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A Trans Person’s Recount On How College Is Expensive:

A lot of the time it is hard for transgender students who are seeking a higher form of education to afford college or even think about going. With the hate and harassment that many transgender people face, there is a lot of fear about entering a space where a lot of differing views come together, a space where there is a high likelihood of receiving more hate and harassment for just existing. (More below the cut)

I am a transgender man, I am far luckier than many trans people when it comes to family acceptance which is one of the many reasons transgender people find themselves unable to pursue higher education. I have had many friends who identify as trans unable to seek out higher education because of the drop in support from their families who may not be willing to help fund their next steps in life. While I go to a decently accepting college I have still been approached by people for their moral gain when I was on my own. People from the on-campus church have given me a letter talking about Jesus and how he supports me and whatever problems I might be going through. These people did not know me as a person and only approached me because of how I looked. There are days when I do not want to go to my classes because of how I look, days I can't even look at myself in the mirror and yet I must go to my classes to continue my education. If I am to take the time I need to myself to work out the mental health problems that come with being transgender then I am faced with my grades suffering and the possibility of losing different scholarships. When walking around campus I have the ideologies of different groups that do not accept or support the LGBTQIA+ community thrust into my face and have to put up with it even though I might feel unsafe. All of these are things that push me out of a community where I am meant to feel safe and push me away from successfully getting my degree. This would leave me with the debt from my loans that were meant to help pay for my degree, and yet no degree in sight to help me get a career to pay off my loans.

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It Starts when I say it starts and I say, It’s Nearly October!!!!!!

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How is it that every birthday I’ve had since the age of 12 has ended up with me crying? Like should I even celebrate it anymore?

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I feel like I’ve been jumping from one hyper fixation to another, they’re all toxic men. Does that stop me, no. Would I like them irl? No.

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I yearn for vaguely haunted, filled with mildew, liminal spaces. Give me that damp air and strange sense of calm I can take it.

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I have literally only been simping for Logan Howlett for days. Whatever they put into the Deadpool and Wolverine movie needs to be mass produced.

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Teenage Dirtbag but you’re just sad.

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Do I write my main Oc as having held their older brother in their arms as he died (it’s also on the day of their birthday but that’s some different trauma) because I am grieving the metaphorical death of my older brother (who is very much still alive) or is it all because I’m just angsty? Who knows I certainly don’t. (It’s also just now occurring to me that the OC’s brother has the same name as mine of which I did subconsciously.)

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No

Does anyone know what to do

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I insist that this movie is written as though it was a joke by a gen z teen. No I do not take criticism

ROBERT PATTINSON as BATMAN: 

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He could not. He’s a Wayne so he must be dramatic af.

nothing bruce spray painted on the floor was worth ruining the hardwood for. ‘no more lies’ ‘coulson’ ‘the sins of my father??’ ‘mitchell’ bruce babe look me in the eyes and tell me u couldn’t have worked that out in a notebook 

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It just feels so right

Source

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The David Files.

David

Number 1, David. We don’t know who David is, he appears in dark bathrooms when all people are present in the main room. David is a dark shadowy figure. He often will fill up the toilet with trix cereal leaving a spoon on the toilet bowl. God save us all.

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I felt this was needed

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My first one, please tell how can I improve

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i don’t think I’m ever going to get over this line

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Bill Nye for most of his career: Imma do science for kids. Science without politics. Nice, tame science for the kiddos.

Bill Nye now: