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[kravenknight]

Will be the reason

May my death be the reason that my friends will reunite and may my death be the end of my agony. I may invisible to others and frequently rejected. Mostly by the people I love and I thought would be a group of friends that will support me. But the only thing I got was comments of me just being emotional about nothing, comments about my problems got nothing compared to the problems they are facing, or the things I'm crying out are just too small for me to consider way too big. I'm sick! I want to end it all. Everytime I open up it hurts. Everytime I try to love someone I got rejected. Is this the entertainment everybody enjoys? Me being so down and making them so superior? Am I born just to treat you because you fucking said so? Am I born to love and end up with a knife in every corner of my heart. Am I born to feel like I'm everybody's bitch to push around? If so Fuck You! I may be no one but I hope my death will be a party for the people I thought would be part of my family and a lounge to flirt. I'm done being no one, so I will be the reason ya'll will be reunited and steal the person I love. You win! I get it! I AM NOT DESTINED TO BE HAPPY!

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I want to tell you I love you so badly but at the same time I don't want you gone.

From my Desperate Heart

[kravenknight]

Behold one of the wonderful creation of God! An awesome sight to witness. From the farm of The Tandog Residence. A sunset is the perfect evidence to prove that not all endings are ugly. Don't be sad that it ended, Be happy because it happened. We must enjoy every bit of our lives. The problems are the reasons we enjoy a little break. We will never appriciate the light without darkeness. We will never enjoy Warm without cold. And more importantly we will never enjoy our blessings without hardships. Fight is on! We are never alone! God is with us! Have Faith! Have Hope! Chin Up! Stay Strong! #Mawab #PhotographyLevel1 #WeCan #ICan #YouCan

[kravenknight]

Behold one of the wonderful creation of God! An awesome sight to witness. From the farm of The Tandog Residence. A sunset is the perfect evidence to prove that not all endings are ugly. Don't be sad that it ended, Be happy because it happened. We must enjoy every bit of our lives. The problems are the reasons we enjoy a little break. We will never appriciate the light without darkeness. We will never enjoy Warm without cold. And more importantly we will never enjoy our blessings without hardships. Fight is on! We are never alone! God is with us! Have Faith! Have Hope! Chin Up! Stay Strong! #Mawab #PhotographyLevel1 #WeCan #ICan #YouCan

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Beauty is in the eyes of the beholder. #PhotographyLevel1

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Life is beautiful. You just have to find the right angle to capture the best of it. #PhotographyLevel1 #Perpective

[kravenknight]

Inhale Confidence, exhale Doubt.

-From my Desperate Heart

[kravenknight]

Don't feel bad if they only remember you in time that they need you. You must feel privilaged for they remember you as a candle in thier time of darkness.

From my weeping Heart

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No one cares until it's too late.

-From my Dying Heart

[kravenknight]

A person who hates everyone now, once love someone too much.

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I acted like it wasn't a big deal. When it really was breaking my heart.

[kravenknight]

I wanna be ok T_T

Everyday I wake up in the morning. Praying, then Grabed my phone trying to see if there is someone who remembers me by saying "Morning" or "GoodMorning". But still nobody does and still I roll to the side of my bed. Sitting down, staring at the ground, thinking and convincing myself that one day everything will change. One day there will be one person who will wake me up with calls and text saying "GoodMorning" or "wanna go out?". Yea, I still believe that one day something will change. But I realize things wont change if I, myself won't change. So I try to change. I wake up everyday with no attachments. Not thinking if someone text, chatted or called me. If I go out I won't mind If I'm alone. But therr is that pain in my chest that I can't get it out or cry it out. That pain of watching your friends outwalk on you because you seems changed. The type that I don't talk much or smile. But I hope there would be someone who would recognize my worth.

[kravenknight]

People Only Care When it's too Late

People only care when it's too late. But when the person who has the problem, you just laughed and said, "That's nothing compared to my problems". Then if that person just took his/her life, suddenly you cared? Wow! How wonderful. You have done nothing to prevent those from happening but you claim that you cared? You care because you laughed at his/her problem? Is that you being concern? You care because you compared the things you have been through and his/her problem are nothing compared to yours? Is that you being concern? The person can end it's pain through suicide, but it's not his/her fault. he/She is just tired thats all. But you have done NOTHING to ease that up, instead you belittle his/her problem and have done nothing.

Suicide is ending the victim's pain but through this he/she will leave pain in the hearts of those people who truly cared.

[kravenknight]

Love hurts? Love more until it hurts no more.

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