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Keith x Touch Starved Reader Headcanons.

Sorry for the long wait for any kind of update, a lot of things have happened to me in the past year in the spirit of 2020. Hope you enjoy this short piece, of course its Keith LOL. Like it, share it and let me know what you think if you want~

Neither of you truly know how to interact with each other at first. Keith is also an incredibly touch starved person. Plus he's only really comfortable hugging and touching people he's comfortable with.

Until he becomes more confident as a person in the later stages of the war, a lot of romantic interaction would probably need to be initiated by his s/o.

However once you both begin to progress in your relationship he loves getting to hold your hand and hug you. Being close in general just reminds him that you’re alive and healthy. He’s seen a lot of death and destruction, knowing you are okay is imperative to his peace of mind.

He loves to cuddle after exceptionally difficult missions. Once he takes a shower and is comfortable, he likes to just hold on to you.

A lot of the relationship is figuring out the other's boundaries. He doesn’t want to overstep too quickly and make you uncomfortable. But as time goes on hugs get longer, more casual brushes against each other's skin as you walk together, more drowning in each other as you watch an Earth movie Pidge magically procured.

He tries to pay attention to the little ques that you use to tell him you want to cuddle if you aren’t good at expressing yourself. At first he's a bit oblivious to it, but when it comes to the people he cares about he tries hard to pay attention. Affection eventually becomes second nature.

He wants to make you feel as loved as possible.

He isn’t very good at expressing himself verbally so he often turns to physical affection. Sometimes he likes to be held too. In the quiet of one of your rooms, where it's only the two of you. He likes it when you brush your fingers through his hair or softly rub your thumb against his arm. It helps to calm some of the nightmares he has.

Also he loves it when your limbs are tangled in the morning. Listening to your breathing and just getting to enjoy being in your presence.

He’s super careful about initiating kisses at first. He almost never does, and if he does it's usually a quick peck. As he gets a little more sure of himself he’ll love to kiss you in the private areas of the ship, away from prying eyes. He might eventually get comfortable enough to kiss you goodbye in front of the others.

Keith obviously craves some form of closeness throughout the series. He hugs his teammates and his mother fairly easily, albeit sometimes slightly awkwardly.

He understands what it's like not to have always been given the amount of physical comfort as needed. He’ll be patient with his s/o and will most likely be overcoming a lot of his own personal challenges. But once he’s comfortable expect lots of hugs and cuddles!

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I started reading Six of Crows and can I just say Kaz Brekker has already stolen my heart 💖

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Elves, Elves have taken over my life 😭

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I started writing for Voltron and I was wondering if you'd give me a shout out? (@voltron-lover1200

Of course! I’m always happy to help fellow writers ^ .^, go give @voltron-lover1200 some love and support everyone!

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While I haven’t been working a lot on writing recently (sadly). Heres something I have been working on.

My “Keithchain” lol, I’m hoping to possibly turn this into a keychain. Inspired by Keith being the cutest pouty boy while drinking a Capri sun. 

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Officially adding more!

Hey guys, long time no see lol.

I apologize for overly extended absence, I’m a 19 year old who is currently the bread winner in her family and a full time college student T.T. Life has been pretty crazy but I really miss my blog.

I decided that while I still have a ton of Voltron requests to write and sort through. ( And I’ll continue to do so) I’m going to officially say that I will start writing for more fandoms!

This is what this blog was intended to be from the very beginning.So without further adieu here are the fandoms I will add for requests for now. 

Batfam (to the best of my ability, I only recently started reading the comics ^ ^;)

Naruto

Red Queen by Victoria Aveyard

Avatar the Last Airbender

And I’ll add more to this list as I think of more, or if you have a question on a fandom I would write for let me know! 

This doesn’t guarantee anything, as this is a blog done when I have the free time to enjoy myself. But I love making things people enjoy.

Just a reminder that at the moment I don’t write smut.

 I don’t do canon character shipping, I am an x Reader blog!  

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Me crawling out of the depths of hell to wish Shiro a Happy Birthday 🥳

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Happy Birthday, Shiro!

It’s the first actual leap year Feb. 29th since 2016 so he can finally have his real birthday, poor guy XD To celebrate, here is a repost of my favorite Shiro bday pic trio, plus a brand new one for 2020!

Happy birthday, Space Dad!

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Happy Birthday Keith

I know I've been really silently recently, mostly do to my busy schedule. But I wanted to wish a very happy birthday to my special boy.

