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there was one grave difference between the two twins despite their shared traumas , an existence being forced to perform as one and the same ; star moved on and laken never could . the wounds left behind by the betrayal his mother had committed too deep , internalised rage at his biological family for the rejection and abandonment . he might have been raised by his other dad for twelve years but for some reason it still seared that the one who he shared dna with didn't want to know him , not even meet him . he had lost his dad twice . once when he died and once when he realised he had never been his dad at all , each good memory and all that love simply tainted and twisted around in his head feeling like another part of his mothers manipulation . could you love someone and hate them at the same time ? he knew that in a sense it was childish and that all those memories and feelings still mattered , the underlying happiness that ran through those early years always sneaked smiles by the fletcher husband , quality time spent talking or watching movies with sneaked sweets behind the backs of all seeing wife . laken was easy to break , the delicate balance of his repression seeming to be targeted and touched on in the most unsuspecting moments but right then , he isn't going to cry . he leans back and his fingers grip tightly onto the counter as he watches the brown haired man begin pouring the juice , the lilting sound as it splashes seeming to consume him until suddenly he lets out a semi laugh and shakes his head , swallowing . " your role ? you don't know anything about her . you don't know anything about either of us but you're standing in this kitchen playing some bullshit character just like everyone else in our lives , " the projection far too real , he had branded jessie long ago as nothing but trouble and although most of the time he seemed to remain on the outskirts of his sisters bad decisions , this was pushing his buttons ( which wasn't hard ) . he's still shaking his head , " the best thing you can do for my sister is just leave her alone and not be the next loser she gets to crash and burn with . don't you see all the things that have happened ? " not one to be protective , usually the other way around where he leaves star to disappear into infamy with whomever or whatever she has her eyes set on but jessie's prompting had made him flip a switch the way he always did when pushed too far , behaviour becoming strange under pressure . " you know what happens when you're not wanted as a child … when you don't get to live your life … shrek is really the least of your worries because you turn into a fucked up person who makes all the wrong choices … and there's no one there to pick up the pieces , " he's warning , judgement against star rife with misconception but this was the way he always saw it . he saw himself as someone who stuck to what he knew , he was so careful that he held himself back constantly while star was frighteningly herself . it scared him to wonder what her and jessie might do , memories of maddox in that news article forever scorched into his mind .
jessie could be a very dramatic person when he wanted to . ( hell , sometimes even when he didn't want to be . ) either way , the clear change in mood was a little surprising to the male . truth , he didn't really actually know laken . he didn't know 𝐀𝐍𝐘𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 about the blonde or how he reacted to things . the two of them not really having much interactions in the time they'd known the other to exist . to jessie , laken was 𝐍𝐎𝐓𝐇𝐈𝐍𝐆 but star's twin brother . he had no other thoughts or concerns for the guy . that could've sounded a bit harsh or 𝐂𝐎𝐋𝐃 but he was sure laken himself would agree that they both didn't give the other too much thought . that they didn't really feel much concern for the other . ⏤ of course , that being said . jessie did like getting reactions out of people . stated time and time again , it didn't really matter to him the type of reaction he got . he just wanted it . he wanted something . there was this rush that ran through him whenever he did it . feeling as though his words had some kind of 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐓 , the he was important enough , that he mattered . . . was that the truth ? it could've been or it very easily wasn't the case at all . something jessie also came to the realization of . the feeling , it faded even quicker than the initial feeling . it was 𝐅𝐋𝐄𝐄𝐓𝐈𝐍𝐆 but he still ate it up every single time . ❛ wow , i really hit a nerve , didn't i ? ❜ raising an eyebrow at the other , there was a bit of confusion on the males face . the only times he really became interested in getting to know someone . wanting a deeper look . . . it always having something to do with his 𝐎𝐖𝐍 selfish intentions . his own curiosity . wanting to know how and why people ticked the way they did so he'd have some sort of advantage . ( credit to his every growing , undying and almost suffocating worthy trust issues . ) and probably a million other issues he had . a need for an upper hand in situations that didn't even require it . ❛ are you about to cry ? ❜ less of a concern and more of curiosity . pulling out some juice from the refrigerator . juice that he had bought and put in there in the first place . jessie poured himself a glass , seemingly very 𝐔𝐍𝐀𝐅𝐅𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐄𝐃 by the others reactions or words . ❛ guess i'm just playing my role . assuming your sister told you about our little nuptials . a quickie divorce or i guess annulment and it never happened but who would i be if before i left completely , i let her live in all this . ❜ jessie motioned around , star's disorganized home . ❛ really though , you have some deep seeded trauma with shrek or something ? it's okay , this is a safe place . ❜ the words more than likely untrue .
