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Oh wow, working is harder than I thought it would be. I’ve been so tired after class everyday! Today is my first day off in soooo long, and all I did was sleep. Still, I’ve been doing so many fun and interesting things. I’m excited for tomorrow when I can actually have fun. I’ll finally be able to do a proper post about everything on here, and Nana said she would go out with me! Yay! Anyway, until then here’s a picture of Nana’s pups from a call today. I love them so much. Doesn’t Nana have the cutest room?

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Nana practiced too hard! Haha all the cars are tessellated, and she’s really embarrassed, but I told her not to be worried. They can put it all back together like it was later on. Took a picture since it looked really pretty, I thought!

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Fun weekend, but back to work! My change started acting up during training today, it’s kinda pretty!

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Hi. No post yesterday because, to be honest, I was so upset. When I’m upset I just don’t want to do anything at all, so I mostly just laid around in bed after and watched the two movies I always watch when I’m low: Taxi Driver and Maid in Manhattan. So good! Anyway, things yesterday weren’t at all what I had planned. I always do that, where I build something up way too much in my head and get let down. I should just take things as they come like Pop and auntie Jerry say, but I just get so excited. I’m still so annoyed, though. I was so sure I would have Lady Nia as a teacher, and now I don’t get to. I don’t even really understand why? She has to “see to other things.” I guess Im being selfish, but I would be able to calm down more and understand if I wasnt in Trechtretem’s class. Ugh! He’s so not like Lady Nia at all, and he doesn’t let us do anything! He’s also very dismissive and not a very good teacher, in my opinion. The moment I got there I asked where I could put my bag, and he asked why I had one at all. Um, to carry my stuff, duh? He just says well you don’t even need anything besides your gloves, and those should be in your pocket. Then he asked in a really mean way why I was wearing color. I said I didn’t know I wasn’t suppose to, and he just gave me a look like well why don’t you know that? Um, because I’m here to learn? So rude! After that we got started, and he just talks and talks. We didn’t do anything all class, and at the end I asked if we would be going on an assignment for practice tonight. He looked surprised and says of course youre not getting your assignment today, like I’m dumb, even though that’s not what I asked. I say that, and ask again if we’re going to practice tonight. He says no, again like I’m dumb. Ok, then why did you yell at me about wearing all black earlier? So stupid!

I asked him if he would take us to the Tantanma too and he said no. I asked why not and he said because he didn’t feel like it. So he just admitted he’s too lazy to do it. Wow. I talked to Hemt after about switching classes. He said maybe if he’s a bad teacher, but stupid Trech is actually good at his job, so maybe we should stay and try to learn what we can from him. He said it was like an anime or story where you have a rough teacher. I don’t think I want to be in that kind of story. Oh! Oh! Also, get this, I mentioned if we weren’t doing anything I would just take the static somewhere and he said I couldn’t until I finished training. That’s not the rule, though! It’s until you start training, not finish. I don’t know why he’s lying about this, but he said something about how it’s dangerous to use it if we don’t fully know how. Ok, but I do know how, so I’m confused why he’s being this way. I think he must still see us as kids, but I turned 18 last month, so that’s really uncool! I am telling somebody he said that, and telling him he’s wrong after, which he is. So annoying!

At the very least I got to talk to Nana. Phew! We went to Mitch’s diner after class and I mostly just talked about how awful it had been. Maybe I talked too much, because for some of it she looked like she was zoning out. When I asked her about something to do with what she was wearing she brightened up, though. Sometimes you have to focus on others and not just yourself, it helps everybody. Still, though, she kept looking out the window a lot. When I brought up the makeup stuff I think I upset her, so that might have been some of it too. I know she really loves makeup, but everytime I bring up how soon we won’t be able to wear it she gets kind of sad. I love makeup too, so I get it, but she seems different sad than I am. Maybe I’ll stop bringing it up, but it’s hard not to. I hope she’s ok. It’s really hard to deal with sometimes, like mom says, so I’ll be there to support her! Being at Mitch’s with everybody was really nice, though. I love it there. All the portraits on the one wall and all the coffee you could want for free! We only got fries because of not having much money with us, so we went to Mac Donald’s after and got two hotdogs and some peanuts. Hemt and I had one hotdog, and at one point we saw Marge Mullet’s dog, and Nananaka gave half her dog to him. It was so cute! What a good dog for a good dog! So I guess the whole day wasn’t so bad, but yesterday it was hard to remember. I’m actually really glad I wrote this now because it made me remember even if things aren’t how I want them, at least the people around me are the ones I want and need. That’s what matters most. After that I think Hemt could still see I was really down, and he pointed out Monster Holiday was playing on the wind, which is my favorite town song! I was really happy about that, and it did cheer me up. I felt a little better but still really down like I said, so I went home and watched movies. Now I guess I feel better remembering all the good things that happened. Oh, also, maybe because I was thinking about her, or saw her pictures at Mitch’s that day, but I saw Michra is my dream last night! She was riding her bike with a girl on the back. That’s funny! I wonder if it’s hard for Michra to ride a bike now. I guess nothing is that hard for her anymore!

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One most post for tonight! Bag is all packed! Sorry my desk is so messy, I was practicing before I took this pic!

