jussomlover

[jussomlover]

I'm so bored it hurts

[jussomlover]

I had sex with my ex last weekend. This was a mistake

[jussomlover]

He doesn't want intimacy anymore. Just sex. Oh well i think we'll be over sooner than later... What a shame

[jussomlover]

I just want a boyfriend or girlfriend at this point

[jussomlover]

I'm no longer depressed, now i just hate how boring life is

[jussomlover]

I'm 21 why do I feel like I wasted my fucking life?

[jussomlover]

I love that literally no one bothers to read this, not even me. It's like my journal but more succinct.

[jussomlover]

I'm at my ex's house and he's fighting politics with his father. I can't side with any, literally can't. I'm just existing here hoping we can smoke soon

[jussomlover]

You think you can't make things worse, then boom, you go and fuck up

[jussomlover]

I still see the sunlight coming through the window in my living room, hitting my eyes and yours, as your all stars and my bare feet slowly danced around. I think that what I felt then, with my head on your shoulder, was love. It's been 6 years and this song still makes me cry.

[jussomlover]

I keep thinking of taking my pills all at once. But i know that would probably not kill me and just put me under everyone's watch. Fuck this shit

[jussomlover]

I just want to die honestly

[jussomlover]

Do you ever just fuck shit up and get like "damn hope no one knows" but deep down you actually want to be caught?

[jussomlover]

It's 2021 and i just got back on tumblr after 5 years