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he couldn't help but laugh , the sound bright and powerful as it floats out into the air . his joy was often contagious , not just a passing bout of laughter but a deeper feeling that could envelop those around him . " don't talk to me about star . this is why i waited until 24 to lose my virginity and that ended terrible … " not really going into details about how he had ended up in an awful triangle the previous year . it was all in the past now although still somewhat haunting alongside over awkward entanglements he was still trying to make sense of in his overcrowded brain . " i think i'm good … too scared … i might find out things about me that i didn't even know and that will only make my brain explode , " he claims although realistically , he knows there isn't much out there which he hasn't read about him or awfully , his sister . " on the side ? don't you have enough to deal with … that big name of yours haunting you forever ? " he's just joking but he does wonder how it feels to be from such a huge famous family . laken only had one sibling and a couple of halves and that was more than enough family to send his head spinning … especially with his supposed momager sniffing around .
"Yes. You play it very close to the vest that makes people wonder what kind of lover you would. be. Plus, the whole idol culture that surrounds fame provides more material to the unseen. I bet there’s some interesting wattpad stories about Star on the internet..” she chuckled softly. Laken was so different to his sister; the two seemed to live on entirely different planets for a softer and kinder blonde sat before her. “My laptop is on the bed, go and search a little. What’s the worst thing that could happen? You find a story about you being the man who inspired lemonade. I bet I could asked Aunt P if she had any connection that can get you a meeting with Beyonce.” Madeline pondered the thought before plopping dramatically onto the couch. “vibing? N i c e.” Madeline cocked her head to the side with a furrowed brow. “Oh you know me, just chilling.” She mocked. “..and trying to vet someone to manage on the side. I’m growing bored of only managing myself.”
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from where he was sitting , he noticed the presence of the brunette before she actually spoke . he would recognise his close friend almost anywhere , eyes bright at the sight … always happy to be surrounded by people he cared about . a daydreamer , a lot of the time he didn't think too far into things , " or it could be like a big treasure hunt . maybe we're meant to tag team and go hunting for a huge prize that we can take home , " he suggests , dismounting from his original position although in all honesty , he was pretty clueless as to what was going on . murder just didn't seem likely .
“So what pray tell are we doing here?” Freya questioned as she made her way towards the blonde in hopes he had any idea what was going on. She had answered a cryptic message, one she assumed was spam and found herself standing next to one of her closest friends. “Or did you also get a vague message to meet out in the middle of nowhere? Are we gonna get murdered? Because this is not the outfit I would have chosen to die in.”
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laken and felicity went way back , their history spanning from child stardom until present and for that reason , he always saw her as someone worth his time . while he was often fleeting with his friendships , in and out and all around … he was good at heart . seeing her there all by herself and gesturing , he quickly launched his way over , no hesitation as he leaned in and grabbed her planting a wet and slobbery kiss on her cheek . laken wasn't drunk , hardly a drinker in comparison to most , sobriety important to him and the out of control feeling that alcohol gave not one that suited . " it's good to see you . feels like forever . hope i'm not interrupting but i just feel like i have to steal you away . you know … this evening is magnetic and we're being pulled together , " he blathered on .
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felicity should have known better than to think she could go completely incognito tonight, naivety getting the best of her. as she nursed what had to be her third drink of the night at the hole in the wall bar she came across, a man approached her that knew exactly who she was and while she wasn't one to turn down free drinks, she certainly didn't want to hear the guy blabbering. "right." she said with a smile, chiming in to whatever god awful story he was telling as she practically glued the martini glass to her lips, chugging from the glass as she scrunched up her nose for a moment before pulling away and clearing her throat, brow raising when she noticed a familiar face, mouthing a simple 'help' towards them.