Happy happy birthday Keith, from across the galaxy and back, may all your birthday wishes be true ♡

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Lance Relationship Headcanons after s8

Hello Anon, sorry it only took me 8 months to finish this. I started this in January and finally finished it T.T Sorry if its not what you hoped for after all this time, if you’re still paying attention to my blog. Another shortish piece but I hope you enjoy. -I think that after the show Lance would definitely need some time for major healing. Which is what's nice about his quiet life on the farm. It gives him exactly what he needs to mend what was ripped away.

-He’ll never be fully okay, but that doesn’t mean he’s broken either. Lance is an incredibly strong person. 

-If he were to find someone else, most likely they would have to be able to balance giving him space while also softly pursuing him. I don’t feel like he would go chasing after any relationships the way he has in the past.

-He’s settled into a rather calm life, so most likely someone who fits into that life style. Maybe someone from his past that he knew before Voltron was formed. They would also probably have to be relatively independent, but more than willing to give him the affection he needs.

-I’m sure he’d carry some kind of trauma with him that would make him fear losing someone he loves again. Who ever he finds love with would have to reassure him that they won’t disappear on him. It might take awhile for him to climb over this fear.

-Getting into any form of an official relationship would be hard at first. He would most likely be fighting the idea that he was somehow betraying Allura or disrespecting her memory. I think he would talk to Shiro or Hunk about it though in those moments, and they’d remind him that all she’d want is for him to be happy.

-Whoever he is with would also have to acknowledge the pain he’s been through and be okay with the fact that a part of him will always be in love with Allura. They aren’t there to replace her, but to bring Lance something he deserves, unconditional love.

-It would be quite days helping him around the farm. Listening to him tell the most absurd stories of his time in space. Playing around and having fun with him, because in his heart he’s still a goofball. 

-Visiting Allura’s memorial with Lance and getting the chance to speak with her. Asking for her blessing and telling her all they want is to bring Lance back his smile. And somehow I think they would just know that she accepted the idea.

-They would be able to meet the other paladins and would have to get along with them well in order for Lance to be serious about the relationship moving forward. They are his second family and it wouldn’t due to have a significant other who couldn’t be around them.

-It would also be sleepless nights, reassuring Lance after countless nightmares from experiences in war. The parts of him not a lot of people ever got to see. Making sure that in those times he felt safe, and loved.

-They would also have to get along well with his actual family, and like to be around children to an extent. After all there are a lot of them in his family, and they are all incredibly important to him.

-He’d probably end up taking them with him to some of the planets he once went to during his travels. Showing them the parts of his stories first hand that he remembers most fondly. They would meet the Arusians, Balmerans, Alteans, and the Mermaids. And don’t doubt for a second he’d find a way to show them around the Marmoran bases, even if they aren’t what they used to be.

-Mostly a relationship with Lance after season eight would take time, and patience. Someone who is willing to listen and understand. Not push him where he shouldn’t be and be considerate of what he’s been through. Someone who will remind him of his worth everyday and reassure him that they won’t be leaving anytime soon.  

-It would take quite a while for him to consider a relationship again. But I think that if he felt strongly enough for someone he could. While I don’t believe he could ever entirely move on from his love for Allura, I do believe his heart is more than big enough to love another eventually.

-Just give him time,love and happiness. As is what he deserves.

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Midnight Photos (Keith x Reader)

This was a small idea I had a long time ago and randomly got some inspiration to write it. Its pretty short so sorry about that. For the century I’ve been gone I know its not much lol. Keith’s bed never felt colder to him than on this night. His communicator screen glowed in front of him leaving the orange light to bounce off his face, and reflect in his eyes. Even though tonight was a quiet night, his head was as loud as ever as he scrolled through his photo log. Only one thing was ever stalled on. His hundreds of photos of you, that you of course forced him to take once upon a time. 

“Come on Keith, you never know what will happen. If someday we aren’t there for each other I want something to remember each other by.” He could hear your voice in the back of his head constantly nagging him through your years of knowing each other. He absolutely loathed having his picture taken, especially during those times you chose to take the worst photos. How many times he had been caught mid bite or doing something else awkward. You adored every single one though, and he couldn’t hate your smile. So he let you, and of course you had him take plenty of photos of you too.

It was something he was thankful for now, in the quiet creaking of the Marmoran ship he found himself on. The dead of night, when most would be resting excluding the night watch. And in the loneliness of the night he wished only for you to be there with him, to cheer him on through this war.

He couldn’t imagine what you were doing now. If you were worried sick over him, waiting for him to return to wherever you believed he left to.  A part of his stomach turned at the thought of you believing he willingly abandoned you. Were you still doing as well in the Garrison as you had been before he disappeared into oblivion? Or maybe you were with your parents right now, taking comfort from their company. 

What if the Galra had found earth?

If they did would you be safe?

Were you alive and healthy?

