stand there looking back down at your phone.

Just as you press your contacts you hear from a distance, “y/n!”. Turning to look up and you see Satoru walking towards you, you smile in relief sensing a feeling of comfort now that he was there.

He was wearing a hoodie and a pair of baggy jeans. “hey? What's going on? What did you want to do?”. You ask looking up at him questionably. “you’ll seeeee.”. He says while checking when the next train is coming.

“Satoru you know I don’t like not knowing” you frown. “yea..but I’m here so you’ll be fine!”.

“But!” Before you can protest any further, the train pulls up in front of you. He grabs you by the hand to pull you in behind him. Luckily gripping onto a pole before the force of leaving the station can take you down.

About 5 minutes pass before he says, “oh right here let’s get off”.

“Huh? o-oh okay!” leaving in such a rush you didn’t even get to see the stop. As you exit the tunnel you see the sun almost completely set in the distance, only a sliver of golden light left. As the street lights began to take over and flick on. “it’s just a few blocks from here don’t worry” so you tag along next to him.

After all, New York nightlife is just getting started. You see a group of girls all dolled up walking past you in nothing less than 5 inch heels. “I see it being a weekday has no effect on the parties and clubs”. Satoru chuckles “some people can’t get enough of it huh”.

You keep walking down the streets and something catches your eye, an ice cream shop. “Wait, can we stop here for a sec!”.

“Ice cream?”.

“C'mon you owe it to me for taking me all the way out here without even telling me any details!”. “Plus I may or may not have left my wallet in my apartment”.

You look up to him with pleading puppy eyes. Before you hear a sigh and a smile dusts his face. “Okay sure, I’ll buy you ice cream”.

“thank youuu!”. You both enter the ice cream parlor together, luckily for you there’s no line at this hour. The man behind the counter asks

“What flavor for the darling couple!”.

Before you can even stop to process it you wave your hands up and say “no no, we’re just friends”. The man looks up and apologizes.

“oh I’m sorry!”.

“Uhm yea I’ll have coffee please.”. The man rings you up at the counter, and Satoru graciously pays. When you walk out you hear him say “that was funny, he even discounted a dollar because he felt so bad. Poor guy.”.

“oh haha that’s nice”.

“Okay now hurry upp! I want to show you this place for real”. He says speeding up his pace. “oh so now it’s a place?”. You say catching up to match him.

It only takes a few more blocks before you’re going into a back alley behind a building only led by Satoru in front of you. Parties might’ve had you frigid and scared, but abandoned buildings definitely weren’t unusual for you. As stupid and young, you were prone to hanging out in these places.

The quiet and secluded part of it really sparked a liking for them. He opens a back door to the building before going up a staircase in front. It’s rusty and you can tell this place has been abandoned for a while.

“This seems creepy as fuck.”.

“nahh it’s just old, trust me the top is totally worth it”. So you keep going up the stairs till you reach a door at the top. He opens it and as you’re catching your breath, you look up to the rooftop and gaze at all the lights of the city.

It almost sparkles and glimmers in the basking moonlight. “oh wow.” “I know I’ve seen the lights like so many times but this is..different”.

“So was it worth it?”

“a million times over”. You walk up to the ledge of the building it has a small concrete wall so it’s not just a drop to the floor. You gaze out at the city in all its glory.

The honking of cars becomes blurry in the back of your mind as you can only focus on the view in front of you. There you sit for a few minutes with Satoru next to you.

The both of you just sat in a daze. “I’m really glad we got to be out here together.”. “High School was a train wreck enough I don’t know what I’d do without you”. You say breaking the silence.

“I’m glad too.. the day I made that decision I’ve never regretted it” he says smiling, his gaze still fixated on the lights.

“yea..it’s all so surreal, but I’ve never been scared of it or anything.”.

“Okay no that’s a lie I remember when you ran away leaving me behind! Because you saw a rat coming out of the sewer.”. You laughed at the memory “okay maybe a little scared.”.

You look over at him and he looks so perfect in this comfortable state, almost seeping into the beauty of it all. You could stand there and admire him for hours if you’d let yourself. But it’s him who catches you first.

“It's rude to stare, you know.”. You look away quickly, a cherry red undertone painting you.

“Sorry, you looked so nice and mesmerized in it though.”

“It’s very pretty.” Is all he can say. “Wait there’s one more thing I wanna do”. Before you can ask what it is he’s standing next to you and the ledge your sat upon. He looks seriously into your eyes “I won’t drop you alright?”.

“Huh? What do you mean, what are yo-“ before you can spill the whole sentence out, he's grabbing you by the small of your back and your shoulder blade.

Tipping you back over the ledge, a bruising grip held onto you. “TORUU THIS IS SCARY”. As the adrenaline pops you look down from the building and realize how high you are up.

