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I Remember Thinking How Unusual It Was That I Hadn’t Cried In A Noticeable Amount Of Time. Like Years. But For The Past Few Months I’ve Either Been In Tears Or At Least On The Verge Of It. And It Used To Not Get To Me As Much, Living On The Streets. But That Was When I Was Only Subjecting Myself Through The Misery And Cold And Sickness. Ever Since We Met And Have Been Sticking Together All Day And Night, You’ve Been Subjected To It As Well. And Idk If I Can Even Forgive Myself For It. I Know You Aren’t A Stranger To It But I Shouldn’t Be Adding To The Already Fucked Upedness You’ve Experienced.. Now You’re Gone For The Time Being And I Can’t Just Call You Up. I’m Worse Off Without You Than I Am Without The Dope. But I Promise I’ll Be Sober And Stable For You And Us When You Get Out Of That HellHole. Please Know The Love I Express Is More Real Than The Pain I Felt Before Our Paths Crossed. ❤️🥀☔️

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I Remember When I First Started Slamming; The Constant Pain Of Missed Injections And Those Mornings Without A Wake-Up To Be Had. There Are No Good Dope Days. Swear Some Days I’m Sure It’ll Be The Death Of Me And Other Days I Wanna Beat This Disease. My Body Should Not Feel So Aggressive Towards Me But Can I Really Blame It? After All The Abuse I Put It Through And I Can Thank The Gods That I Pulled Through My Many Overdoses. I Was Sober For A Time In 2019.

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It’s Not That I Feel Invisible, It’s Just That I Feel Overlooked. I’m A 🏹Sagittarius Dammit, Gotta Get Out More And Cut These Chains That Bind Me. Wanna Cross Out Fentanyl👻, Benzodiazepines💊, & Crystal Meth💉. The Occasional 🍄Psilocybin Mushroom 🍄Is Okay. Actually Any Elevating Psychedelic Would Be Healthy To The Spirit. 🍷🍺🥃🧗🛸

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Snorlax Don’t Get To Relax. 🧷🍄☔️

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This Is For You. Yes, You. Merry Birthday 🔥🎃🍄 (at San Buenaventura State Beach) https://www.instagram.com/p/CQOCbCEA2ra/?utm_medium=tumblr

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at Ventura, California https://www.instagram.com/p/CQOBj05gr7k/?utm_medium=tumblr

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The Emptiness Is Heavier Than You Think.

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My Main. She’s Seen All My Mistakes & All My Magic Moments. Always Changing, Always Staying True.

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Passionless Pit Type Shit.

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I Feel It Too Though.

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Another Paralysis Last Night. Hard To Tell How Long I Couldn’t Move But Warped Time Perception Is The Norm. Thinking That Cataloguing All Paralyses, Dreams, & Night Terrors Is Something I Need To Do. Therapy Of Some Sorts, Yea? Starting Tonight I Suppose. Even Though I Currently Have No Followers As Of Now, It Still Has The Benefit Of Getting My Experiences Out There And Hope To Hear Similar Ones.!