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I identify so much with Armand I should probably be sectioned. He’s a walking trauma response. Just triggered all the time. Triggered so much it’s just his state of being. It’s part of “enduring”. Sense of self absolutely obliterated. Turns everything into a weird elaborate self harm ritual. Wants nothing more than someone to take his face in their hands and say “oh you poor helpless thing. go rest while I clean up this mess you made”. Also believes, if he lets go of control for a single second, the earth will break open and swallow him whole immediately. Autistic. Trans (sorry Assad told me this one himself). Recreating the same traumas over and over and over and over for no discernible reason. For no reason other than the pain is all you have left. It’s all you can remember.

Weird creature parading around as a man but something’s off. Not quite right. Passive to the point you let down the people you love. Doomed by the narrative that you wrote and directed. A needy bottomless pit.

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oh no OH NO *ties a tourniquet* HES LOOSING BLOOD FAST *rubs defibrillators together* WE NEED TEN KILOS OF ERIC BOGOSIAN SITTING ON HIS FACE SO IT ALL FLOODS DOWN *camera pans to sobbing family members*

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Armand is so me like yeah baby you work in that coven for 300 years and I serve boneless wings at a bowling alley, one in the same

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disregard.

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“Goodbye my friend, it’s hard to die.”

“Goodbye papa please pray for me.”

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Been thinking about this lesmand fanart by @fruitgravies for the past 3 days, so have a quickie that's sorta? inspired by it <3

Also on Bsky!

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"I'm the quiet you've been longing for."

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“Who am I, Louis? Am I my history I have endured?Am I the job I do not want? I do not know anymore…No one has painted me in over 400 years”

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“you are mine, beautiful boy.”

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I NEED THAT FUCKING MAN I NEED THAY MAN I NEED HIM NEED NEED NEED HE PLAUGES MY MIND LIKE A DEGENERATIVE DISEASE I AM NOT WORTHY IM REVERTING BACK TO MY MIDDLE SCHOOL FANBOY SELF FOR THIS ONE VAMPIRE IVE LATCHED ONTO NEED NEED NEED YAY YAY YAY

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I don't know...I need more ArmandxDaniel scenes..🫩(I need them to kiss)

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“The vampire is bored”

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Armand Cradlerobberde Romanus

the great thing about the devil’s minion is that it’s a testament to the fact that there really is a perfect person for everyone who will love you not in spite of all the fucked up things about you but because of them

and all you have to do is wait 500 years to find them

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Adult shows don’t know how to make merch any more; all they know is obscenely warped portrait of cast member made into throw pillow, can opener with overused quote, millennial humor collage t shirt, metal poster

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Do you think he ever washed that thing? Or did he just occasionally stand in the rain like a sad, wet bat till he smelled a little less 10 cans of bounce that ass

Much to think about, much to ponder

"The end. The beginning..." (1.01 | 2.08)

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I’ve drawn so many studies of JUST iwtv kisses. im obsessed and i think it needs to happen more, this is my calling actually, update you when the cutie mark of vampire smut shows up

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“Oh, there it isss….The half-blank, half-apocalyptic look”

He’s so pretty when he fights with his coked up boyfriend I love my cancelled wife <3