“t-this is like super high, put me down!”.

“hold on tip your head back a bit.”.

You're trembling and scared “what?!”

“Just do it, trust me!” So you gently do it and as the blood rushes to your head you see it.. the same view but upside down.

Like a mirage it seems like a pool of lights.

You assume he senses you calming down before saying “told you.”.

He gently places you back down on the ground. Your legs feel like jello and you drop down to sit against and lean on the back of the ledge.

Its silent for a moment the lingering effects of the terror you had just experienced, hanging in the air. Soaking in what had just happened.

He looks down smiling “you okay?”

“y-yea I’m fine..”

“sorry I just had to show you”.

“that was so..indescribable?….”

“I liked it though”.

“I knew you would.”. You look up at him again, now back in his original position looking out.

“I wanted to take you here first to see what you thought before I brought Evie.”.

You straighten up and say “huh?”.

“Yea I’m planning on bringing her up here on a date”. “I’m gonna decorate obviously but I wanted to know what you thought first.”.

You soften your eyes and look down at the floor. “I think she’ll love it even more.”.

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐨..𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐝𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭? 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 “𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐝𝐞“ 𝐛𝐲 𝐒𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠! 𝐈𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 “𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐬“ 𝐲/𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐮𝐭.

[jsagirly]

𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧- 𝟏𝟖+ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ❥ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 & 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫..

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩.𝟑 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐮𝐧.

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬✔︎ 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲,𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭𝐲(𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐰𝐡𝐨𝐥𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐮𝐥𝐲),𝐣𝐮𝐬𝐬𝐭𝐭 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭?

𝐖𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭! 𝟏.𝟒𝐤

𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐮🤍: 𝐝𝐨 𝐮 𝐰𝐚𝐧𝐧𝐚 𝐠𝐨 𝐝𝐨 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐮𝐧?

It’s 8pm the sun is just crisping on the horizon, the beginnings of it being pulled down as it sets. You’re sitting on your couch watching some random show, just to give yourself a break and wind down.

Your phone vibrates and you look at the screen to see Satoru’s message. You scrunch your brows in confusion and text back.

: 𝐰𝐡𝐚𝐭??

It gets read right away, and he texts you back in a number of seconds.

𝐒𝐚𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐮🤍: 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭 𝐦𝐞 𝐚𝐭 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐮𝐛𝐰𝐚𝐲 𝐧𝐞𝐚𝐫 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐩𝐥𝐚𝐜𝐞 𝐢𝐧 𝟓

What was that supposed to mean? You were a bit weirded out to be honest? It’s already starting to get late..you tell yourself. “Something fun?”.

Before your mind can make that logical decision for yourself, you’re stumbling and slipping on a black pair of shorts, a navy blue hoodie and your converse. Before grabbing your keys and heading out the door.

Skipping down the stairs of your complex making a suspicious metal creak with each step. Walking out onto the street and down the tunnel to the “subway near your place”.

Looking around in the yellowed lights you can only see strangers, no sign of Satoru anywhere. You look up over people like a lost puppy , and you awkwardly stand there looking back down at your phone.

Just as you press your contacts you hear from a distance, “y/n!”. Turning to look up and you see Satoru walking towards you, you smile in relief sensing a feeling of comfort now that he was there.

He was wearing a hoodie and a pair of baggy jeans. “hey? What's going on? What did you want to do?”. You ask looking up at him questionably. “you’ll seeeee.”. He says while checking when the next train is coming.

“Satoru you know I don’t like not knowing” you frown. “yea..but I’m here so you’ll be fine!”.

“But!” Before you can protest any further, the train pulls up in front of you. He grabs you by the hand to pull you in behind him. Luckily gripping onto a pole before the force of leaving the station can take you down.

About 5 minutes pass before he says, “oh right here let’s get off”.

“Huh? o-oh okay!” leaving in such a rush you didn’t even get to see the stop. As you exit the tunnel you see the sun almost completely set in the distance, only a sliver of golden light left. As the street lights began to take over and flick on. “it’s just a few blocks from here don’t worry” so you tag along next to him.

After all, New York nightlife is just getting started. You see a group of girls all dolled up walking past you in nothing less than 5 inch heels. “I see it being a weekday has no effect on the parties and clubs”. Satoru chuckles “some people can’t get enough of it huh”.

You keep walking down the streets and something catches your eye, an ice cream shop. “Wait, can we stop here for a sec!”.

“Ice cream?”.

“C'mon you owe it to me for taking me all the way out here without even telling me any details!”. “Plus I may or may not have left my wallet in my apartment”.

You look up to him with pleading puppy eyes. Before you hear a sigh and a smile dusts his face. “Okay sure, I’ll buy you ice cream”.

“thank youuu!”. You both enter the ice cream parlor together, luckily for you there’s no line at this hour. The man behind the counter asks

“What flavor for the darling couple!”.

Before you can even stop to process it you wave your hands up and say “no no, we’re just friends”. The man looks up and apologizes.

“oh I’m sorry!”.

“Uhm yea I’ll have coffee please.”. The man rings you up at the counter, and Satoru graciously pays. When you walk out you hear him say “that was funny, he even discounted a dollar because he felt so bad. Poor guy.”.

“oh haha that’s nice”.

“Okay now hurry upp! I want to show you this place for real”. He says speeding up his pace. “oh so now it’s a place?”. You say catching up to match him.

It only takes a few more blocks before you’re going into a back alley behind a building only led by Satoru in front of you. Parties might’ve had you frigid and scared, but abandoned buildings definitely weren’t unusual for you. As stupid and young, you were prone to hanging out in these places.

The quiet and secluded part of it really sparked a liking for them. He opens a back door to the building before going up a staircase in front. It’s rusty and you can tell this place has been abandoned for a while.

“This seems creepy as fuck.”.

“nahh it’s just old, trust me the top is totally worth it”. So you keep going up the stairs till you reach a door at the top. He opens it and as you’re catching your breath, you look up to the rooftop and gaze at all the lights of the city.

It almost sparkles and glimmers in the basking moonlight. “oh wow.” “I know I’ve seen the lights like so many times but this is..different”.

“So was it worth it?”

“a million times over”. You walk up to the ledge of the building it has a small concrete wall so it’s not just a drop to the floor. You gaze out at the city in all its glory.

The honking of cars becomes blurry in the back of your mind as you can only focus on the view in front of you. There you sit for a few minutes with Satoru next to you.

The both of you just sat in a daze. “I’m really glad we got to be out here together.”. “High School was a train wreck enough I don’t know what I’d do without you”. You say breaking the silence.

“I’m glad too.. the day I made that decision I’ve never regretted it” he says smiling, his gaze still fixated on the lights.

“yea..it’s all so surreal, but I’ve never been scared of it or anything.”.

“Okay no that’s a lie I remember when you ran away leaving me behind! Because you saw a rat coming out of the sewer.”. You laughed at the memory “okay maybe a little scared.”.

You look over at him and he looks so perfect in this comfortable state, almost seeping into the beauty of it all. You could stand there and admire him for hours if you’d let yourself. But it’s him who catches you first.

“It's rude to stare, you know.”. You look away quickly, a cherry red undertone painting you.

“Sorry, you looked so nice and mesmerized in it though.”

“It’s very pretty.” Is all he can say. “Wait there’s one more thing I wanna do”. Before you can ask what it is he’s standing next to you and the ledge your sat upon. He looks seriously into your eyes “I won’t drop you alright?”.

“Huh? What do you mean, what are yo-“ before you can spill the whole sentence out, he's grabbing you by the small of your back and your shoulder blade.

Tipping you back over the ledge, a bruising grip held onto you. “TORUU THIS IS SCARY”. As the adrenaline pops you look down from the building and realize how high you are up.

“t-this is like super high, put me down!”.

“hold on tip your head back a bit.”.

You're trembling and scared “what?!”

“Just do it, trust me!” So you gently do it and as the blood rushes to your head you see it.. the same view but upside down.

Like a mirage it seems like a pool of lights.

You assume he senses you calming down before saying “told you.”.

He gently places you back down on the ground. Your legs feel like jello and you drop down to sit against and lean on the back of the ledge.

Its silent for a moment the lingering effects of the terror you had just experienced, hanging in the air. Soaking in what had just happened.

He looks down smiling “you okay?”

“y-yea I’m fine..”

“sorry I just had to show you”.

“that was so..indescribable?….”

“I liked it though”.

“I knew you would.”. You look up at him again, now back in his original position looking out.

“I wanted to take you here first to see what you thought before I brought Evie.”.

You straighten up and say “huh?”.

“Yea I’m planning on bringing her up here on a date”. “I’m gonna decorate obviously but I wanted to know what you thought first.”.

You soften your eyes and look down at the floor. “I think she’ll love it even more.”.

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐬𝐨𝐨𝐨..𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐬 𝐢𝐬 𝐚 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐝𝐨 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭? 𝐈 𝐫𝐞𝐜𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐝 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 “𝐝𝐞𝐜𝐨𝐝𝐞“ 𝐛𝐲 𝐒𝐚𝐛𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐚 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐢𝐧𝐠! 𝐈𝐭 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐥𝐥𝐲 “𝐬𝐮𝐦𝐬“ 𝐲/𝐧𝐬 𝐟𝐞𝐞𝐥𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐮𝐩 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐡𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐨𝐮𝐭.

[jsagirly]

Update coming soon! Sorry for being so late! 🫶

𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧- 𝟏𝟖+ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ❥ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 & 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫..

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩.𝟐 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐤𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧.

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬✔︎ 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠,𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬, 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭.

𝐖𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭! 𝟏.𝟒𝐤

It’s 8 am, on a Monday morning and there wasn’t anything worse you could think of than being stuck here in your English college course.

Of course you were stupid when picking your classes not taking into account how tired the weekend would leave you. Stuffy cold air filled the room and the occasional cough of a student. Your professor is going on and on about some stupid thing.

You weren’t picking up on any of it, that's for sure. As you lay your head on the vinyl wood desk at the back of the class, wishing your black hoodie would just swallow you whole, at least so you could sleep a little longer.

Just as you do think sleep could get the better of you, the door next to you swings open, startling not only you but everyone else in the room as if they were awakened from some sort of drowsy trance.

There standing in the frame is Satoru out of breath trying to take in gulps of air. Although after a second or two he notices everyone’s eyes boring into the disruption he created. Gently closing the door behind him as the professor continues his material.

He slides into the seat next to you. “Late again?”. You ask with a bored look. “You know me too well”. “Satoru you’re late like every class, it's your routine at this point”. “Okay but I'm living a normal college kid life, no one gets up bright and early for an 8 am class”.

“Plus if I remember correctly you’re the one who dragged me to this class with you because you couldn’t be alone”.

He says as he leans on the table on the side to face you. “mhm whatever you agreed to me anyways”. “Yea I did”. He scoffs whilst smiling. “What made you this late anyways?”.

He goes silent and looks away as if that was the only response you needed. “Oh my fucking god, you were playing siege all night weren’t you”. He doesn’t answer and his gaze is still fixed away but you can tell by the soft smile creeping up his face that you’re right.

“ you’re such a loser for that you know”. “I’d expect you to be out”. He hums softly before saying “well I have a girlfriend so I’m allowed to do stuff like this”. “You better pray she never finds out about you being a dork doing stuff like that”. You say sarcastically.

“what’s up with the attitude this morning jeez! Must be this emo ass hoodie huh”. He says before gently pinching the fabric of your sleeve.

“sorry..” you say a guilty smile takes over you. Zoning off the rest of the lesson.

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Although it seemed like you too might’ve bickered a lot he was truly your best friend,you met him your junior year of high school. Chemistry class to be specific, you definitely didn’t run in the same circles.

He was more of a walking trophy boy that every girl wanted to get her hands on while you wanted to steer clear of that as much as possible. Your awkward nature made it hard for you to even find a guy with interest, much less one of the most desired ones.

You didn’t get what they saw in him anyways, he was a guy and he was hot? It wasn’t till that year when you were stuck sitting next to him in class and he sparked conversation with you, probably just trying to escape the boring droning of your teacher.

But after a while you guys noticed you had a lot in common humor,interests and maybe even a bit of the same traits in personality. So you didn’t fall head over heels for him, you fell into his couch on late stormy nights where you would just talk about life and music, maybe some stupid high school stuff along the way.

Before you knew it he was in your phone at the top of your list as “Satoru 🤍”. Not even in a romantic way just as friends and people who understood each other, plus you had appreciated him never trying to make advances on you.

Now you have to question, is all of that still true? Unfortunately enough you did end up falling head over heels for Satoru Gojo. But as it happens so did he, but not for you..for Evie.

The guilt was more than anything, you remembered denying it at first and just brushing off the fact that you always checked every single one of his texts within 2 minutes,whenever he said something nice to you you felt your heart pick up and all these things you never picked up on before.

But no you weren’t allowed to, that’s what you told yourself over and over and over again. You don’t have a say in this if you do your a bad person because only a bad person would be in love with someone else’s love.

You couldn’t help where your heart was at, why now was it that you realized all those heartfelt conversations were the only ones that had ever rooted themselves in such a deep connection to your soul.

Why only now? So as your heart stumbles further and further in you try your best to cover it up and pretend as if nothings changed.

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“hellooo? hey hey y/n”. Satoru looks down on you. and you look around to see all the other students leaving class.

“Oh my god finally” you say with a sigh of relief. Maybe a bit too loud as you saw the professor glare up at you. “C'mon let’s go I wanna get out of here” Satoru says while trying to rush you. “Okay okay just one second” picking up your tote as you follow swiftly behind him.

The light hits your eyes like a flash bang almost making you dizzy. “It feels like I got sent to heaven oh my god why is the light so bright”. Satoru laughs a bit before walking next to you on the sidewalk.

In a comfortable silence and just a few students walking around as well. You smell the morning air full of dew on the plants and no longer cold due to the sun bathing it all in a warm glow.