Every thought ate away at him as he stared at your smiling face. It was a picture of the two of you during your first official day at the Garrison. Your mother had taken it, telling you guys that it would be a day to remember forever. In fact he was pretty sure this exact picture was currently hanging on a wall in your living room, right beside the couch.

He had known you since before the Garrison, before Shiro had changed his life forever. You always were the perfect bright eyed student. Going to the Garrison was your dream far before he had even considered it. He always cared very little for school. It was mostly mindless and bitterly boring to him. 

He stopped on another image, this time of you giving bunny ears over Keith’s shoulder while he had his arms crossed with a cake in front of him. It was his birthday, and of course your family had insisted on throwing him a small party in celebration.

Your family had all but adopted him after the incident with his father. While not being his legal guardians, your parents took it upon themselves to care for him. Bought him gifts, spent time helping him with homework, made sure he was eating well.

How were they holding up?

Did they hate him for leaving behind their child?

He missed your mom’s home cooked meals. Your dad’s cringy humor. The warmth of a family like yours. Without the team, it was hard to find that kind of warmth.

Finally he stopped on the most recent photo of you two. It was dated over six months ago now, the two of you in pj's at his little shack. Your homework was spread out around you and he was looking at some kind of manual. The large smile on your face made his chest hurt. When would he get to see that smile in person again? Would he ever get to? Or would he die in this war without the chance, leaving you all alone on earth without an explanation.

No matter what it took, he had to keep fighting. He had to see that smile, explain to you what happened, tell you crazy stories of aliens. He could almost imagine you punching him in the shoulder in disbelief telling him to shut up. You would love traveling through space, and you would do well communicating with all the different species. You always had such a way with people. He had to take you to these different planets.

He would stop the Galra, and create a safe universe for you.

As he stared at the glow of his screen, his resolve hardened.

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Catastrophize Benedictine

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Shiro x Reader with insomnia

This is just a short little diddly doo, but I hope you enjoy it <3. I’m dealing with a cruddy bout of insomnia rn so I feel it.

-At the beginning your insomnia is a well kept secret you hide from Shiro. He has so much on his shoulders and you really don’t want to concern him with your own issues.

-He doesn’t notice the bags under your eyes at first. But when a particularly bad bout of insomnia hits you it's difficult not to. He doesn’t ask you about it yet though, he hopes that if something were wrong you’d come to him of your own volition.

-But then you start falling asleep at random places, at random times. And your reaction times during training begin to slow down. Then you start getting dazed and spaced out during the day. His concern just continues to grow because he’s worried for your health.

-Once he finally asks you if everything is alright, you just pass it off as not sleeping well enough. And he gets frustrated because this has been going on longer than a week or two at this point. Was there something else going on that you just didn’t trust him enough to tell him?

-Of course it isn’t until one night he wakes up from his own nightmares that he sees you sitting up, quietly reading under the light glow of your tablet, reduced as not to bother him. He asks you what your doing up and you just tell him you couldn’t sleep. He takes your tablet from your hand and grabs you into his arms. He makes you cuddle with him and tells you to sleep. And to your benefit you try, it's just hard. His breathing evens out before yours. Finally your mind gets bored enough that you drift off to sleep too.

-Then more incidents happen of him catching you awake at hours you shouldn’t be. He would come back from a mission in the middle of the night and there you are awake. He would come back from training and you’d be awake. He’d wake up in the middle of the night and you were awake.

-It wasn’t long before he finally realized this was something more than a small passing faze.

“Alright (y/n) no more passing it off, I know something’s wrong. Why are you almost always up so late at night?”

“I told you I just have trouble sleeping.”

“It’s more than that.”

“...”

-You sigh and look him in the eye. He’s pleading with you to tell him, you can feel it.

-You finally spill everything to him. That you’ve had insomnia for years and couldn’t remember the last time you had a full nights sleep. You were just used to it by now. Getting four hours of sleep at night was doing good for you. He frowns looking at you.

-It frustrates him that you wouldn’t tell him this. He wants to take care of you. When he asks you why you didn’t say anything to him and you tell him you just didn’t want to worry him, a strange feeling settles in his chest. A sadness that he hated. Did you think that you were a bother to him like this?

-He certainly understood having trouble sleeping. With all of the nightmares he has on the regular about his time in the Galra’s hands. So he tells you about his own troubles, in hopes that you’ll feel more comfortable telling him in the future.

-He takes you in his arms again and holds you tighter to him.

-He tries things said to help with insomnia after this. Drinking teas that hunk figures out how to make for you, inviting you to do cardio with him to tire you out, making sure your not consume too much caffeine, and sometimes other fun activities ( ͡° ͜ʖ ͡°) .

