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Just smile 🧶

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Selfshippers im giving you permission to go draw that overly self indulgent super duper cringe art/writing you’ve been putting off out of embarrassment. Go. Be free….. be free my scarab

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Sparkly ✨

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An rp with @that-asshole-jackrabbit, Jax was having a panic attack and Pomni tried a grounding technique with all the five senses. Then she got to taste and Jax pulled the SMOOTHEST MOVE I'VE EVER SEEN...had to draw it

(side note this is one of the best things I've ever drawn.)

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Sometimes I remember I have a Tumblr

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Episode 6 spoilers below

TW: GSW to the head

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Daisy, Daisy… 🌼

Give me your answer do…

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JAX AND POMNI DUET <3

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PEOPLE DIDN'T LIKE THAT EPISODE??? I've never liked the ship more! What a powerful emotional connection they made in the episode. Do people really think that fighting is bad? It means they CARE!! Plus a little one step forward, two steps back is always juicy af for ships like these. No one wants to see linear progression. I want to see the emotional ups and downs! How they decide to tackle these hard moments together and apart!

This episode had me on the edge of my seat and at no point did I ever feel like funnybunny was in trouble lol. I thought they just got WAY stronger.

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no way! am i doing a longass analysis post even after i got shot 57 times from ep 6?

so most of my socials have been taken over by the mourning over a) funnybunny b) jax having a panic attack hence i'll be discussing those two points here, starting off with an analysis on our beloved jerkass rabbit, jax.

PART 1: LABELS AND ARCHETYPES

i don't think people are understanding how IMPORTANT his archetype monologue was.

he proceeds to tell pomni the following in their bedroom hallway.

"Ragatha's the cheerful one, Gangle's the sad one, Kinger's the crazy one, Zooble's the grumpy one... we all just became archetypes."

which is really funny, considering ragatha, gangle, kinger, and zooble actually acted the opposite of jax's labeled archetypes. ragatha was internally panicking, terrified of the others hating her. gangle was actually happy for the most part, going feral once she had her tommy gun and smiling even after pomni killed her. kinger was LOCKED IN, giving some of the BEST advice to ragatha in the "loser" room. i swear i started tearing up. zooble was empathetic, being able to comfort gangle and explain how they are all humans, even if they're stuck in the circus. this shows how 2-dimensional and black and white jax's perspective can be. look at what he said below.

jax is doing his best to prove that he is "irredeemable". for him, the only way to prove himself right is to make everyone around him suffer. why? so the others could "push" him away and give him the validation or agreement that he's a bad person. unfortunately, he believes that what he is doing is "funny." he doesn't care how harmful his demeanor is towards others. why?????? bc he refuses to stray from the set archetype he has set for himself.

PART 2: MOMENT OF REALIZATION

we can see right off the bat in ep 6, jax and pomni are getting along, chatting and smiling before meeting zooble. i've seen people assume that jax is using pomni to upset ragatha, or intentionally trying to make her worse. but look at ragatha and jax's conversation below.

ragatha: "I-I-I know exactly what you're doing with Pomni, and it'll never work!" jax: "...huh?" ragatha: "You know, getting close with Pomni... to corrupt her?"

look below. he's genuinely confused about what ragatha said.

after jax accidentally shoots himself, he proceeds to shoot ragatha multiple times. he rapidly presses the trigger even after he runs out of bullets.

THIS is the moment we see jax's first vulnerability in ep 6. ragatha hit a nerve. this is when he realizes that he's getting closer to pomni, without him even knowing. and he despises that.

PART 3: SETTING BOUNDARIES

when pomni and jax are walking along the circus, pomni asks him questions about his fear of corn, discovering that he seems to have trypophobia. yet, when pomni says this:

jax immediately diverts the topic. he plants his walls back up, afraid to form a proper connection with pomni. but, does this mean he didn't enjoy their short friendship? no. look at how he and pomni interact together during ep 6.

whether you like funnybunny or not, you have to admit. jax sincerely seemed to enjoy pomni's company. he denies it later, but he was growing a genuine bond with her. i don't think i've ever seen him this content around others. i may be stretching this a bit too far, but he also shows care when pomni goes to catch zooble.

he seems surprised that pomni's this willing to win, even after they just got shot repeatedly by zooble.

and in that short moment, when he realizes he does care, he stares at kaufmo's abstracted door, scowling. and then his eyes dart over to ribbit's door.

jax's face freezes up instantly before he shakes his head, regaining his footing.

in my opinion, this is his "wake up call." he glances at the abstracted members, reminding himself that there's no point in getting closer to pomni. his internal dialogue may have been something like:

"She'll probably abstract in the end, just like the others. Why bother hurting myself all over again?"

now, let's go onto the... "breakup."

