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111 Family Business is ingrained in my brain Gerry Keay you will always be famous in my heart

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yall i need help. What fear entities would the supergirl characters be? Like i was thinking kara would be the eye or the buried because she's a journalist, secret identity blah blah or because of her claustrophobia. Maybe lena would also be the eye because of the knowledge aspect or because she's in the public eye so much. Would sam be corruption or stranger (cause of the reign thing)? Alex? Maybe slaughter for her or the hunt? Idk

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i think i miss my supercorp

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I have watched one (1) episode of Supergirl with Lena Luthor in it and I'm already losing my mind. SHE LITERALLY CALLED IT LCORP????? GIRL? And Lena said one nice thing to Kara and Kara decided it was her calling. And she doesn't wanna date James anymore because????? Reasons?????????? Oh my god. Oh my god.

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Rewatching supergirl and we were not reaching at all this is the gayest fucking show I’ve ever watched

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i know I'm screaming into the void with this but my friends kind of suck.

why would you continue to believe that one of your closest friends just living their life is inherently wrong? why would you choose to believe that being gay is wrong when your closest friend is gay? why would they keep throwing bible verses in my face, and looking at me like i've commited a crime worthy of eternal condemnation? they would rather me hate myself and repress my feelings until i kill myself than just be who i am. they would rather i never mention such a fundamental part of who me than just accept that maybe their beliefs are wrong. but no, i'm 'one of the good ones', right?

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Is anybody else just really scared

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lisa's diss track is giving me *intense* epic rap battles of academi vibes and i live for it

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“Minimalism” this, “minimalism” that, “oh I’m gonna buy like 3 100 dollar items just for fun hahaha minimalism”-

HAVE YOU SEEN NOELLE’S ROOM?

this poor kid-

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Everything is so hard all the time has anyone else noticed that

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y'all i *need* to finish reading skulduggery pleasant and then reread all of the books because that's how good they are. Unfortunately my brain can't and i'm fucking stuck on book 7 and i would rather do anything else even though it's genuinely one of the best series I've read

help me

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imagine being haymitch though. imagine being in 13, forced sober for the first time in years, and suddenly, you’re getting your boy back. the one you were so sure snow had stolen from you, like he’d stolen everyone else you’d ever loved. but somehow, by some miracle, your kid is here and he’s breathing and in one piece. imagine how excited you’d be.

imagine how excited you’d be for your (little) girl, your sweetheart of new, who’s about to get her love back. who’s about to experience that same joy you felt for those five minutes you had lenore dove in your arms, before the gumdrops and the poison and everything else came crashing down. only katniss’ joy isn’t going to be for five minutes.

imagine watching as your golden boy runs towards your sweetheart and you’re watching as her arms are outstretched, reaching for him like it appears he’s reaching for her.

now imagine how it must have felt for haymitch to realize the boy’s hands are locking around your girl’s neck and he’s not peeta anymore and this hijacked boy, this lou lou peeta is now strangling katniss. and you’re frozen in place.

just like you were frozen in place decades ago, when the peacekeepers were manhandling lenore dove. you have no choice but to hesitate because you’ve hesitated all your life, and that’s what you do, and once again it almost cost you everything.

once again, hesitating almost cost you your entire family.

no wonder haymitch is so angry all the time.

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sailor song gives me such visceral shauna shipman vibes but only the live version from the jimmy fallon show (specifically the second verse and chorus)

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haymitch saying “I don’t drink” hahaha so funny I have a gun in my mouth

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shauna shipman is so tragic to me because like...the girl who you shared your very being with dies and each segment of you that holds her is slowly rotting away. You sit beside her corpse and while your guilt and malice and devotion can hold her form, it won't feed your hunger. So you eat her ear, because you will always be the first to consume her, then the other girls eat her too because nothing gets to be yours alone when it comes to her. But her flesh feeds your baby, and when you give birth, she becomes part of him too. Then he dies too, and you bury him in the snow, so he can be yours alone, so he can know the cold like Jackie did. And then your rescued, and you latch onto anything that remains of her. Her favorite flower covers your walls, you see her parents every week, her boyfriend is yours and your daughter is her. And then you realise, they can be taken too. So you isolate yourself, let that severing wound she left become necrotic, because you've tried healing it with others, but it just takes them too. Then you meet a guy. He's funny and makes you feel young, and he's devoted to you the way she was. And that rotting wound begins to seal up. But you grow suspicious, and those months of fear fog your mind, and your scared, so you do what you know best. You bite. And now he's dead. And the wound is open again.

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