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the suffering never ends

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why praising someone’s fic while at the same time tearing down other writers’ fics may not be the positive comment you think it is

first of all, I feel like I should be bringing this up because I’ve gotten comments where people praise my works (which I appreciate) while in those same comments they later say what they dislike about other writers’ fanfics, in a rather harsh manner, and while I know my commenters probably don’t have any ill intentions towards me, and while they never actually name the writers whose works they don’t like, I still don’t agree with and I certainly don’t condone the way they trash talk other writers’ fanfics either. so I think I should just bring this up, not to attack or target anyone specifically, but to hopefully make general readers see why comments like these are… not actually helpful to anybody.

before we begin, I also like to humbly point out that comments I’m talking about aren’t “oh it’s so hard to find a fic this good” or “your work is better than most of the fics I’ve read” because personally I think comments like these are harmless, not because I think my fic is “that good”, not because I think my work is “better than others”, but because no other writers were insulted and if my readers say they prefer my work then I’m honored, and the last thing I wanna be is a Comment Police, but I’ve unfortunately seen a lot of comments, especially lately, where other writers were rudely insulted in the name of praising the writer whose work is being commented on. I’m not gonna provide screenshots because I’m not gonna put a target on anybody’s back, but here’s to give an example of what I’m talking about,

“I like your work so much. It’s so hard to find a fic this good when most of the (insert character’s name) fics I’ve read are so bad and so out of character. I hate when some writers write (insert character’s name) as some sort of (x) and (insert another character’s name) as some (x), I think it’s so out of characters and so cringe that it physically makes me want to throw my laptop away. It feels like reading a garbage written by a bunch of five year-old kids or something. I wish I could set those trash on fire. Your work is not like those shitty fics though and it’s amazing to finally see a good fic.”

this is the kind of comments I’m talking about. because for me, personally, I don’t actually feel good receiving a comment like this, even though the commenter praises me and never actually mentions other writers, whose works they dislike, by names.

and again, the last thing I ever wanna be is a Comment Police, because I usually appreciate every comment I got, no matter if it’s just a heart emoji or a simple sentence like “I liked this”, I love and appreciate them all. but here we go;

WHY INSULTING OTHER WRITERS IN THE NAME OF PRAISING A WRITER WHOSE WORK YOU COMMENT ON IS NOT A POSITIVE COMMENT

comment like this can put a harmful pressure on the writer whom you praised and make them think that they now have to be extra careful to make sure their work is “good enough to please you”, otherwise they might get torn to shreds too. and instead of writing for themself for fun, which should be the most important thing about writing fanfics, they now feel like they have to write because they have to be good enough to earn their readers’ approval. and that just sucks out all the joy of doing something that was supposed to be a hobby, something writers do out of love and passion and not because they were pressured into doing, not because they were pressured into “being good enough and staying good enough”.

“if you’re this comfortable insulting other writers under my work, how can I know you’re not insulting me and my work under someone else’s comments section?” is a valid thought the writer you praised may have, even if they were too polite to tell you that.

“I hate when some writers write (insert character’s name) as some sort of (x) and (insert another character’s name) as some (x), I think it’s so out of characters and so cringe that it physically makes me want to throw my phone away.” how do you know the writer you praised hasn’t already written something like this in their drafts? how do you know they don’t plan on writing something that you deem “cringe and out of character”? it may not be your intention, but your comment certainly can be read as a subtle “hey, don’t you dare write something like this because I don’t like it!!!! I better not see it from you!!!” I shouldn’t have to tell you how entitled this is.

