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“Your weight is good and healthy”

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Fav way to start my day 💕

(this is totally a healthy and nutritious breakfast..)

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I keep catching my boyfriend staring at bikini pics of me last summer when I was 12lbs lighter… thats enough inspo for me🗣️ My boyfriend works out five times a week so I need to at least be thin so he doesn’t start looking out of my league🤦‍♀️😭

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One time I was watching a video and the girl was like, "Like, other women can even tell if you've lost just 5 lbs."

And that stuck with me

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You think being fat is hard.. imagine him picking a skinnier girl over you before picking up that snack

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i spent way too much time being fat

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wanna be you but i have a lot of exam

⭐️Todays steps an cal⭐️

Breakfast/lunch:

1 black coffee -0cal, 200ml veg broth -6cal, 1 small cucumber -10cal

Water , water , water!!

1 Monster energy white -11cal

Dinner:

200ml veg broth -6cal , 2 plum teas -4cal

Total cal consumed: 37cal

Steps: 10.240 cal burned: 262cal

Took a long shower: burned about 110cal (according to google)

Total cal of the day: -335cal

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Two of my slightly bigger friends have downloaded calorie counting apps, which is a slippery slope, and I have to lock the fuck in so they don’t get smaller than me.

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PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE

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when i was 45kg i was so loved and admired. only if i can be that girl again @-@

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my reasons for ⭐️ving

1. to no longer be ashamed of my b0dy

2. to be able to sit down without my th!ghs turning to blobs

3. to look cute in oversized clothes

4. to be able to sit in someone’s lap without feeling like i’m crushing them

4. to be able to wear anything i want

5. to walk without my limbs jiggling

6. to feel and look beautiful

ib: @boneless-isopod

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CW:70

BW:70

GW:60

UGW:50

hi im ash :) im 20 and a great believer on receiving true love only if i’m underweight.

i hate male validation but it’s real. rn my motivation boosts are:

1. boys from dating apps

2.my not so handsome pilates instructor that only friends w/skinniest girls

3.my(lovelyyy) besties that has my same body type but ‘looks skinnier cus they’re taller’

4.my (truly lovely)sister in law that is always gets compared to me cus how skinny she is

those are exactly about male validation and i hate it but here i am.

i’m not new here but i recently wanted to use my full potential on 4-4 so created an account. i want to keep here as my safe space and my secret motivation boost so if you don’t feel safe here remember, it is safe for me and that’s all that matters.

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