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Venting.

I'm sorry for not being so actively recently. I just feel the need to get this off my chest and I just want someone to listen to me..so on January 2nd, 2019 my very first love..the very first guy I ever dated, or loved, or anything passed away in a car accident. Most people think I don't care and think that I moved on from that, but lately I've just been trying to stay strong for everyone else and then it's times like this where it is late at night and I am left to the thoughts in my head of "I should've done this" or "I should've said something" and it completely shuts me down and all I can do is cry and beg for someone to hear me because I feel like I'm just talking to no one..

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Happy New Years Everyone!

2018 for me had a lot of ups along with a lot of downs to sum it up. I began to love some people and I also lost people, I even lost people that I loved. For 2019 I would like to make myself and my lifestyle positive. I want to be healthier along with more positive. I would like to meet new people and gain more friends. I'll be moving to Seattle this year so I basically am starting fresh. It feels amazing!😊

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Goodnight tumblr

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Me when I have lots of love to give but no one to give it to.

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Cosplay Ideas

So recently I've been considering cosplaying again. Which would be nice considering I'm 18 now and I can do more mature pieces. I just haven't exactly found that many that I would like. I have hazel eyes and I haven't found any good characters with the same eye color. Does anyone have any good recommendations?

Here's some that I did find.

Kda Ahri from League of Legends

Umaru-Chan

Finally Toga Himiko from Boku No Hero Academia

(BTW credit to the artists who made these pictures. They're really cool!)

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I'm bored and looking for some new friends! Feel free to add me if you'd like.

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A Cold Dreary Day

November 13th, 2018, 3 days after my birthday and since then the rain hasn't stopped falling. The wind is blowing like crazy and it seems colder and colder by the minute. I wish I could sit by a nice warm fireplace and drink hot chocolate or be cuddle up in a blanket, but I've noticed that when it gets around the season of winter my happiness turns to sadness and loneliness. I want someone to make me smile. No one like that is in sight..maybe someday but not now. Now I just have a blanket that is too thin and a heart that is empty.