Satoru ends up breaking the silence “wait you mind going with me to the library and helping me check out a book?”. “Sure what do you need help with?”. “All of it…”.

“You don’t know how?”. “How have you made it this far without checking anything out?”. He shrugs “putting it off I guess, but I’m finally being required to”.

You get to the library and the deep smell of books and pages fill your senses, it’s quiet but still there’s a low whisper of students from each table. You can see a few girls gossiping at one table they don’t even lift their heads when the door opens, at another table a girl sitting alone studying with headphones in, and at another there’s a group of frat guys.

Probably trying to cram for finals next week you tell yourself.

“Okay so what book is it?” you softly ask him. “Hmm not sure actually”. Your eyes go wide, “are you kidding?”. He grabs his phone and seems to be looking for something. “Chill outtt I have it somewhere here”.

You mentally roll your eyes. Once you two have found the book that matched the one on your phone. You showed him how to check it out. “thanks for that by the way”. He says whilst walking out with you. “mhm!”.

You spot a poster on the wall of the exit and go to check it out. It reads “Need volunteer work? Or just a calm afternoon? Crochet stuffed animals for a charity auction this Friday! All proceeds go to a children's hospital. Text 123-4567-8907 for details and help!”.

“Ooh this is cute I’m gonna text Nobara to ask if she wants to do this with me” you say while snapping a picture of the poster. “Hm? What is it”. “Oh that’s nice, for charity? Are you in a group where you need hours?”.

“Nah but it seems fun plus I get to help people '' you say still looking down at your phone. “That’s sweet.” Satoru gently smiles. “You’re sweet.. for helping out with that you know”. You look up to meet his gaze “o-oh thanks”.

“Well I have to get goin now, thanks again for the book.” “it was no problem.” You say while waving to him already walking off.

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐚𝐡 𝐚 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟒𝐭𝐡?! 🇺🇸❤️

[jsagirly]

𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧- 𝟏𝟖+ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ❥ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 & 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫..

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩.𝟐 𝐬𝐨𝐦𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐚𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐞𝐬𝐭 𝐤𝐞𝐩𝐭 𝐡𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧.

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬✔︎ 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠,𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬 𝐛𝐞𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐟𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐬, 𝐬𝐥𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭.

𝐖𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭! 𝟏.𝟒𝐤

It’s 8 am, on a Monday morning and there wasn’t anything worse you could think of than being stuck here in your English college course.

Of course you were stupid when picking your classes not taking into account how tired the weekend would leave you. Stuffy cold air filled the room and the occasional cough of a student. Your professor is going on and on about some stupid thing.

You weren’t picking up on any of it, that's for sure. As you lay your head on the vinyl wood desk at the back of the class, wishing your black hoodie would just swallow you whole, at least so you could sleep a little longer.

Just as you do think sleep could get the better of you, the door next to you swings open, startling not only you but everyone else in the room as if they were awakened from some sort of drowsy trance.

There standing in the frame is Satoru out of breath trying to take in gulps of air. Although after a second or two he notices everyone’s eyes boring into the disruption he created. Gently closing the door behind him as the professor continues his material.

He slides into the seat next to you. “Late again?”. You ask with a bored look. “You know me too well”. “Satoru you’re late like every class, it's your routine at this point”. “Okay but I'm living a normal college kid life, no one gets up bright and early for an 8 am class”.

“Plus if I remember correctly you’re the one who dragged me to this class with you because you couldn’t be alone”.

He says as he leans on the table on the side to face you. “mhm whatever you agreed to me anyways”. “Yea I did”. He scoffs whilst smiling. “What made you this late anyways?”.

He goes silent and looks away as if that was the only response you needed. “Oh my fucking god, you were playing siege all night weren’t you”. He doesn’t answer and his gaze is still fixed away but you can tell by the soft smile creeping up his face that you’re right.

“ you’re such a loser for that you know”. “I’d expect you to be out”. He hums softly before saying “well I have a girlfriend so I’m allowed to do stuff like this”. “You better pray she never finds out about you being a dork doing stuff like that”. You say sarcastically.

“what’s up with the attitude this morning jeez! Must be this emo ass hoodie huh”. He says before gently pinching the fabric of your sleeve.

“sorry..” you say a guilty smile takes over you. Zoning off into the rest of the lesson.

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Although it seemed like you two might’ve bickered a lot he was truly your best friend,you met him your junior year of high school. Chemistry class to be specific, you definitely didn’t run in the same circles.

He was more of a walking trophy boy that every girl wanted to get her hands on while you wanted to steer clear of that as much as possible. Your awkward nature made it hard for you to even find a guy with interest, much less one of the most desired ones.

