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I've been trying to articulate for months how happy Lute pining over Adam makes me.

Like, I cannot for the life of me explain why it fills me with such unbridled joy to imagine Lute, this badass, hyper competent, angelic warrior woman swooning, yearning, longing, positively thirsting over this douchebag frat-boy of a man.....

Having her heart, once thought to be made of stone, doing flips whenever Adam brags about how he just did a sick guitar riff.....

Watching him with the wind in his hair wishing she could run her fingers through it....

Making sure to bring him his favorite snack just to see him smile.....

Acting like she does all these fucking things for him as part of a lieutenant duty and NOT because she's in LOVE because LOVE is for PUSSIES

And no you DIDN'T catch her in her locker room staring fondly at a picture she has in her wallet of Adam and Her smiling after spending a fun night out in town

And no you DIDN'T catch her giving Adam the most adoring look known to man when he's ranting about why "Carry On My Wayward Son" is one of the top ten songs of all time because she does NOT feel adoration OR love and if you DID catch her looking at Adam like he hung the stars in the sky then you will SHUT UP DROP DOWN AND GIVE HER TWENTY!!!!

Hiding all her lust and affection for him behind a tough, unfeeling facade, when actually, when no one is watching, she swears there is not another man she would rather spend forever with.....

Pining Lute fucking sends me, man

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Picture day

with texture

I was not going to put this much effort into the pic first, but I just kept drawing.

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holy moly i forgot this app existed anyway heres guitarspear inspired by a tiktok trend (administering copium)

p.s

i still suck at drawing men💔💔💔

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Luigi needs a little love being my only favorite male character!

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Part 3

(Part 4 coming soon)

I hope you enjoy this little comic that keeps growing little by little juju.

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Taking turns

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She used the power of LOVE! xD

I regret nothing. PS : it's only a joke, not a crackship or whatever.

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“Daryl, you deserve a happy ending too.”

- Judith and Laurent

Beth, it’s always been Beth.

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eugh, the tension is so thick i can cut it with a knife

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Part 1

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Part 2

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The view

The background is free to use! I made it myself and it was inspirited by steven universe

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Jax and Ragatha Clearly have history, and I love that. I want them to be messy and fucked up, I don’t want them to get back together, and I don’t want them to look at each other fondly.

I want them to look at each other like they’re the best and worst thing to ever happen to them in their damn hell. 

I want them fucked up, I want them both masking, I want them both pushing away each other in different ways.

I want Ragatha to die a second time as a fake person that Jax hated, I want her to die the first time as the girl Jax loved, a genuine, hurt, traumatized but happy person.

I want her to lose someone she loved but not by her own fault but his fault. Then to feel like it was her fault, causing her to believe it’s her mother all over again. She wasn’t perfect enough, she couldn’t help him, she couldn’t be good for him, she couldn’t make him happy. I want her to kill who she once was, because she believes that the reason why she lost Jax was because, she wasn’t good enough to keep him, to help him, to love him. Her true self just wasn’t enough to keep her as his. So to avoid this with the other members, she decides to mask as a person. 

I want Jax as an asshole, unable to face his mistakes and either drown in them or try and find an escape from them, through causing pain to others. Even to the person he loves most, to selfishly keep himself and her safe. But to fail at that too. I want him to lose all that he cared for in the circus, to realize the worst thing that he had ever done was push away the person he loved most. Which causes them to abstract, because by pushing them away, it caused them to become a fake person, which in turn pushed them to the edge of insanity. So at That point, he didn’t just lose her as a person, he lost her completely. Because he was drowning in his guilt, fear and selfishness. And decided to deal with it in the worst way possible. 

I want him to lose the person he loved the most twice. 

I want them broken.

I’ll come out with something sweet next time 😭

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Eat your heart out.

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Jax reacts like that because of what Ragatha told him, after seeing her get upset and still apologize to him right after he said she was faking it. Has he changed his mind about her??? I DON'T KNOW, BUT THIS SHIP IS MAKING ME SUFFER AND I LOVE IT!

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They are in love!

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Doomed by the narrative, but movie nights still on