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Hi! Tomorrow is the day! The first day I start my new job! I’m so excited I can’t believe it! This really is the craziest thing, mostly because everything is happening at once when before nothing was happening at all. Wow! All at once all the things I always knew were coming are here. I know it usually happens like that, you get your job at this age for that reason after all, but still it’s a lot! In a good way! Obviously tomorrow will start with training. I’m so excited for two reasons. One is that I know for a fact Hemt and Nananaka will be in my class, obviously because we are best friends. I hope I get to be on a team with Hemt when we’re actually working without supervision, but I’m pretty sure that will be ok. I’m also really glad because this means I get to see Nananaka, obviously, and I haven’t seen her in forever! I know she’s in a restful mode where she wants to be all by herself and everything, and mom says to not take it personal. It’s not that I take it personal, I just miss her and worry if she’s alone too long she’ll be lonely. Doesn’t that just make sense? I don’t know, mom says that people sometimes need alone time when they go through the change. I get it, but like, all the time? Come on, Nananaka! It sucks because she’s the only one who knows how to do make up really good, too. Shoot! I only have so much more time left to do crazy looks, I really wish she was around more. I guess I really do just miss her and that’s pretty selfish. Oh well, at least she always seems happy when I come across her when I’m walking around. She’s always sitting and hanging out with birds, like a Disney princess. So cool. I wish I was more like Nananaka. Whatever, I guess I’ll get to see her tomorrow though! Yay!

The second reason I’m so excited for training is that I know I’ll be trained by Lady Nia. Wow. I’ve always wanted to be like her, and now I get to learn to do what she does from her! How can you beat that? She’s so great, I heard that when Klep got hurts she was the one who went and helped her at the hospital. Speaking of Klep, I visited her again today. She’s still not feeling well, I guess she got hurt pretty bad. I feel really bad for her. It’s scary to think something like that could happen, but it’s all a part of the job I guess. I’ll be brave though because I know I’m helping people out. When I got to the hospital, all the girls who are like Michra were out front. I don’t know why, I think one of them fell off one of those pink bikes they have. It’s really sad watching them ride around on them, trying to look like her or be her, but still I don’t want them to fall and die! Be careful, girls! I guess Michra didn’t wear helmets, thinking now, but even so. I don’t know, I think the whole thing is silly. You only have so long to dress how you want, why would you spend it dressing like somebody else who’s not even around anymore? Anyway, I guess I shouldn’t think bad on them. If it makes them happy, then what’s it to me? Still, they’re just so weird. They all drink the same drink and all wear the same lipstick brand and color. It’s just a lot. One of them laughed at me when I was coming in because my changes have been acting up, and another one frowned at her, which made the first one stop. I don’t know if that’s because she thought it was mean or because that wasn’t a very Michra thing to do. I brought Klep a scarf I knit and a soda, but she didn’t drink it. I know she doesn’t have to, but she usually does, so I was a little worried. I’m sure she’s getting well, though. Maybe when she’s better I can ask Klep for some job advice. She’s been doing it for awhile. I was pretty surprised she got hurt at all.

I already packed my bag for tomorrow I’m so excited! I wonder what case I’ll get in the end. Like I said, I hope it’s with Hemt. I’m excited for training, but the actual job is what’s really making it so I can’t sleep at night (in a good way.) I’ll be able to see so much, being able to take the Static anywhere I want whenever I want. That even includes the Tantanma, which is obviously the most exciting. That and Tokyo. I really hope we get to go to some tomorrow, especially the Meadow and Balloon. I really want to ride in the balloon, which mom always said was too dangerous when I was younger, and I can’t wait to see the Crystal Maid again. I’ve seen her before and she’s so cute and pretty! I wonder if Nananaka has seen her yet. I’m sure she’s has. I wonder what she thinks about her. I’m sure she thinks she’s cute too! Man, I really can’t wait. Hey, maybe I’ll get to see Michra tomorrow, I can tell all the girls next time I see them around town haha. Just kidding, I wouldn’t joke about stuff like that, it’s not nice to anybody. Mostly I’m just really excited to help people. I really hope I can help somebody out there and maybe make the world a better place. Anyway, that’s all for now. I already practiced earlier, but I still really need to brush up on things. My change is really acting up, so if I practice more it will help with work and just generally. It went on for so long today I was even able to get a photo haha

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Was just doing some studying for next week and thought I’d take a photo of the cute stationary I’m bringing next week! So excited! Really glad I grabbed these last time we went to the city. Soon I’ll be able to take the Static there whenever I want!

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Hi! Ok, first post! This is my tumblr for work and I couldn’t be more excited! I got my notice the other day and oh my gosh I don’t think anybody understands how excited I am. Even the others who got their notice dont seem as excited as me, but that’s ok because I’m just really happy to start soon! I have a week to prepare. I can’t wait to post pics and things from work, and I’ll probably post some of how I get ready for the upcoming week. I can’t believe it’s finally time! I even got a new backpack for it! Wow! Maybe I’ll also use this to organize? Put some lists on here? I hear work can be hard so maybe I can also decompress from work. I can’t say too much or else there will be trouble, but I can still cheer others on who are working too and hype myself up! Oh wow, I just can’t believe it’s finally happening, all all at once. Seven days!