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Tangina kaya paba?

Isasantabi nanamna ba?

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Should i be happy with the mistreatment if I could just bring back the time and wait a little longer siguro naiitrato ako ng tama. Siguro I don't have to feel insecure about my looks, siguro yung napangasawa ko ako lang sa lahat lahat 🥺 I hate this daily feeling. Hirapppp ng hindi ka sapaaaat

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I miss how secured and confident I am. I hate losing my confidence I hate losing my spark but this is just me and my consequences 😶‍🌫

My multo keeps on haunting me. ☹️

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Sex material ang palaging atake.

I was followed while suffering from allergies and sinusitis dahil naiinip Siya Sakin not because he cares.

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Lol sisisihin ang iba sa ugali Ng anak eh Siya naman tong unang kinakitaan Ng ganon.

Sisisihin pamilya Kong nag papakain nag bibihis at nag kakalinga sa Amin when HE CAN'T GIVE US PEACEFUL PLACE

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Forever unfair pag dating sa akin hahaha

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Tama Naman

ITATAK SA UTAK DALAWA NA ANAK.

You must not be enjoying Ng pinapasa mo responsibilities mo sa iba.

I'll just take care the two of you mga mahalko

Babawe na lang sa Sarili Kasama ang tamang tao

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KAYA KO PALA!

Kaya ko naman pala ee.

Akala ko lang hindi ko kakayanin kasi sobrang hirap pinaka na sa lahat ng mahirap.

Akala ko lang hindi pero kaya ko pala...

Kaya ko pala maging nanay ate at anak at the same time. Huwag na ang pagiging asawa haha tapos na tayo jan. Better luck next time hahaha

Despite being vulnerable, I can still manage to look at what can help me boost my confidence.

Iiyak lang saglit laban na ulit

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Sorry mahal...

I love youuu... please know that nanay will always be here for you kahit ayawan ka ng lahat hindi ka man kilalaning buo. I will do everything for you I am so sorry, anak.

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Will forever be greatfull sa inyo mama papa at kuya for helping meee

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Lipat here may chismosa haha

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why does it felt like I shouldn't bring them here. Burden

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I am the one who is not loving:

* I sacrificed my name for his image in his family * I sacrificed my health for him * I do let my parents(family) look bad at me * I let myself beaten for him

I ruined my relationship with my brother

I let my enjoying stage of self be celled

I take all the blame of his family with my alleged condition (treatable) I let all my money for my family out just for the sake of our dates check up and wedding I take IN charge of her daughters need I take all the blame and accusations for him I let him do what he wants and not demand for what we need I let myself work while studying and taking care of my child at the same time I let myself suffer deep scars due to multiple girls he wanted I let my eyes and mouth shut just to fool myself that he only wants me though I know deep in my mind that I am no one compare to his girls. I take care of his child and let him enjoy I don't take his friends away of him I let my self sink out of jealousy. I let myself to hate myself I let him took advantage of me I let him took me away of my callings I let him lead though its know where to go etc And I am the one who isn't loving.... TANGINANG BUHAY TO HAHAHAHHAHA'

WHAT he have done naba for us???? wala pa naman nothing compared to his exes that he will do double shifting just to provide HAHAHAHHAHA

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I'm so tired, dead tired. I don't know what to do anymore, I don't know what I am doing I don't know how to feel fine again.. I dont know how to freely express my feelings I dont know the feeling of being heard

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I Don't want to be like this 💔 pero wala akong ginagawa . Ayaw ko malugmok pero hinayaan ko lang na maging ganito ako 💔😅 nasisira mindset ko tangina I'm always dealing with my own 💔🥺😭

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I hope not to have you too soon baby 🥹 don't make me nervous this Early don't want you to be my consequences i want you to be my miracle .

#Nervous

#prosorcons

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bakit pagkatapos neto hindi na ok ang pakiramdam ko naiinis ako sa sarili ko 🥺💔