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BLOG MOVING   !     after almost two years of developing  /   playing melody on her own blog and meeting sooooo many amazing people  (  like honestly , it still surprise me how many individuals have came up to me and went like “DUDE!!!! THE PRINCESS IN THE WHEELCHAIR!!!!”  )    i have decided that moving melody to my multi muse   might be a better solution because it just gives me some space to like  , ��still pay attention to her even though i won’t always prioritise her   -  it’s not a bad thing !! it just means i can juggle lots of my muses in an easier flow and manner , whilst them having their own blog would just push me to neglect them at some point in favour of other muses which i dont really like doing :c  because  ———

melody is  . . .  really precious  ?  she’s perhaps my first female original muse  (  sorta  ,  when you think about it  )  and she’s so different from the kind of characters i would often play and ,  even if people disagree  ,  i do believe she poses a lot of potential to grow ???   yes  ,  she’s kind  ;  yes  ,  she’s shy  ;  yes  ,  she’s riddled with anxiety  ;  yes  ,  she might even be mary sue to some people lmao  ?   but that’s really fine  (  to each their own opinion or however the saying goes  ,  ‘cause  —  )   in my eyes  ,  she’s so much more  ????   she sees people as they are  ,  never expects anything more or anything less   -   even the villains  /  so-called bad guys  !   -   she’s stubborn too  ,  wide-eyed  ,  intelligent  ,  and  magical  :  she’s basically everything i wish i could be  ???   and being able to roleplay her and meeting soooooo many FANTASTIC people just   -   shakes me through my core  .  so these are the few most memorable people i’d like to give a shout - out  .

@steeledveins   ,    sam  .  i know we don’t really talk a lot lately because -  tbh , i’m not even gonna make excuses , i’m just shit at keeping up w/ communication and i’ve been jumping everywhere as a roleplayer but honestly ? roman and melody ? one of the   BEST    relationship i’ve ever had the fortunate of exploring  -  platonic or romantic  .  also you basically introduced me to hemlock grove and i’m ? ??  pretty much still in love with roman ??? honestly  ,  you’re straight-down hilarious  ;  so fucking nice to chill with  ,  and plotting with you has been amazing  .  i do apologise for not being able to continue staying in-contact though  ;  you can totally hit me in the head for that .

@beautycflight   ,   kylie  .  basically the sweet to my heart  .  we’re veterans in this fandom for ??? how long now ??? we’ve seen the ups and downs of it  ;  had our moments and disappeared for a bit too  .  we’re like  ,,, so old  .  but honestly growing up with you in this fandom is just ???? one of my best experience  ?? every time you grace my dashboard it’s like i caught a glimpse of that 2012 year where we’ve just began and i get so hype  ??? honestly you’re a  100/10  ,  absolutely gorgeous  .  stay beautiful  ,  okay  ?

@boykingofauradon   ,   trixie  .   also a veteran in this fandom like jfc wE WERE HERE SINCE THE BEGINNING OF TIME YO  ,,, like ??? remember how we get other people to even ship chad with melody  ??? ALSO OH MY GOD THAT CINDERELLA - CHAD - MELODY THREAD THAT I’M STILL PRACTICALLY HEAVING ABOUT ????? i absolutely love that . and i love that i got to write all of that with you and just sit back down and have a good time in general . also our Arranged Marriage AU w/ ben and mel ? ugh .  the reason i thrive , tbh .  i’m really sad we aren’t that actively communicating now as rp partners , but yo - it still doesn’t erase the fact you were one of the reason i had such a blast w/ melody on her own blog and i just ??? love you lots okay .

@courageisms  ,   ever since we were active i know we didn’t really talk a lot  -  bUT IMMA SIT DOWN AND TELL YOU HOW PERF YOU ARE OKAY  ???? you are , i think , the first cinderella to have ever given me a chance at writing the AU wherein my muse fell in love with ella’s son  .  and i’m  ?? ?  completely overwhelmed ??? because ??? i really love ??? ALL of our interaction  ???  even the little things we talked about how ella babysat lil melody iM JUST SO ,,,,, shakes my fist .   i love them . and i owe a lot to you for giving me the opportunity to explore that ,  so thank you  .