“this is so out of character” if a writer wants to write their favorite character like this, they can. why? because they write whatever they want and they write for themself, not for you.

fanfiction is not — and never will be — your average novel you see while visiting a bookstore, buy it with your money and bitch about it when it turns out the book is not to your liking. because fanfiction is free. fanfic writers write for themselves and for fun. fanfic writers write whatever they wanna write, because they themselves are their own primary audiences. not you. they’re only kind enough to share with you their works. for free. if you dislike a fic, keep that to yourself and move on to something you do like. don’t be entitled by insulting something you got for free, something that wasn’t even made for you at all.

you obviously can dislike a fic. of course, it’s your opinion. I mean I won’t say I like every fic I’ve ever read, but the thing about disliking a fic is that you can just exit said fic, forget about it and move on to something else without feeling the need to insult the work or the writer, be it directly or indirectly, because, again, fanfiction is not a movie you watch on Netflix or a book you bought with your money. fanfiction is an art, a hobby and a passion created by an artist for the artist themself.

a reminder that comments are public for everyone to see, not just the writer you praise. so while you didn’t mention any other writers whom you insulted by names, there’s always a chance of innocent writers finding your comment and thinking the part where you insult other writers’ works is about their works. and that can very negatively affect them too.

fanfiction doesn’t have to be “good enough for you, random reader”. fanfiction just has to bring the writers joy. and that’s what make a fic good enough.

if you really enjoy someone’s work, tell them that you enjoy their work, tell them what you like about their work. don’t turn their comments section into your own space where you can vent and trash talk other writers, because you are bringing that negativity to the writer whose work you said you enjoyed. and I can only speak for myself but, as a writer, I don’t enjoy seeing my comments section turn into a negative and unkind space where my fellow writers are being insulted.

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Good lord The urge to write an evil, or at the very least, a detestable and repulsive OC And giving them toxic Filipino traits is already a good start

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Friendly reminder that Risotto is uh...

Hmm... checks notes

51 years old this year.

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Le scappatelle di Tokyo della Squadra - WIP

おやぁ〜 歌舞伎町クレイジータイム！！Time for the Hitman Team to visit and unwind in Shinjuku and its Sleepless District, Kabukicho.

(Prologue) Meeting and collaborating with a yakuza group

Witnessing a yubitsume for the first time

Pachinko parlors

Picking up girls in Ichiban-Gai

Izakayas, nightclubs, and bar hopping until 6 AM

Hostess clubs and themed cafes (a.k.a. getting grifted)

Don Quijote gifts and souvenirs

Trying Rent-Kano (rental girlfriend services)

(Epilogue) Their favorite spots and experiences + post-Tokyo impressions (will they come back soon?)

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Mitsuko Jissoji

Introducing one of my main OCs. A Yakuza Oneesan (NOT anego/anesan) from Semboku City, Akita, Tohoku region. Portrayed her in a more personal light (or at the very least, more reserved and less cutthroat), and at the same time a far cry from how most Kanto-centered yakuza AUs are written, so apologies for the inaccuracies.

Her stand is still a work in progress.

Etymology

"Mitsuko" (光子) is a feminine Japanese given name that is often made up of two kanji characters: "光" (mitsu) meaning "light" or "radiance" and "子" (ko), which is a common suffix for feminine names in Japan meaning "child" or "daughter."

"Jissoji" (実相寺) appears to be an uncommon surname. "実" (jitsu) means "truth" or "reality," "相" (sō) means "appearance" or "form," and "寺" (ji) means "temple." Together, "実相寺" roughly translates as "Temple of Truth" or "Temple of Reality."

Biological Information

Gender: Female

Age: 32

Birthday: June 16

Nationality: Japanese

Height: 163 cm (5 ft 4 in)

Weight: 57 kgs (126 lbs)

Blood Type: AB

Hair: Medium black tied into a more relaxed and unique form of wareshinobu

Eyes: Black Asian cat eyes

Relatives: Ryohei Jissoji (Brother; Oyabun; 42)

Takemasa Kakihara (Cousin; Wakagashira; 39)

Professional Information

Occupation: Yakuza Oneesan

Affiliation: Jissoji-gumi of Semboku, Akita

Location: A Bukeyashiki (traditional samurai mansion) located within Kobuchino, Nishikicho

Duties and responsibilities:

Acting as a mediator and counselor during conflicts, as well as maintaining harmony between family members and offering guidance to younger or less-experienced members (kobun).