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a flash in the pan was an accurate description of most of his relationships but he would always hold a specific fondness for bristol . catching her bright gaze , hair dripping with chlorinated water , " avoiding you ? i would never . i'd never live it down , " a fair amount of calm in comparison to normal , recent weeks seeming to be a lull in his normal bouncy lifestyle as he figured out his next move . standing thee in his red swim shorts , it wasn't a time for thoughts deep enough to make his head whir so instead his face simply lit up with a boyish grin … " plus i can't get too close to anyone near the water else i might suddenly get the crazy urge to fling them in … and then i'll get told off . "
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a social butterfly to her core . for the last two hours , you could not say bristol had stayed in the same place or with the same group for more than twenty minutes at a time . emerging from the pool , bright eyed and ready to make another round through the party she pulled her sweater over her , no regard for the fact she was still soaked in chlorine . eyes scanning the area when she catches a familiar figure not too far off . skipping over , her arm intertwines with his , bright smile to match the look in her hazel hues . " have you been hiding from me or something , mr. fletcher ? " she asks with a play on a pout surfacing . bristol having always gravitated toward laken , for as long as she could seemingly remember . a friend before and after the little blip of a relationship that transpired between the two . almost seemingly a fever dream to the singer . ( @lakenfletcher )
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laken , often fazed by life itself but never by specific people and their lifestyles , just nodded and grinned at the words leaving the others lips . the dark haired woman was speaking and it wasn't too far off random things his sister would say . " ahoy , me matey … sounds like a good time is afoot , " he spoke enthusiastically . tone shifting with a shrug of the shoulders when she asked about his weekend . he hadn't been up to anything in particular , " nothing much , just watching tv … snacking … the norm , " he really had been doing the norm , a break between projects as he figured out what the next offer to accept was . it would be the first time in a while he and his sister were working completely apart .
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"then he was like i am so bored of my girl and i was like shock right, he's just told me that he hasn't prosed after five years, then he has the nerve to kiss me." a hand falls to her chest as she dramatically takes another lick of the lollipop she has been nursing through this whole story. "i tell him, i ain't no home wrecker, i go home with the hot heir to something owen, next thing you know mr commitment is calling me as i wake up in bed with another guy and asking if i want to go to breakfast." another sigh was offered, her gaze now serious, for just a second before a mega watt smile appareared. "so i kick owen out, go to breakfast and mr i'd leave me girl for you spent the morning pampering me....anyway, what did you say you did this weekend again?"
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" a torrid romance ? " the thought was funny to him mainly because his romantic history was almost non - existent , a vast amount of budding will they / won't theys that had most certaintly been more won't evers by the end . he was afraid of intimacy like it was a monster chasing him half way across the world , eyes gorged out and arms stretching out to smother and suffocate him . he never really hurt anybody because he was so evasive and panicked to begin with that it was near impossible … " i might want to read a romance about myself … i think star might have written a few . maybe me and bey could actually be otp . that would be the life right there , " he muses , entertained and happy at the prospect although beyonce merch did sound good too . the question about his life almost garners no response and when he does speak he says , " not a lot … just vibing , you know me , " which clarified nothing really . " what about you ? "
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it didn't take a genius to realise why they wanted lake fletcher to be their guest judge … at one point someone who was well known in the world of dancing before his sudden disappearance and early retirement . he just laughs in response , the comments made about him rebounding off the surface layer of his bubbly persona , golden retriever energy being about right . " yeah … maybe some twelve year olds will write me fan mail to put on my fridge , " energy rippling with each word as he swings his arms flippantly around before rubbing his hands together , " hmmm . good master plan … wait for the live audience and then make sure all my truest and most important feelings are known … share them with the world in the most unforgettable way , " as if he would ever share any real feelings with the world … he was barely able to comprehend most of them .
Madeline sluggishly broke down her set up. There was something she hated more was having to handle the various mics, green screens, and lights. Vlogging was harder than anyone understood but no one cared. Madeline could be drowning and the world would comment on how easy her life was. She peered back at Larken with a mirth grin. Never in her life did she expect him to consider such an offer let alone talk to her about it. "You will bring in the younger viewers as a judge instead of a contestant. People droll over you and will want to see you in all of your golden retriever energy. Plus, you would probably be booted after the first week with that two left feet syndrome.”
“You should do it just to announce your status as the biggest beehive member that ever lived.”