You didn’t get what they saw in him anyways, he was a guy and he was hot? It wasn’t till that year when you were stuck sitting next to him in class and he sparked conversation with you, probably just trying to escape the boring droning of your teacher.

But after a while you guys noticed you had a lot in common humor,interests and maybe even a bit of the same traits in personality. So you didn’t fall head over heels for him, you fell into his couch on late stormy nights where you would just talk about life and music, maybe some stupid high school stuff along the way.

Before you knew it he was in your phone at the top of your list as “Satoru 🤍”. Not even in a romantic way just as friends and people who understood each other, plus you had appreciated him never trying to make advances on you.

Now you have to question, is all of that still true? Unfortunately enough you did end up falling head over heels for Satoru Gojo. But as it happens so did he, but not for you..for Evie.

The guilt was more than anything, you remembered denying it at first and just brushing off the fact that you always checked every single one of his texts within 2 minutes,whenever he said something nice to you you felt your heart pick up and all these things you never picked up on before.

But no you weren’t allowed to, that’s what you told yourself over and over and over again. You don’t have a say in this if you do your a bad person because only a bad person would be in love with someone else’s love.

You couldn’t help where your heart was at, why now was it that you realized all those heartfelt conversations were the only ones that had ever rooted themselves in such a deep connection to your soul.

Why only now? So as your heart stumbles further and further in you try your best to cover it up and pretend as if nothings changed.

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“hellooo? hey hey y/n”. Satoru looks down on you. and you look around to see all the other students leaving class.

“Oh my god finally” you say with a sigh of relief. Maybe a bit too loud as you saw the professor glare up at you. “C'mon let’s go I wanna get out of here” Satoru says while trying to rush you. “Okay okay just one second” picking up your tote as you follow swiftly behind him.

The light hits your eyes like a flash bang almost making you dizzy. “It feels like I got sent to heaven oh my god why is the light so bright”. Satoru laughs a bit before walking next to you on the sidewalk.

There’s a comfortable silence and just a few students walking around as well. You smell the morning air full of dew on the plants and it’s no longer cold due to the sun bathing it all in a warm glow.

Satoru ends up breaking the silence “wait you mind going with me to the library and helping me check out a book?”. “Sure what do you need help with?”. “All of it…”.

“You don’t know how?”. “How have you made it this far without checking anything out?”. He shrugs “putting it off I guess, but I’m finally being required to”.

You get to the library and the deep smell of books and pages fill your senses, it’s quiet but still there’s a low whisper of students from each table. You can see a few girls gossiping at one table they don’t even lift their heads when the door opens, at another table a girl sitting alone studying with headphones in, and at another there’s a group of frat guys.

Probably trying to cram for finals next week you tell yourself.

“Okay so what book is it?” you softly ask him. “Hmm not sure actually”. Your eyes go wide, “are you kidding?”. He grabs his phone and seems to be looking for something. “Chill outtt I have it somewhere here”.

You mentally roll your eyes. Once you two have found the book that matched the one on his phone. You showed him how to check it out. “thanks for that by the way”. He says whilst walking out with you. “mhm!”.

You spot a poster on the wall of the exit and go to check it out. It reads “Need volunteer work? Or just a calm afternoon? Crochet stuffed animals for a charity auction this Friday! All proceeds go to a children's hospital. Text 123-4567-8907 for details and help!”.

“Ooh this is cute I’m gonna text Nobara to ask if she wants to do this with me” you say while snapping a picture of the poster. “Hm? What is it”. “Oh that’s nice, for charity? Are you in a group where you need hours?”.

“Nah but it seems fun plus I get to help people '' you say still looking down at your phone. “That’s sweet.” Satoru gently smiles. “You’re sweet.. for helping out with that you know”. You look up to meet his gaze “o-oh thanks”.

“Well I have to get goin now, thanks again for the book.” “it was no problem.” You say while waving to him already walking off.

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: 𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐞 𝐛𝐚𝐜𝐤𝐬𝐭𝐨𝐫𝐲𝐲 𝐬𝐭𝐮𝐟𝐟𝐟 𝐚𝐧𝐝 𝐰𝐨𝐚𝐡 𝐚 𝐩𝐨𝐬𝐭 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧 𝐨𝐧 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝟒𝐭𝐡?! 🇺🇸❤️

[jsagirly]

𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧-𝟏𝟖+ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

ꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄꨄ

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭✔︎ 𝐣𝐣𝐤 𝐜𝐨𝐥𝐥𝐞𝐠𝐞/𝐦𝐨𝐝𝐞𝐫𝐧 𝐚𝐮, 𝐬𝐥𝐨𝐰 𝐛𝐮𝐫𝐧,𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐟𝐚𝐧𝐢𝐭𝐲, 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭, 𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭.

