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im still alive haha

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posting short stuff on my note app that r not written well in any way i js miss my cute prof

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Desperation

He misses your smell, your warmth, every little thing about you. You find yourself wrapped around the arms of the man you dearly love after a week of nothing but work. His touch lasted long and still lingered with desperation as he let go. His eyes show nothing but weakness to you, so weak and so pure.

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hiii how have you been recently? <3

hi anonn!! thank you for asking but im okk! its been suuuch a busy week but im back and i feel good about writing again! might start grinding hsr too though so it’s still going a little sloww 😣

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hey, just wondering if u write a yandere-ish stuff?

im willing to try! but that depends on the request , hehe

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Dear Professor Anaxagoras,

From the first moment your eyes met mine in this classroom, something quiet and unexpected began to stir within me—a light I never anticipated flickered in me. What we developed became more than professional. Your presence left a warmth that lingers still, a quiet fire that set my heart ablaze.

Each night we spent together remains etched in my memory, I was never truly happy until I met you. You filled a part of me I hadn't realized was empty, and it brings me comfort to know I brought the same to you. The memory of your kiss still wraps itself around my soul like a shield, holding me together in the face of falling apart.

But even a soul wrapped in warmth can weep, and mine has enough tears to drown a city. On the final night we had, I closed my eyes and clasped my hands in silent prayer: that it would not be the last. That somehow, fate might be kind, and grant us one more hour, one more word, one more kiss, anything.

I always knew the risks of loving you—the ache that would follow, the impossibility of forever. And yet, I would choose you again in every lifetime. I’ll never regret what we had, even if sorrow follows my every step.

I love you dearly, Anaxagoras.

Your student, ▇▇▇▇

a/n : im upset so i want to write it down hehh…. i ws supposed to make this letter sound like we died but i suppose i changed my mind mid writing.. this was supposed to be anazu but i decided to post it so i made it. x reader instead hehe

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goodnight! will proofread more fics tomorrow. also! short cuddling fic tomorrow? possibly? might remove some reqs similar to that

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His love for you is disgusting. He’s an obsessive man who would do anything for you, be your devoted follower, love you eternally in every lifetime. You are his goddess, he is the god. You two will always be a pair in his heart, an unstoppable duo. You are his partner, if he was king, you’d be the queen. It was as simple as that.

So why are you looking at him like you don’t want him around? He’s done so much for you, to see you and you can’t even look at him in the eye. He’s excited, thrilled. He grabs your face, making you look at him and only him. Strands of his hair falls onto your face, you can feel his eyes eating yours. He doesn’t stop staring like he’s memorizing every detail in your face.

You can’t pull away, not because he’s holding onto you, but because you don’t want to. You aren’t just disgusted by him but you’re disgusted at yourself to fall deep onto his “trick”. You can only deny and deny, you don’t want to believe the intimacy. Luka is a weird man who has never experienced affection like this, love just like this. You brace yourself as he leans in to kiss you. You hate it, you hate that you don’t want him to stop. He pulls away and can only look at your foolish expression, going back to kiss you until you’re both drained.

a/n : hey what

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hiiiiii! anaxa finding reader napping in a little nook by the window, all cozy bc the sun was shining on them? im stealing this prompt from my cat because he looks SO CUTE when doing this

Cozy

— anaxagoras x reader

You didn’t get proper sleep last night, and now you’re dealing with the consequences of your actions. You were tired—you just wanted to rest. You had planned to study the entire day since you had a test the next day… but a nap couldn’t hurt, right?

You nestled into the little nook by the window, enjoying the gentle breeze in your otherwise hot room. You sighed, feeling cool and comfortable as you closed your eyes, eventually drifting into a deep nap.

Anaxa came home earlier than usual. Upon opening the door, he spotted you napping, but what caught his attention was the stack of untouched books and papers on your desk. He walked over and flicked your forehead.

“Ow... ow, ow…” You reached up to rub the spot, wincing as you looked up at the figure in front of you.

“What was that for?”

“Consider this me helping you—as your professor. You should be studying.”

You turned your attention to the desk. “Ugh… what time is it, anyway?” you asked, yawning and stretching as you walked over.

“It’s almost evening.”

