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Bad thoughts are starting to return again....

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Welp, it's finally time to start walking down this road alone.

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I need a life that isn’t just about needing to escape my life.

Robert Polito (via hplyrikz)

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Why don't I talk to anyone about how I feel?

Simple. I can't really trust anyone. Everyone I've talked to about my feelings just ends up telling other people when I don't want them to. So it's just better for me to keep it all to myself.

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Love sinks and hope floats. Can't let memories be the death of me.

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If only I had amnesia, something stronger than tequila

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I hope something unexpectedly good happens to you this week.

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"I love diving in your mind and coming out with every diamond I can find"

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Time to stop looking at what could've been and focus on what will be. #basic

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I spend every day trying to cross this bridge but whenever I look back all I see is you holding me back. I want to let go of you so I can finally be over it, but I just can't. Why is it such a struggle for me? I'm supposed to be an ass hole and I should just be letting go like it's nothing. What's happened to me? Fuck. I hate this. I'm trapped by my heart and I can't do shit about it right now.

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Tired of always putting in the effort to be friends with everyone. If you need me find me.

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Loving these 2-3 hour sessions. Better for my body to breakdown than to mentally breakdown anymore.