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠❥ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 & 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐔𝐩𝐝𝐚𝐭𝐞𝐬: 𝐍𝐞𝐰 𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐞𝐯𝐞𝐫𝐲 𝐝𝐚𝐲

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐬 𝟒/?

𝐏𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞…𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝟏...𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝟐...𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝟑...𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩𝟒...

[jsagirly]

𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧- 𝟏𝟖+ 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 & 𝐏𝐫𝐞𝐯𝐢𝐨𝐮𝐬

𝐏𝐚𝐢𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠 ❥ 𝐆𝐨𝐣𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫 ＆ 𝐆𝐞𝐭𝐨 𝐱 𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐝𝐞𝐫

𝐉𝐮𝐬𝐭 𝐚 𝐠𝐫𝐚𝐬𝐩 𝐚𝐰𝐚𝐲, 𝐬𝐨 𝐜𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞 𝐲𝐞𝐭 𝐬𝐨 𝐟𝐚𝐫..

𝐂𝐡𝐚𝐩.𝟏 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐞𝐬𝐩𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐨 𝐚𝐟𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐚𝐫𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐢

𝐂𝐨𝐧𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐬✔︎ 𝐦𝐢𝐥𝐝 𝐬𝐰𝐞𝐚𝐫𝐢𝐧𝐠,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐚𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐡𝐨𝐥,𝐚𝐧𝐠𝐬𝐭?,𝐦𝐞𝐧𝐭𝐢𝐨𝐧𝐬 𝐨𝐟 𝐫𝐨𝐦𝐚𝐧𝐜𝐞/𝐬𝐞𝐱𝐮𝐚𝐥 𝐚𝐜𝐭𝐢𝐯𝐢𝐭𝐲 (𝐧𝐨 𝐬𝐦𝐮𝐭) 𝐲𝐞𝐭...

𝐖𝐫𝐝 𝐜𝐨𝐮𝐧𝐭! 𝟏.𝟐𝐤

It’s a calm morning. At least the calmest NYC can get. Not quiet that’s for sure but everything’s in order. Your old lady neighbor is outside for a morning stroll, the bakery across from your apartment is open and serving customers, and there's some tourists already walking the streets.

As the sunlight seeps in through your window it paints you and your apartment in a golden glow. You however seem to be the only one out of order. As you wake up groggily with a light headache, groaning as you struggle to get out of the mess of blankets.

You tap your feet on the cold hardwood floor to your kitchen. A glass of water was needed before you could process the day beginning and the contents of what had made you wake up like this.

As you slowly pass by the mirror in your hallway you stop in your tracks and go back. The girl that looks back at you can only be described as fucked up. You scrunch your brows and examine the mascara smeared over your eyes, messy tangled hair and the sticky lipgloss still somehow on your lips.

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That’s when it happens. The flood of memories, oh right. The college party you went to last night, you remember your friend Utahime begging you to go with her because it’d be fun it’d get you out of the dark and up!

Even though these party’s happened practically everyday you only attended a few of them every month. You reluctantly agreed to go after her many pleas and then.. you can only remember getting to party,taking way too many shots and then… seeing them.

Satoru Gojo, your drop dead gorgeous best friend in a black silk button up, a few of them undone down his chest, strands of his hair sweat slicked to his forehead and you could swear there was someone controlling the lights as they shined on him from across the makeshift “bar”.

You’re about to go approach him and say some stupid comment about how he shouldn’t be at a party this late and isn’t it past his bedtime. But then she comes into frame. She has long blonde hair curled to prettily form her face and the red dress she wore fit better on her than the model.

Ah yes his equally drop dead gorgeous girlfriend. You watched as he said something to her and she laughed while holding onto him. Then as he turned gaze up he saw you, his eyes confused at first. He knew you didn’t like these things that much. You made a small smile and waved across the room to signal you’re okay.. yeah you’re fine here.

He smiled back and his attention threw back to her. You look over to see Utahime in the corner with some guy and just decide to go home without her. So you drunkenly stumbled out of the party and down the stairs of the complex the heels you wore definitely did not help.

Luckily your apartment was only a few blocks down. Not too far but sure far enough to make you be alone with your thoughts for a while. And the scene with Satoru just played over and over in your mind you're not sure why but the tears began to well in your eyes, no why would you cry over this….no no you can’t your not allowed to.

Before you knew it there it was your apartment door, you fumbled with the key to get the door opened before finally getting inside. Dropping everything besides your dress on the floor and just flopping onto your bed.

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Now you're here. Staring in the mirror at your disheveled figure. The smell of the bakery down your window wafts in through the air and you think to yourself. Yea I could use an aesthetic latte and a croissant. Not looking like this though.

But after a shower and a hint of makeup you threw on your black sweats, pink tank top and a pair of white converses. Not forgetting to grab your AirPods and keys as you went out the door and down the stairs of your apartment.