You paused. “Wait. Evening? It was morning when I took a nap.” You looked at him, clearly not believing a word.

“What a long nap. I’m a little envious,” he said sarcastically.

You groaned, collapsing into the chair and mentally preparing yourself to get through a hundred pages in one night before tomorrow’s test.

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i have like 4 reqs finished but i need to proofread them 💔💔💔 my fics always go thru like 15 proofreads before i publish LOL im not confident w my english at all 😭

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Jealousy

— anaxagoras x reader

Anaxagoras isn’t easily jealous. He’s confident in you—he knows you won’t leave him. But still, a tinge of doubt lingers. You’ve been talking to this friend of yours more often than he’d like. You even consider him one of your closest friends. And it’s eating him alive. Like a worm gnawing at his insides, leaving him hollow. He’s afraid of losing you.

So when you came home after having dinner with your friends and started looking through the pictures you took, he immediately grabbed your phone.

“So, he’s here as well…” he muttered under his breath.

“Hey. Give me back my phone…” He returned it to you and walked away. You swear you saw a look of distaste cross his face. He was frowning—upset.

“My love?” you called out softly. “You can tell me if something is upsetting you.”

He hummed in response, not looking at you, pretending to be distracted by the papers of research in front of him as he sat on his chair.

You honestly didn’t know what to do. You didn’t want to push him into saying something he wasn’t ready to share. But it was rare to see him like this.

"Anaxa, my dear." you walk up to him and hugged him from behind.

"im fine," his replied but his voice betraying him, instead of sounding soft, it was more defensive. Anaxagoras was conflicted. He wanted to push you away—because he was afraid that he'd lose you. It's ironic.

You sighed. “I won’t force you, but just know I’m here.” You pressed a few gentle kisses to his neck before letting your arms fall to your sides.

“I don’t like your friend. He leaves a bitter feeling.” You were confused, to say the least. Anaxagoras had never shown dislike for any of your friends… right? Had he hinted at something before? Thoughts raced through your mind as you tried to recall any moments where this could’ve come up. Before you could ask who he was talking about, he spoke the name of one of your closest friends.

“Ah… but… my love, what’s the issue?” you asked, still puzzled.

“It's… nothing. He just frustrates me.”

You fell silent, thinking again. You decided to guess until you figured it out.

“Did he… do something bad?” He shook his head.

“Did you two fight?” He shook his head.

“Do you think he’s annoying?” He shook his head.

“Are you jealous or something?”

He didn’t shake his head. He didn’t deny it.

“Wait… really?”

“I didn’t confirm if your theory was true or not.”

You couldn’t help but laugh.

“Don’t laugh,” he huffed, looking genuinely offended that you found his frustration funny.

“It’s just that… he’s nothing compared to you, love. You must understand—this is shocking to me.”

He sighed, feeling a little relieved by your words.

“He’s a friend, and it’ll stay that way forever. My eyes are only on you, and only you, dear.”

“I… know that. I just can’t help it.”

He felt a little embarrassed—but more than anything, he was just glad that the weight in his chest had begun to ease.

a/n : im genuinely obsessed with jealous fics bai

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jealous anaxagoras but he doesnt immediately kill the other person and instead sulk quietly...

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how do u think anaxa behaves when drunk? just he does fall asleep or does he get lovey dovey

or does he jsut go right back to research :/

He honestly CANNOT research in that state anon.. that would be an actual disaster… look away for five seconds and ure dead from an explosion… He’d probably just be so out of it. He’d kiss you then sleep, wakes up after 30 minutes to kiss you again which wakes you up while he goes back to sleep then repeat 7 more times. He’d be realllyyy annoying to handle.

He genuinely can’t think at that state so he’s probably saying alot of random stuff that ends with you questioning ur entire existence with his ideas. He’d also be really sleepy and clingy.. totally.

So basically he’s talkative, sleepy, and a huge kisser. He’s also the type to wake up and remember 90% of what happened so he’ll probably avoid drinking for like a year cause of his shame.