AND OF COURSE   ,   there’s a lot of other people who i’m just stupidly in love with  :   @tobeblamed  (  your dean is hella and im always in love w/ you wtf )  ,   @parkool  (  do you know i practically still drool over jay and melody braiding each other’s hair  ?  )  @falseargent  (  i know we don’t talk anymore but !!!! just letting u know i hold every interactions we’ve ever had to my heart and i do hope that wherever u are you’re having TONS OF FUN FRIEND !!!  )  @warricrhearted  (  brodie u’re moved but if by chance u’re reading this can i just say how fucking awesome you are and like,,,, i love EVERY rps we ever did srsly ? ? ? cause i do )  @haledaughter  (  MY FIRST F/F SHIP ON THIS BLOG THAT I HOLD SO DEAR I HOPE WHEREVER YOU ARE YOU’RE OKAY DEAR ) @fratcrnal  (  ugh pls breanna u’re gonna kill me w/ rudiandmel okay dONT EVEN )   and IM SURE THERE’S A LOT MORE IM JUST FORGETTING ALL OF THEM BUT BASICALLY IF YOU’RE READING THIS I CHERISH YOU SO MUCH and thaaaaaaank youuuuu for giving melody a chance like, ever.  you don’t have to , but you did anyway  .

also special shout out to sam ( marcus / credence / cedric ) and mandy  ( natasha / bella ) -  idk if u’re ever gonne read this cause i aint tagging cause we’re probs gonna be yelling at discord or IM at other blogs so lmao bUT EVERY INTERACTION MELODY HAD W/ BOTH / ANY OF YOUR MUSES ARE PRECIOUS TOO AND IF YOU THINK I EVER FORGOT ABOUT THEM WELL I DIDN’T AND WILL NEVER FORGET

NOTE  :    finally  ,  i did say my blog is moving  .  but here’s the deal  :  if you’re not comfortable with multis , then it’s really fine  ???   i will hold none of you accountable for not following me  /  unfollowing me after this  .  but if by any chance you kinda wanna continue writing with melody some more  ,  YOU CAN TOTES FIND IT HERE  .  i will not put this blog as  “  knxckleskissed-archive ”  or any variation thereof for personal reason  -  a.k.a. if im gonna come back tbh lolololol  -  but feel free to treat it as so  .

THANK YOU  ,  AND HAVE A NICE DAY  : )

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delphiia:

          harry barked a laugh at her; it was a true mark of the difference between auradon and the isle–the fact that someone like her, someone so soft was even alive. “oh will i just? whataya gonna do? make me?” he’d like to see her try. 

         maybe  any  other  mermaid  would’ve  stayed   away  once  they’ve  heard  the  boisterous  and   arrogant  laughter  ,   but  all  melody  does  is  stare  at  harry  with  her  ocean - blue   eyes  ,   wide  and  filled  with  fascination  .   he’s  so  enticing  .    ❝      what   . . .   what if i  s - say  please   ?     ❞      

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delphiia:

       a slow grin curling his lips as he glances quickly over his shoulder at her.  ❝ then i s’ppose you’ll be missin’ a class. the horror.  ❞

         she’s still pouting , looking up at him .     ❝    th - then i guess , you  —  . . .  you’ll j - just have to make up for  —  for the hour i’m missing  .    ❞     and she’s really trying to sound like she’s challenging him , but she would understand if it’s failing .     ❝    is that  . . .  okay  ?    ❞

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breakthings:

Her whines cannot touch him.   Pleas bounce off a cold heart,   nothing but discontent on stern features when he corners his bait.   No more sweet talking,   no more lies.   She sees now,   he has opened her eyes along with her legs.   And he regrets not a single part of it.   Steel eyes narrow and fingers curl into a fist,   for the sake of holding himself back from gripping her hair and yanking her head back in public.     «    There will be no more talking,    »      he hisses curtly.      «     Or do you want me to be angry with you?     »      She will understand the threat left unspoken,   he’s sure of that.   Melody is smart,   after all.   Smart,   but terribly naïve.