PART 4: ESTABLISHING IMMENSE DISTANCE

after jax and pomni win the game, pomni is estatic. and let me just remind you all that pomni is canonically TOUCH-AVERSE. yet what does she do? SHE HUGS JAX. WILLINGLY.

sorry, got a little sidetracked there. back to jax. anyways. look closely at how he reacts to her hug.

for a split second, we see him completely fine with pomni hugging him. he actually has a genuine, faint smile on his face. and then, he panics. he berates himself for growing closer to pomni, despite constantly setting personal reminders to build distance. so, he immediately pushes her off, scowling at her afterwards. look at how he reacts to her hug when he unwillingly realizes that he was fine with it.

in my opinion, his aggravated reaction in that moment isn't because he was mad at pomni, but at himself. jax seems to be criticizing himself internally, like

"Why did I let her grow closer?! That was so stupid of me!"

pomni looks hurt by his reaction, but she waves it off. i mean, it's jax. that reaction was... pretty normal. after a few moments of friendly chatter, pomni playfully declares that it's the "part where one of us betrays the other." as she says this, look at what jax is doing.

HE'S STARING AT THE HAND HE PUSHED HER AWAY WITH. for a few moments, he looks dazed, not registering what pomni said to him. why is he doing that? realistically, it might be because he's... surprised at her sudden hug? maybe contemplating over what he just got himself into? i really don't know. anyways here's the full clip of their... very intense fight.

after pomni jokes about them betraying each other, jax responds nonchalantly.

"Huh? Oh yeah. You can betray me."

pomni is surprised, albeit a bit startled that jax isn't joking along with her like he usually does. and this is when he starts acting absolutely SHITTY. when pomni admits that she doesn't want to shoot jax, he calls her lame, commenting how he "thought she was cool." and when pomni proposes that they could just win together as a team, what does the jerkass rabbit say?

"We're not a team, c'mon!"

this is the beginning of his deflection, where he downplays their growing bond and smashes it to the floor to smithereens. jax proceeds to say that instead of them growing closer, it was merely him "entertaining her because he thought it was funny." he then continuously insists for pomni to shoot him.

pomni pulling the trigger provides jax with twisted reassurance, serving as a confirmation for him to believe that pomni won't breach the closeness he fears. pomni is stunned by what he's requesting. confused, she asks:

"If I shoot you right now, are we still gonna be friends afterwards?"

and then, jax acts like an even BIGGER SHIT.

at this point, jax is directly expressing his regret for growing too close with pomni. this isn't because he was merely "using her" or "playing around with her." he's pushing her away because he wants to spare himself from the possible grief of losing her, especially after what happened to ribbit. at this point, pomni is rightfully PISSED. look at what she says:

"You're -- you're not gonna look me in the eye and tell me nothing we've been doing together meant anything to you, because I know that's not true!"

"Oh my god, can you take this seriously?! Can you take anything seriously?!"

when jax tries to joke, teasing that he doesn't have to take her seriously, she argues back:

pomni is rightfully mad. after finally getting the chance to grow closer to jax, even when she was distrustful of him in the past, he's pushing her away? that doesn't sit right with her (which is absolutely VALID). she's mad that when she actually started growing attached to him, HE backtracked and pushed her away. .

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THIS IS WAY TOO LONG IM GOING TO MAKE A PART TWO.

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y'all I feel like I was hallucinating the whole trailer so here's to hoping I'll wake up tomorrow and this is stilla thing that's somehow, against all odds, in there

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you ever go so crazy for a trailer that you do a drawing and a full comic in one sitting skjdnswl

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We don’t really talk about it but we don’t really need to.

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Grace The World's Most Evilest Cat

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dogman doodle dump!!!! YAYY!!

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graces + redraw of that one panel

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He’s down bad