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𖦹 can you keep a secret ? ｡˚.

my masterlist !

love and deepspace . .

the first in 3 years of nursing - zayne li

he makes sure you eat - zayne li

again and again - sylus qin

genshin . .

a little cold - albedo

alien stage . .

disgusting - luka

hsr . . not including anaxagoras

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anaxagoras . . he gets his own section cs he's a favorite

his first

his kisses

his favorite petnames

his cuddles - requested

midnight kiss

3 new rules - requested

late welcome - requested

the date - requested

comfort - requested

tasty treat - requested

sleepy - requested

observes and observes

didn't mean to say that. - requested

sleepy cutie - requested

don't forget - requested

my thoughts 1 - requested

my thoughts 2 - requested

greedy man.

surprised me . . - requested

jealousy

cozy - requested

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His favorite pet names !

— anaxagoras x reader

Anaxagoras never liked being called anything other than his full name. Nicknames like "Anaxa" or "Prof A" irritated him—he couldn’t stand them. So, pet names were never something he considered. That is, until you asked if it was alright for the two of you to try them. He didn’t immediately decline. He was curious what it was like. He knew he could ask you to stop if it ever made him uncomfortable, so it didn’t feel like a big decision.

What he didn’t expect was to like it, a lot.

His favorite was calling you Dear. It was simple, short, yet full of warmth and affection. You were his dearest, and he was yours. It took him some time to get comfortable using it in public, though. His students loved to tease him when they caught him calling you “dear” with that unmistakable softness in his voice.

Sweetheart was another he liked, though not quite as much as Dear. Still, it resonated with him. You were sweet, and his heart belonged to you. The meaning behind it felt right. He tended to reserve that one for private moments, choosing not to say it in public.

And then there was Precious. He didn’t use it often, but when he did, it meant the world. To him, you truly were precious—one of the few things he deeply valued. In his eyes, you were worth more than he was, simply because he loved you so completely. When he called you precious, it was to remind you just how important you were to him. He rarely uses this pet name, you only ever hear it from him when you're upset.

The nicknames he gives you is a reminder that you truly are an exception, you really are special to him.

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a little cold

🐰 ; you work as his assistant, assuming your relationship was strictly professional but perhaps it wasn’t ,

— albedo x reader

Albedo never indulged himself into romance novels or shows, but you did. So it didn’t take long until you started noticing the little moments you had with him, perhaps you were overthinking it, your master has always been a caring man. But it didn’t explain that he’d only do such things with you and only you. Holding your hand when you’re out together, not correcting others when they assume that you’re in a relationship. The little things always left you confused and conflicted, It was starting to become annoying, filling your mind most days.

You had gone to Dragonspine to collect samples for your master. You went alone because he had other matters to attend to, and even though he offered to reschedule and go with you next time, you refused. But you didn’t anticipate that you’d end up staying in Dragonspine longer than expected, the materials you needed was hard to find and Dragonspine was a deep place. It was long overdue and you barely got what he requested, you went back to Mondstadt preparing your apology.

“Master Albedo, I’m sorry I wasn’t able to collect what you required from me.”

no, that doesn’t sound right.

“My dearest apologies—.”

you were frustrated even thinking about it.

You braced yourself as you opened the door, not expecting a worried Albedo on the other side.

He immediately rushed to your side as you opened the door asking if you were hurt or hungry. It was clear to you that he was upset you didn’t send out a letter or anything to inform him of your late return. “I’m sorry master. The materials were hard to find, I didn’t want to go back empty handed.” “Don’t … do that ever again. It doesn’t matter if you weren’t able to do the task, you need to return on the agreed date if i’m not with you. I was so worried.” He pulls you and embraces you, feeling his cold skin against your warmth.

You were shocked to say the least. Even though you were used to his affectionate gestures, this felt different—more intense… more intimate?

“The world felt cold without you around.” he whispered into your ear, his breath making you tense.

“master..” you said softly, your voice quiet, you pulled back slightly to look at him. His eyes gazed into yours so tenderly. His fingers slowly interlaced with yours as he leaned in again, gently pecking your ear as you closed your eyes from the nervous flutter in your chest.

You didn’t have to overthink it anymore—his actions spoke louder than words ever could.

He loves you.

a/n : i havent played genshin in a long while and this fic plays before whatever happened recently cs um yea idk… what happened actually..