          it’s easy to say that under his gaze  , melody’s will crumpled   ,   her yearn to have his approval itching like a diseases she doesn’t want to find the cure for  .   her blue eyes go down   ,   and she is angry at herself   ,   disgusted  :   to have fallen so quickly   ,   to give so much and easily letting him break every thing she cherishes without as much as a peep of rejection   .   he is the end of her   ,   and she doesn’t think her body is protesting to the idea  .      ❝     you don’t   . . .   you d - don’t want me .    ❞      so you don’t have a right to be angry anymore   ,   is what she doesn’t add  ,  forcing her gaze down and her head bowed  .      ❝     a - and he’s just t - talking about  . . .  we were talking about sch - school  . . .  school work .      ❞

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delphiia:

           ❝ y’say that like it matters. ❞ (it didn’t) ❝  — but by all means, you’re free t’ go.  ❞                                                           (she wouldn’t)

       she rolls forward until her head can safely thud against his back .     ❝     —no .     ❞      and is she pouting ? ‘cause she’s totally pouting.     ❝     n - not without you .     ❞

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        ❝      y - you   —    you’re making us l - late for class  ,  you know .      ❞

@delphiia   /    because i needed something short while we’re plotting or just blabbing about our children ok

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ur otp isn’t a real otp until fools by troye sivan is relevant 

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i really, really want a plot where muse a is a naive, sweet, romantic, whimsical little thing with a whole lot of optimism and sunshine in their veins and muse b is the complete opposite; a total player who has someone new in their bed every weekend and hates responsibilities and just spends a lot of their time fucking around. somehow these two have been friends for a while, despite their differing personalities, and one day muse a ends up having to move out of their apartment due to a fire or an infestation or something and muse b is the one who offers to put them up for the time being. it’s all well and good except muse a has terrible nightmares constantly and one night muse b is sick and tired of it (and deep down a little concerned) so gets into bed with muse a until they stop crying and shaking and fall asleep in muse b’s arms instead. cue awkward muses sleeping in the same bed every night and it actually helping muse a a lot with the nightmares, and lots of cuddling and feelings ensue. muse b, being the player they are, are terrified of the idea of liking someone but muse a is pretty much already head over heels and ANGST !!

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back back at it again because @delphiia has plans to ruin me

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knxckleskissed:

here’s a     smol starter call    to start things off after i’ve been dead for a while  !!

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choosegccd:

                  “ no, no i get it. “ and really, she did. “ well, maybe not all of it, but i totally get everything going too fast. and you’re trying to get people to notice but they just don’t and you don’t want to say anything aloud in fear of … of disappointing them. “ there’s a weak smile and a soft nod. “ yeah, i know what that feels like. i really do. “

       ❝     y - you do  ?     ❞     melody’s eyes go soften and the sadness from before pools right into the blueness of it   .    could it be that mal feels the same  ,   or at least something akin to it   ?   melody knows how hard it is to take on a duty of a princess and a student and as somebody so important in society    —   does she feel more of it  ,  perhaps   ?   considering her background would’ve  —  gosh  ,  it would’ve made the transition so much harder  .  melody’s heart aches for her  .     ❝      it   —  it i - isn’t a good  . . .   it isn’t a good feeling  ,  is it  ?        ❞

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ofslippersandbows:

Her enthusiasm brings a smile to his face, face softening as he listens to her talk. He’s seen the sea, of course he’s seen the sea. He spent most of his life on an island. But the way she talks about it makes the ocean sound much different than he knows it. Less of a prison maybe. “ Yeah. That uh..that’d be really nice. Y-you uh..r-r-r-r-really like the ocean huh? “

         like it  ?    her smile turns   warmer   than just an excited beam    ,     bright eyes lifting up to the sky and imagining the wind that’s blowing through her hair is the wind from the ocean instead   .    finally   ,   she lets her gaze opens and turns to anthony   ,   wishing so much   ,   with all of her heart   ,   that he could see the beauty of the sea that’s always captured her soul   :     ❝     th - there’s  . . .   this s - saying  ?   when i was born  ?     it goes   -    “   there’s never been  ,   not ever before   ,   a  child born of sea and shore   ”    .  so   . . .   i  —  i might be biased  .   b - but  the sea  ?  where i came from  ?   it’s so beautiful  ,  a - anthony  .  and the water is so  b - blue  ,  a - and everything is  . . .   is bright or peaceful  .  a - and  .   and i always feel like  . . .   like home  .      ❞

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boykingofauradon:

he turns his head to take her in, paying extra care to the words that fall from her lips. the sun beats down on their relaxing figures but a cool breeze keeps the majority of the heat away, leaving only a nice warm summer day. they casually lay on the grass–as if they aren’t royalty but simply two teenagers enjoying the weather– and he chooses to redirect his gaze to the sky in all its pristine azure glory. 

