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SXF CHAPTER 109 SPOILERS

*points accusingly*

FUCKING NERDDDD

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Spy X Family: The Road Ahead The Hardest part is moving on

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SXF Chapter 108 Spoilers!!!

hi! im gonna try to decipher (?) the reading that melinda gave in the latest chapter. though, im not sure if its accurate as I've only started tarot reading earlier this year. im looking at this from melinda's pov. four of cups (upright) - there has been countless opportunities that have been missed in order for the connection to grow since it always turns out in the way that isn't expected. advice is to be gentle or approach the opportunity with care so it wont be too rickety.

three of wands (reversed) - doing the task alone is risky and the cause for the person's (in this case, anya's) stagnancy in the situation since they're a bit lost on what to do about it. they're looking for answers and they haven't come to a conclusion on what they can do. three of swords (upright) - there's a feeling of self-inflicted disappointment for this stagnancy as anya seems to be carrying the burden/secrets of three people and she thinks that's what's holding her back from being able to make this connection with damian.

the star (reversed) - anya has a lack of faith in herself bc she feels like she's not doing her part properly. she needs to look for motivation or a proper connection with damian without the burden of the mission.

ten of pentacles (upright) - once anya learns to be more trusting or at least be more open to people, it says that there can be more opportunities for her and damian to form a bond. ace of cups (reversed) - there's going to be a time where they can collaborate with one another, a project of some sort. this is gonna be anya's chance to get closer.

death (upright) - a potential transformation will occur, as perspectives may be enlightened or changed.

that's all! i'll be updating this post once i see something else in the reading but this is what i interepreted so far.

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SPOILERS FOR CHAP 103

YOU AINT SLICK, LOID FORGER

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Ozai is so pathetic, like that “take his bending away haha he’s harmless now” trick would never have worked on Zuko, if you took his bending away he’d just grab his swords and come at you twice as hard, Azula doesn’t have swords or anything but she’s pretty good at hand to hand and amazing at talking her way out of problems, Iroh bust himself out of prison with no bending at all, meanwhile Ozai? Gets his bending taken away and then just collapses, doesn’t even try anymore, then just sits in prison and tries to get into Zuko’s head some more, he could have trained up and tried to break out too! But no! Bet he can’t break steel bars with his bare hands. Bet he can’t kick a steel lever in two. Bet he can’t even do a flip.

Also we never really see him do any really impressive firebending apart from when he has magic comet power, I guesss he shoots some lightning at Zuko, but that’s it and Azula is still better at the lightning thing. Azula has blue flames. Zuko can do firebreakdancing and bend with his swords. Does Ozai, who is not 14 years old, have blue flames? No he doesn’t.

He didn’t even do his coup himself, Ursa had to kill Azulon for him! Could have just challenged Iroh to an Agni Kai for the throne but he didn’t bc he knew he’d lose.

And then he only ruled for like 6 years! He lost a war that had been going on for 100 years bc of a bunch of kids.

Loserlord indeed

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MANGA SPOILERS AHEAD (CHAP 94)

the blond man's in too deep, dude. there's no saving him anymore.

if this is how he reacts to a random accusation, i wonder how he'd react when it's true.

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twiyor coded

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honestly i just think loid's projecting his self unto bond bc he's still in denial or unaware of his true feelings.

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honestly, this shot's one of my favorites from this episode bc u can clearly see how hard loid's trying to compose himself when he saw that yor's face is swollen.

man was ready to fight someone for his fake wife.

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im sobbing look at how tiny they are in loid's arms

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WHAT THE FUCK

WHAT

WHA

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source: code white preview

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so i saw someone say that yor's reason for being an assassin is family-bound instead of duty-bound so it's so easy for her to find the strength to get up and fight.

it got me thinking how it's kinda the exact opposite of twilight's reason for becoming a spy. while yor's doing her job to protect her family from harm, who exactly is twilight trying to protect?

the reveal's gonna fuck me up for sure and i am here for it.

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The moment where Twilight decides to take Anya back home and continue Operation Strix as planned is so simple yet so defining of the entire story.

Just minutes ago Twilight became determined to make another plan to approach Desmond, one that wouldn't involve a kid so that they wouldn't get in danger. He was determined to even give Anya's chances a boost by writing a letter for the police to see and put her in a better orphanage.

Yet when Anya runs to him, keeps calling him Papa and insists on going back home, Twilight's resolve breaks. He knows Operation Strix will be a long-term mission with no immediate results, and he knows by the nature of his job and life Anya may get in danger again. But when he sees how she clings to him, reaching for comfort after the terrifying experience of being kidnapped, he remembers what Franky said about her jumping between orphanages and foster families.

And he doesn't want to be yet another person who will abandon her. As much as he tries to tell himself he's detached, that he's only using Anya for the mission, it's pure emotion here that makes him decide to take her back.

It's as simple as him not wanting to let her down like the other foster families did, and he's willing to go the uncertain route of depending on civilians in order to achieve that for Anya. And as simple as it is, it's also character-defining. Anya will cry if he leaves, and she'll be happy if he stays. The fact that he stays for that says a lot about what his entire character is all about and where his true priorities lie. He's going to do his best, he's going to work hard, under difficult and unprecedented conditions and circumstances, all for her. All so she can have a stable environment for as long as the mission lasts, for as long as she's under his care. He doesn't concern himself with what the future may bring; for now, his main motivation is "She wants me here, so I'll be here for her." Hence why he asks her if she's sure she wants to stay with him. The moment she says she wants him, it's decided for him.

Of course, he buries that deep down because he's so good at lying he doesn't even realize when he's lying to himself. But it's an undeniable fact that from that very early moment, he was deeply touched and invested. His true priority, above anything else, is Anya.

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the new sxf chapter made me realize that yuri (despite being the annoying piece of shit he is) is literally a child stuck in a grown man's body.

he saw his sister sacrifice so much for him and the only solution he could think of was to grow up fast so he could protect her, so she wouldn't have to carry any burdens. he didn't let himself enjoy his own childhood, he was too blinded by his want to protect the only family he has.

i think his attachment issues literally just show him being protective of her bc they're both not used to interacting with other people. i'm guessing yor went out a lot more bc of work and yuri just usually stayed home to study despite his sister working for him to enjoy life.

yor probably thought that yuri was playing with other kids while she was gone, yuri probably thinks his sister is getting hurt somewhere bc she always comes home covered in blood, which led him to believe that there are ppl outside their home--dangerous ppl who will hurt the only family he has left.

yuri's constantly in fear of ppl taking away his sister away from him and potentially hurt her in the process, which i think is the reason why he doesn't like loid. he knows that yor has a partner and is okay with it, what he isn't okay with is the fact yor and loid have been secretly married for a year without his knowledge, which does give off a distasteful impression.

i'm hoping to learning more about the briar siblings' backstory in the later chapters since i feel like there's a lot to unpack and their behavior would finally make sense. all we can do for now is think of the possibilities.

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IM IN ACTUAL TEARS

THE SHOUJO FILTER IS SENDING MEEEE

I LOVE THEM SM

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I didn't wanna wait until whenever I'd make the crack recap for this

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loid is me after i arrive at school:

ALSO LOOK AT THE GOODEST BOI IN THE BACK AWWWWW