Managing relationships with outside contacts, handling hospitality and gifts for clients, potential business partners, and associates, as well as overseeing meetings or events where the Jissoji-gumi need to present a more "respectable" face.

Being involved in local charity work, supporting local events, and helping the gumi gain social credibility by engaging in culturally important activities like festivals or religious ceremonies. This helps the family gain favor or respect from the general public.

Acting as Ryohei's (Oyabun) confidante and managing his personal affairs.

Overseeing debt collection from individuals or businesses who owe money to the gumi.

Annual Net Income: 10-15 million yen (65,000 - 97,000 USD)

Appearance

Color palette: Light spring

Skin tone: Fair neutral skin

Body build: Rectangular shape; very faint mature curves, slender yet slightly toned in some areas

Vital statistics: 32-26-30

Fashion style: Casual and minimal fashion, often a mix of youthful and mature. Dresses up in kimonos during yakuza business meetings, and yukatas at home. Occasionally wears minimal artisan jewelry pieces. Often carries a kinchaku with her 'traditional' EDC inside.

Tattoos: Yes. Minimalist white crane (nape), Pink lotus (left shoulder), Kannon/Avalokiteśvara (full back extended to buttocks and lower thighs)

Piercings: Yes. Two standard lobe piercings

Makeup: Yes. Light, minimal makeup appropriate for all occasions

Fragrance: Jo Malone London Orange Blossom (formal); Bath and Body Works Japanese Cherry Blossom (casual)

Personality

Mitsuko is an introverted woman. She is able to tolerate charged situations and can hold and initiate interactions. However, she appreciates being left alone to recharge after a day of handling affairs. She describes herself as patient, stoic, a listener, and a realist. She maintains a high level of respect, subordination, and utmost loyalty to Ryohei and Kakihara despite them being her blood relatives, in and out of yakuza business.

In the context of being a Yakuza Oneesan, Mitsuko is known for her ability to maintain the social dynamics, cohesion, and ties within and outside the gumi, regardless of her personality. She reports directly to her older brother, Ryohei, the Oyabun of the Jissoji-gumi. During business meetings, she lets Ryohei, Kakihara, and the parties involved discuss the matters among themselves, only occasionally providing input when prompted or as she sees fit. In case of altercations, for the most part, Mitsuko stays back to remain calm and tries to negotiate, before eventually pulling out a tanto knife as a warning when truly provoked.

Trivia

Mitsuko had a rebellious boyish teenager phase, before eventually transitioning into a 'slightly' more extroverted, sultry, and feminine adult woman.

She was an average student in high school, with grades ranging from 80-85 and always in the B classes.

She apparently skipped university and immediately worked for the Jissoji-gumi right after graduation.

She is quite the audiophile and prefers wired audio over wireless and Bluetooth connections.

Her special skill is making perfect tempura and omurice.

She likes money and debt collection days.

She dislikes black forest cake.

Mitsuko believes Semboku could really use a host club or two.

She asks to NOT be called 'Anego/Anesan', as she is unmarried and would like to stay that way for as long as possible. Mitsuko believes that the term only belongs to Kanto and not Tohoku. For this reason, she has no problems being addressed by her name.

According to Ryohei, Mitsuko being the most nonchalant woman he's ever met is both a blessing and a curse.

Frequently Asked Questions

Has she killed someone? How did it feel for the first time? What is her current body count?

Yes, it felt amazing, new, and yet nerve-wracking all at the same time as she was only 18 when she did it. She proceeded with the act at the early morning after her 18th birthday on one of her exes who cheated on her and spread rumors about her clan. Kakihara could have sworn he heard her holding back her gagging.

Mitsuko's current body count is 9 and is looking forward to the 10th victim.

Has she performed yubitsume?

