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I always find my way back here.

Because Tumblr doesn’t ask me to be okay.

It doesn’t expect me to be loud, perfect, or productive.

It just... lets me feel. Quietly. Messily. Honestly.

This is the only corner of the internet where I can open my chest,

spill everything I’ve been carrying,

and not be told to "get over it."

So yeah, Im back.

Not because everything is fine,

but because here, its okay if its not.

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It's my 3 year anniversary on Tumblr 🥳

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its just me n my big tired eyes against the world ... !

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Sometimes, the shiny things in this world can distract us and make us forget about our relationship with Allah. Its important to take a moment to reflect on what truly matters to us. Is it money, fame, friends, family, screens, education, or our jobs? We should think about how these things may be affecting our connection with Allah. Remember, even if we have everything in life, its unfortunate if we never take a break to think about the One who gave us these blessings. So, lets make an effort to submit ourselves to Allah, tire ourselves in the name of love, and experience a peace and love we never knew existed. Fixing our relationship with Allah can lead to Him fixing everything for us. He's the best friend we can have, always there to listen and keep our secrets. Don't worry, its never too late. Allah is calling and waiting for us. ❤️‍🩹

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sometimes we are so tired, we just want to give up everything and i am that tired..

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Hey there, my dear old best friend!

Its been 9 months since we last talked, and I've been doing my best to keep you out of my mind. But today something unexpected happened. I was going about my day when a song started playing on someone else's phone. It wasn't even our favorite song, and you didn't suggest it to me. Yet as the lyrics unfolded, something clicked deep within me.

The song had a line that went like this: Kuch log ek roz jo bichar jate hai, wo hazaron ke aane se milte nhi. Those words struck a chord within me, and suddenly, I found myself overwhelmed with a flood of memories and emotions. I couldn't help but miss you so much in that moment.

It's funny how certain things, even unrelated to us directly, can trigger such strong emotions and bring back memories of the beautiful bond we shared. I guess it's a testament to the impact you've had on my life, my dear friend. It's moments like these that make me realize how much I truly cherish our friendship and the countless memories we've created together.

I hope you're doing well...

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Moon (Oct. 30, 2019)

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Sometimes, even though our body isn't tired, our soul feels exhausted. It's like the tiredness has seeped into the depths of our being. Our heart becomes heavy, as if burdened with stones. Nothing seems enjoyable. We just crave a long, deep sleep. And when we wake up, all the exhaustion is gone, and we feel lighter in both body and soul...

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Hello Tumblr, yes, it's me. I've come back to share my unspoken thoughts with you...

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Feeling distressed? Feeling down? Feeling hopeless? Can't see a way out? Pray two rakat of Tahajjud and pour your heart out to Allah. Share your worries, your sadness, your disappointments. He will listen, for He listens when no one else does. He won't ask why or how. He will just come to your aid. And He will provide so much that you will find happiness. Indeed, tranquility of hearts lies in the remembrance of Allah...

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Tumblr is like a safe place for me, a place where I feel calm and at ease. When I'm feeling stressed, worried, or can't sleep because of all the thoughts in my head, I turn to Tumblr. It's like a cozy virtual home where I can truly be myself, sharing my thoughts and feelings without worrying about being judged. It's a place that brings me comfort and makes my heart feel lighter.

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The worst virus is a human, dehumanizing another human...

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Do you ever miss your own energy, like damn what happened to me...

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Ever been so sad that you feel physically sick? Like it affects your entire body.

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We tell ourselves we’re thinking, that we’re weighing our options, that we’re making progress.

In truth, we are paralyzed with fear. Overwhelmed by options. By second guesses. By that hatred of making mistakes. So what we’re really doing is making ourselves miserable.

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I've been thinking a lot lately about what it means to truly love someone. It's not just about the big, grand gestures, its about the small moments and the everyday things that make life special. And when I think about that, I can't help but think of him.

The way he makes me laugh, the way he listens to me when I need to talk, the way he always knows just what to say to make me feel better. He is the most caring, loving, and selfless person I have ever met. He is my rock, my confidant, and my best friend.

Sometimes, I can't believe that someone like him could love me so much. He is so handsome, intelligent, and charming, and he has a heart of gold.

When I am with him, I feel like I am living in a dream. He makes me feel so alive, and I know that I am the luckiest person in the world to have him in my life. I want to wake up every morning and see him by my side, and I want to spend the rest of my life making him happy. Oh Allah, please bless me with him, and let our love be a shining example to the world. Ameen.. 💕✨

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Sometimes, I just wanted to run away, to escape, to be lost, to go somewhere unknown and never come back.

But turns out, I really just want someone to find me, to be known, to exist, to feel like I belong. To someone, to a place, to a certain moment, to someone's world and memories.

I wanted to be even just a speck of moments in someone's life.