k8m8

[k8m8]

Misunderstood

I know you love me, but sometimes I just forget. Sometimes I'll take every little moment, every little word or lack of, and make it into something it's not. I wish I could just not care sometimes, but I guess that's just not me.

[k8m8]

New guy

I just have to remember not to make the same mistakes this time

[k8m8]

So I have this problem...

I fall for people who don't fall back. I care too much for people who don't care at all. I open up and make myself vulnerable to the completely wrong people, and I don't know how to stop.

[k8m8]

I just don't know what to do. One minute you're unbelievably perfect, and then the next minute you are what everyone says you are. Either way, I can't get you out of my head.

[k8m8]

So, I think I'm not good enough for you. And you think you're not good enough for me. So are we both not good enough, or are we perfect for each other. And no I don't want to go out with you so you can find me other guys, I just want you!!!

[k8m8]

Seriously, if I need fucking help, I'm on my own. But if anyone else needs help, I have to drop everything. So over this double standard bullshit. And the worst thing is there is no one to talk to. I'm all alone and there's nothing I can do. I just have to sit back, work extra hours and not get any thank you. Instead just take the criticism and doubt. Seriously over it. Need a holiday!

[k8m8]

It's like you just know...

[k8m8]

[k8m8]

I meet these guys and they're awesome and good looking and funny and easy to talk to. But they're not you. I think you've ruined me for every other guy. I can't meet someone without immediately comparing them to you. And there's no comparison.

[k8m8]

Lets just hope I don't fuck it up this time

[k8m8]

Fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck. I know it had to end, I just hoped I wouldn't hurt you again. But I did, and I'm sorry. I am coming to the terms that we will no longer be friends or anything slightly close ever again. I am sorry. I held on because I didn't want you to forget about me, but now that is all I want. For you to forget. Forget everything. Forget I existed. Forget all the good times and bad. Just forget. Move on. Be happy. Love your life without me. I know it will be easier for you than it will for me, but that is life. I'll miss you and I will always love you.

[k8m8]

I guess I was wrong about you.

[k8m8]

Yup

[k8m8]

[k8m8]

The disappointment when you don’t text back

[k8m8]

I miss you but I'm sick of making an effort...

Over trying with you and asking you to hang out when you're just going to shut me down anyway. And why am I the only one making an effort. You're obviously still alive since you can post on other people's walls. I guess I'm just not worth your time anymore then.

[k8m8]

The waiting game- I miss you!