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It's bleak

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Any good documentaries or resources on trains and the rail industry as a tool of colonialism?

probably man

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i’m le.arning so many rules toda📝y

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love my pumpkin

scary my pumpkin

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the rest of sly 2 awawa wawawa good morning

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just had a youtube video pop up in my recommendations and its literally just people saying the N word over and over again. great job youtube

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why are you guys relating to this specifically. is this just what being 14 years old is like for everyone

when I was like 14 I almost made a rap about html and css. i wrote like 3 bars and realized that I would deeply regret it if I continued. life saving foresight

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it is not fair to yourself or anyone else to have to deal with your stagnation as an individual and your limp dick excuses for not even trying to treat people better, learn new concepts and behaviors and learn how to respect people you do not understand. didn't learn it in school? learn now. you are the only one stopping yourself

we need to have a conversation about unlearning helplessness in your twenties. you cannot be reaching this age and refusing to make changes to things well within your control at this point. obviously there are circumstances that actually do leave some people helpless but most of what you are saying is something you (yes, You) can overcome if you have any amount of discipline and actually like give a shit about doing better. I know it is hard. ask for help if you need it, there are people who also want to see you do better if you are willing to put forth the effort. this is a general sweeping statement that mainly pertains to social behaviors, I am not referring to disabilities mental or otherwise (e.g. oh you have depression? get over it.) that's your one and only clarification on this matter. anyways humans are greatly capable of change I think you just need to practice potentially with some assistance

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we need to have a conversation about unlearning helplessness in your twenties. you cannot be reaching this age and refusing to make changes to things well within your control at this point. obviously there are circumstances that actually do leave some people helpless but most of what you are saying is something you (yes, You) can overcome if you have any amount of discipline and actually like give a shit about doing better. I know it is hard. ask for help if you need it, there are people who also want to see you do better if you are willing to put forth the effort. this is a general sweeping statement that mainly pertains to social behaviors, I am not referring to disabilities mental or otherwise (e.g. oh you have depression? get over it.) that's your one and only clarification on this matter. anyways humans are greatly capable of change I think you just need to practice potentially with some assistance

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playing SLY 2: BAND OF THIEVES before work. awawa. hiiii

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playing SLY 2: BAND OF THIEVES before work. awawa. hiiii

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updated with a little section about agender. I'm still fine with he/they as a fall back but I'm trying to make a push for name/title which I vastly prefer

kygerbearr intro post

wee woo warning this blog contains 18+ material follow at your own risk

ref sheet by maned-dog hi it me i'm the kyle (kyger) bearr. kygerbearr. feel free to call me Bear or Kyger. I like to play videogames and talk about videogames. I am agender. no pronouns please (use name or title) regarding cw and tw tags please refer to this post

did you know I stream on twitch and youtube? i might be live right now

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and while I don't think anyone is going to read it like that, I would like to state for the record that I am not saying it/its is dehumanizing inherently, I'm saying *I personally would feel dehumanized by being referred to by it/its* (it's a post about myself, obviously I am talking exclusively about myself)

I think I need to stop being lowkey about the agender thing cuz I like being considered masc but I don't like being perceived as A Man and have that erase any of what being agender means to me. I don't want whatever cis-sona your perception has made about me for you. I do not want to be perceived as having a gender just because I'm masc, it's not that easy for me so why should you get to have it easy for yourself. like I make ends meet by accepting he/they but that doesn't mean I want to be lumped in as a guy or nonbinary because it's literally *I do not want gender*, not "I'll settle for less male"

(and no, I do not want to be called an "it" in any capacity, I'm still first and foremost a human and I fight tooth and nail every day to continue to be called one)

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I think I need to stop being lowkey about the agender thing cuz I like being considered masc but I don't like being perceived as A Man and have that erase any of what being agender means to me. I don't want whatever cis-sona your perception has made about me for you. I do not want to be perceived as having a gender just because I'm masc, it's not that easy for me so why should you get to have it easy for yourself. like I make ends meet by accepting he/they but that doesn't mean I want to be lumped in as a guy or nonbinary because it's literally *I do not want gender*, not "I'll settle for less male"

(and no, I do not want to be called an "it" in any capacity, I'm still first and foremost a human and I fight tooth and nail every day to continue to be called one)

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I'm cute and it's tuesday