As you enter the bakery the ambience fills your senses. It's not too packed, which is nice. You decide on a Mocha and a pistachio filled croissant. You sit down at one of the small tables inside next to a floor length window that outlooks the bustling street and sidewalk.

You put in your AirPods to listen to music while you wait for your coffee and breakfast, then a light tap on your shoulder startles you.

You pause your music and look back to see Satoru looking down at you, he looked much different from last night, now also in sweats and a white t-shirt.

“Satoru? wha- why are you here?”. He smiles and says “hm I was in the mood for good coffee… and then I remembered you took me here that one time I stayed over”. As the surprise washed over you smiled back.

“Mind if I sit?” He says gently pulling out the chair across from you. “Yes, actually I’m meeting someone”. You grinned. “Oh what really?”. You let out a small laugh “No stupid who would I be meeting looking like this”. He chuckled a little bit before sitting down.

“Well I wasn’t gonna judge but I didn’t exactly think sweatpants were good breakfast first date attire”. He stares at you for a moment “but hey you still look good” you turn away and avert your eyes and hope a dusting of pink doesn’t show “oh thanks..”. Such a simple comment just complimenting you? Why were you suddenly so nervous?

“So I’m assuming this is you trying to revert back to normal y/n after the party?”.

“what were you doing there anyways? Not judging, it's just I don’t see you often at those kinds of things”. You smile while rolling your eyes “Well a certain someone begged me to go with her and I gave in”.

“mm yea I saw Utahime there too huh”. “yea she had some guy fawning over her”. “oh is that why you seemed kind of awkward and alone when I saw you”. “no! I was not awkward and alone. I just, I don’t know how to act at those things without a friend you know”.

You think back to that moment where you stopped in your tracks like a deer in headlights seeing them. Right as you were about to say something his phone started ringing. “Oh I have to get this, it's Evie, I told her I’d get her something from here too”.

You can faintly hear from the other side “baby, are you on your way?”. “Yea I’m just leaving, don’t worry I’ll be there in a few”. “oh okay, I’ll see you here then. bye love you!”. You avert your gaze away from him “yea, bye love you too”.

He hangs up the call and grabs the bag of pastries and coffee cup he had with him. “Well sorry we could only talk for a few! We should meet up sometime time for real I gotta catch up on your life”.

“yea for sure! I’ll see you around campus”. “oh yeah that too!”. Just as he walks out the door your food gets there. Somehow you can’t stop yourself as you sip your coffee and watch him get into his car and drive away almost as if trying to catch every last drop and glimpse of him.

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: eekk writing this without dropping anything extra is so hard! But theres more chapters to come slowly revealing each layer. Which speaking of I will try to upload once a day at least!💗

[jsagirly]

𝐅𝐨𝐫𝐛𝐢𝐝𝐝𝐞𝐧.

𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐩𝐫𝐨𝐥𝐨𝐠𝐮𝐞 𝐭𝐨 𝐭𝐡𝐞 𝐬𝐞𝐫𝐢𝐞𝐬

𝐌𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭

❤︎︎Things you can’t have range from the lollipop your mom wouldn’t let you have before dinner when you were little, to the hundred thousand dollar bag from Hermes you’d only ever dream of.

❤︎︎Things you can’t have don’t include your priceless best friend. Why would you want him? His laugh, the way you can hear his voice change when he smiles on a call, his special interests that only you know about? He’s your best friend. Why on earth would you want him. Because he says I love you every time you hang up the call? Because you made a marriage pact with him? Because he told you in another universe your soulmates?

❤︎︎Key words another universe. In this one…he has a girlfriend. She’s beautiful with beach blonde hair and green eyes that pools like jades,the way her makeup dusts her features is almost perfect, and the way she laughs is only one of an angel. No wonder he would fall for her. And as the months pass by, you see them grow closer and happier.

❤︎︎It’s bittersweet the taste of seeing someone you love so much so happy, but not with you. And that’s okay, most girls would try to break them apart. But no not you, the thought of her breaking down into tears because of you breaks your heart in half. So you’ll help him make gift baskets for her, you’ll help him raise money for her birthday, and youll like every post of them together and comment things like “cutest couple ever!”.

❤︎︎But youll stare at their 1 year anniversary pictures and sob into your pillow till the mascara on your eyes runs like black rivers of charcoal and your satin pillowcase is soaked in salty tears. But the one thing you won’t do?

❤︎︎Tell anyone. Breaking them apart is the one thing you’d never do

𝐀𝐮𝐭𝐡𝐨𝐫𝐬 𝐧𝐨𝐭𝐞: this is like my first post ever 😰 thinking about making a fic with a certain jjk man with this context but I wanted to test the waters first.