‘she doesn’t know what she’s asking for’, he mused to himself in a slightly bitter fashion. he’s only been king for a few months but he has never felt such pressure. what she says about standing next to him rings in his head but he laments on how he doesn’t feel like he’s standing at all. he feels more like a baby deer taking their first steps: unsure, unbalanced, always just on the edge of collapse. but how can he tell her that? how? he can’t figure the solution so he just decides to not say it at all.

“ you don’t need a crown to make me see you as my equal. you’re already there in my yes “ he assures–hands folded behind his head and legs crossed at the ankles, “ besides, you’ve got so much still to do. don’t think about that now. i recommend living your life first before taking care of others’. “

       it’s been so long    ———     once upon a time ago   ,   almost all of her times not spent in books or stuttering to strangers are filled with ben , ben , ben .     perhaps not in the way princess audrey’s heart does    ,    but the truth remains   :    prince   (   no  ,  king now   )    ben were her first friend  ,   her first confidant   ,    were the first person to laugh with her as they roll down the hallways of the beast’s now great castle   ,    hiding from their nannies and carers  ,   giggling among themselves as they hide behind lavish curtains    .  

       apart of melody’s life is dedicated to ben   ,   heavy with him    ,    but sometimes melody still feels like her breath is to be taken away with the sights of king ben    ———    like he’s this ethereal anomaly that she sees once in a blue moon   ,    so grand   ,    so perfect in all of his imperfection   ,    that she forgets that she can see him as ordinary too   :     as just a friend  ,   instead of a king  .  a  prince  .  somebody who’s worlds away from her   .

           and sometimes her forgetfulness follows    ,   poisoning into her insecurity   ,   makes her say things she doesn’t really mean   .   but it also makes her aware  ,  that as time passes   ,   king ben have indeed became the person who’s worlds away  .   whenever melody sees him now  ,  he’s always working   .   or with his friends   .   and melody wishes she’s just that confident to come forward  ,  to say hi   .  but    ———    what they’re having now is enough  .  what they’re having now is —  melody’s already lucky as it is  .   because she can have him again  ,   as her friend   .    no  .   as her    best friend .

        ❝     o - oh  ,  but i am living  !   you should see my father’s latest project  !    we’re making pathways now  ,  king ben  ,  to create a sufficient marketplace where merfolks are able to trade their goods with ours  .   it was  . . .  it was my idea  .   morfarder doesn’t seem t - to like it , though  -  at first  .  but my first aunt  ?   sh - she agreed with it  !   the merfolks are practising dollar exchanges now  ,  as we speak  .     ❞      and she beams   ,  always so happy whenever she can speak of her kingdom   ,   of her people    (  of how much they’ve grown  !  )    ———   before she forgets that maybe prince ben wouldn’t like it   .    hearing her ramble   .   silly her  .

       ❝     i  —   i’m so happy  ,  king ben  .  i   . . .   i’ve missed you  .  is   —   . . .  is that okay t - to  say   ?       ❞

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lips: soft face: soft hair: soft heart: soft

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       —kisses your forehead.

open.

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      I  AM  A  DEMANDING  CREATURE.   I   AM  SELFISH  &  CRUEL  &  EXTREMELY  UNREASONABLE.                         ind.  priv.  18+  only  rp  blog  for  marcus  flint  of  the  hp  universe,  written  by  sam

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        ❝     you  —  y - you’re going to be amazing , jane  !      ❞      melody beams pridefully , so so so happy that jane has gotten this opportunity to be in charge of something so big . a cotillion ! can you imagine !    it’s too bad melody wouldn’t be able to witness them when it’s done . oh , how she wishes she could . jane deserves as many spectacles to her amazing work , and all of the praises  !      ❝     fairygodmother must be so proud .     ❞

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