-When he wakes up to you still awake, he’ll take hold of you and talk until you start getting tired too. Even if he’s exhausted from working, he just wants you to be okay.

-Shiro is one of the most understanding and patient characters, no matter how much time it takes he will be by your side.

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blog goals: making someone feel a little less sad

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Whatever it takes (Lotor x Reader) Season 8 spoilers.

This is not connected to Too different just to be clear lol.

This was literally just something that spilled out with the thirty minutes i have before work starts. Sorry that its so short. It didn’t come out exactly as I wanted so hopefully you still enjoy.

The consuming tortures of everyday life were too dreadful anymore.

You had always known a part of yourself was melted away in the damage of his thoughts. He was a strong presence even in death. Always seeking new things, always reaching for more. His hunger for knowledge was never diminished in the life you knew him in.

Now everything was diminished. Rattled and wrinkled melting away into absolute nothingness. And you, left in the wake of it all to cry and scream. To bubble up in pain of never having something ever again once it was truly lost. This time it was truly lost.

His mother watched on as you crawled in to the hangar of his ship bawling, silently trying to reach out a hand and grasp on to the thread of life that might still inhabit him. There was nothing but the silence of his empty vessel. He had loved you once, that was why you were here in the first place. He had loved you once, and you had loved him too. And now he was dead, lost to the tyrannical grasp of the universe, and to the war he was bred in.

Life loved to rip you apart and watch. You were sure that it was getting a wonderful show now as you quaked over the body of your dead lover. Your hand slowly caressing the side of his shriveled face. The quintessence destroyed his body, left him nearly unrecognizable. But this was the body you had touched so many times before, that you watched everyday for decaphoebes. The man stronger than anything you knew was crumpled and laid wasting into absolute nothing.

The warm tears spilled down your face and onto your lips allowing you to taste them, pooling into a cruel flavor of melancholy like you had never known before. You stared into his now forever closed eyes.

Was there anyway to bring back something so truly lost?

“I will find a way to bring him back.” Her voice ringed out from behind you, Honerva. The woman that for so long Lotor hated and yet longed for. His mother stood over your shoulder watching as you grieve. Her eyebrows furrowed and face strong. There was a determination there that you could not touch even if you wanted to. You believed her.

“You loved him once, and he loved you. If my son meant half as much to you as you meant to him then help me to bring him back.”

You stared at her for a good long moment, a quiver in your eyes where hers held strength. She stared at you hard as no answer left your lips but she could feel the confusion radiating off of you. So she left you there to think, and process. Her back turning away and disappearing into another corridor of the building you resided in.

You turned your head back to stare at the body of the one you loved so much. Your heart squeezed as if someone was restricting the life straight out of your body. This had to be some kind of cruel joke. Some bad dream your mind had horribly conjured up to mess with you. Soon you would be awake back in his arms, warm and loved. Never would you have to think about this horrible event. You would tell Lotor all about the awful dream you had, and he would laugh at you and tell you that everything was fine. That he would not be going anywhere.

You stroked his hand, that now looked so weak and fragile. The hands that so masterfully wielded many weapons into battle, and then caressed you into the night. As it stood, they would never be able to do so to you again but you could change all of that.

You couldn’t imagine how Lotor would respond if he knew you were tagging up with the witch but you needed him. This universe was too cruel and cold without him beside you. Without him you felt the very foundation of existence crumble now that he was no longer there to hold it together.

Everything had to change.

Taking his hand up to your lip, you kissed his hand and held it there. Taking a deep breath, holding on to his presence for a little longer. Memorizing these few moments in order to give you strength for what was to come.

You placed his hand on your forehead.

“I promise my love, I will bring you back to me, No matter the cost.”

You took one more second inside of the Sincline, before you wiped your tears away. There was no time for crying. You had work to do. This was why the witch brought you here. Now you would follow her wherever she went, as long as it was meant to save him.

Walking down and out the hallway, you kept your chin high and stride confident. She faced away from you as she stared around at the mechs being created by the Alteans, the people he had loved. When she heard the echo of your footsteps she turned and examined you.

“So, what will your answer be then child?” Her voice was not harsh but it was commanding. The kind that told you she had no patience for dawdling.

“Whatever it takes, I’ll help you. Let’s bring him back to us.” There was no shaking or quivering to your tone, despite the dark feeling growing inside of your stomach now.

“Excellent, you will assist me in everything you know.” Then she turned away from you again and walked away, expecting you to follow.

This was what you wanted wasn’t it? To have Lotor back and in your arms. There was no universe without him right?

Yet your heart felt heavy as you listened to her footsteps, forbidding in what was to truly come.  

This was what Lotor would have wanted, right?