On herself - Almost, when the mochi and boba shop she was managing got caught into a messy drug bust, and the entire Saiko-komon had to bail her out within the same day for 5 million yen. Ryohei warned her that it will be the last time she can get away with such mistake. He managed to threaten her into taking off the first three centimeters of her left pinky finger's skin with her tanto knife in order to teach her a lesson.

On others - Yes. Mitsuko has ordered a yubitsume punishment on several debtors who couldn't pay on time and/or with enough money, as well as some kobun members as instructed by Ryohei or Kakihara, and the majority of her exes.

Has she done drugs?

Yes, as part of her initiation into the group. Marijuana, cocaine, and heroin, in that order.

What was her initiation like?

Aside from taking drugs and killing an ex, another activity that formed a part of Mitsuko's initiation into the Jissoji-gumi and the yakuza world was excessive drinking until 6 AM during their nightly city escapades in order to test and strengthen her alcohol tolerance.

(JJBA) Does she have a stand? If so, what are its abilities and weaknesses?

WIP

(Tokyo Revengers/Yakuza/Mafia) Has she encountered any Kanto groups and Italian/foreign mafia? If so, were they rivals or associates?

WIP

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Now imagine Risotto with an Alien s/o

He's like, the leader and all that

And I think of her as some fellow species of Mikitaka

But then one day, said alien s/o would be like:

"I won't ask you to join another family."

"I'll instead ask you to join my race. Outlive the humans. Become one of us."

Classic cult-like recruitment style

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My OCs in a nutshell:

- An invincible South Korean non-stand user demi-human hired by Passione who successfully assassinated two antimafia politicians in Passione's Brooklyn, New York branch

- 1995-2001 Yakuza (Ichi The Killer inspired/era)

- 2025 Yakuza (Sapporo, Hokkaido/Semboku, Akita/Naha, Okinawa)

- A Gothic Yakuza MILF sugar mommy with a 6 ft 11 in tall sugar baby (South)

- More or less 10 Asian orphans with the same sugar daddy (Risotto + 1 OC mafioso) in Florence, Naples, Rome, Messina, and Providence, Rhode Island

- A tired, emo, divorced OFW Chinita Filipino MILF who listens to Chevelle for six hours straight

- One of the world's first 'original' synthetic, AI-based Androids created and designed by NASA, SoftBank Robotics and Boston Dynamics, whose entire image, identity, soul, and personality came from a paid 'volunteer' organic human, and is supposed to outlive mankind up until the Black Hole Era

- A high ranking Shenzhen triad intermediary who's on a mission to grift make several deals with Passione

- Some rich tomboy from Gangnam, Seoul who failed her Kpop idol audition and is the younger sister of a CEO

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👀☕ Brewing up ideas for La Squadra: Philippines edition 🇵🇭

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Hi.

Apparently, I decided to start posting here on Tumblr out of nowhere.

Just a short intro:

Call me Hana. (she/her)

24 years old.

Filipino.🇵🇭

This blog isn't new, it's always been here, just that I've never really posted publicly.

Fandoms:

JJBA (finished til part 7 but focused on part 5)

Tokyo Revengers (waiting for my Minami to get animated!)

Wind Breaker (have yet to start the manga)

Your Turn To Die

SK8 the Infinity

Husbandos:

JJBA: Risotto Nero, Formaggio, Pesci, Okuyasu Nijimura, Mikitaka Hazekura, DIO, Kars

Tokyo Revengers: Minami 'South' Terano, Yasuhiro 'Mucho' Muto, Shuuji Hanma, Kakucho Hitto, Seishu Inui, Keisuke Baji, Taiju Shiba, Kanji Mochizuki

Wind Breaker: Hayato Suo

Your Turn To Die: Shin Tsukimi

SK8 The Infinity: Shadow/Hiromi Higa; Joe/Kojiro Nanjo

Random/Others:

Horror media

Retro games

Heavy metal, visual kei, music in general

Important stuff:

Nothing in particular.

Just don't be an ass.

I may start posting my ocs and headcanons soon.

My asks and DMs are open. Let's be moots~♡