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" you've been in the beehive and didn't tell me ? this is outrageous . i'm going to have to do my own fan group , i'm gonna call them the beybs and they're going to be an even bigger deal than the beehive , " lake , in his classic way , rambles on about nothing in particular , making jokes and being dramatic as he slides off his cap in pretend despair . the comments about how he really felt about his mom seemed to go over his head ( he was good at being avoidant , never wanting to be serious until he exploded ) . " i enjoy anything that causes her a little torment . nothing life threatening , just some fun surprises , " he jokes , fingertips ruffling through his own hair as his gaze directs back to the other with an easy grin , not faked , " who wants to talk about that wicked witch , anyways ? we have parties to go to and drama to run away from . "
" i’ve been in the beehive, ” they correct with a pointed look, grabbing the bottle of mexican coca-cola as they take another sip. a balanced diet. “ just because i haven’t done one of her tik tok dances yet, doesn’t make me less of a fan. ” the idea of the two of them propping up a phone, attempting to follow the newest dance craze, was funny. though it’d mainly be val attempting and laken annoying getting it on the first try. “ you’d be great at it, ” they said, pausing as they listened to him talk about his mom. val never understood it - the whole momager thing that many of the people in the industry dealt with. their mom had no idea what they were doing - if anything, they reminded them they always had a job back at the school if they wanted. “ i’m sure she’d enjoy it. but would you ? ”
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laken had grown up with some of the kennedys , his mother making sure that they had as much of an in as possible everywhere they went . he was easy to get along with , a figure that was harmless , bubbly and all over the place . " funny and animated ? you're complimenting me too much now , " he's joking , moving forwards on a lull when a grin spreads across his face . " they weren't asking me to dance . everyone knows i don't dance , " a tribute to the high school musical era that needed to be appreciated although the reasons for his sudden end in the dancing world remain unknown ( for now ) . " yeah … i think i can nail it . i'll practice on you while i'm warming up . what could go wrong ? i mean … you're like a step up from a tree . "
amusement was evident on her features, the same way it always was when she was in laken's presence. he was a breath of FRESH air, even if she didn't always know what he was talking about. "well are you sure they were asking you to judge and not asking you to dance?" celebrity guest was a bit vague though she supposed the conversation would have been going differently if he was nervous about dancing. though she couldn't help but laugh, "you'll do just fine. you're funny and animated. they just want a fresh perspective. just talk to the cameras like you talk to the trees."
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laken fletcher was known for his charmingly placated nature , a free spirit that would open his mouth and belt his lungs out … there was no real fear when it came to his boyish charm . it was only when pushed or challenged , in times of conflict that took more than a dazzling smile that he seemed to fall completely apart . laken found it near impossible to deal with any emotional turmoil , a life of avoiding any difficult emotions by simply disappearing … he can't dance , your words , right ? not something that should stir some big reaction from a grown adult but his emotional capacity was always low and somehow in the comfort of his own twin sisters home , he felt more under fire than ever , unable to use his normal cloudy escapism . eyes burning bright blue with an unspoken and unreachable emotion , the glaze is clear from a mile away and so is the slight tension in his jaw as blonde eyebrows furrow and lightly freckled features become distorted with annoyance . it wasn't his signature look . " stop saying that i'm like shrek ! it's so dumb , " he's confused by the offer of juice , watching the other referring to him as little brother sending a shiver down his spine . he already had one sister who was always doing the wrong things and other siblings not to be spoken of . the last thing he needed was jessie in his life and it was enough to almost make him want to blow his top , throw a tantrum and storm out of that place but finding some semblance of calm , " i don't want juice . i want you to shut your mouth and stop talking shit about things you know nothing about while you pretend to be some weird house husband in my sisters house , " not a hard limit on where laken would go with his words but he wasn't saying anything that was untrue . he didn't know what went on with jessie and star , he didn't want to know … he didn't want to be tied to most of the men involved with her for now , never mind life . the comparisons might have been funny but he was sensitive , the residual memories of his father lightly touched with a ten inch pole at the mention of the infamous movies . shrekcore might have been something to laugh about but like sunburn , lake's grief never really healed because he kept walking right back into the uv rays and pretending it wasn't happening .
❛ hmm , ❜ jessie raised his eyebrows at the other , jumping off the counter . he turned back around to place some items he felt went nicely in the cabinet in front of him before turning back around to look at laken . ❛ i don't know ? looks to me like you're more shrek than even you'd like to 𝐀𝐃𝐌𝐈𝐓 . ❜ jessie definitely knew what he was doing . he knew that for whatever reason , this shrek thing was driving laken crazy and that was exactly why he kept pestering him about it . it seemed to be in the males nature , wanting to be the cause of different reactions out of people . it didn't really matter if the reactions were good or bad . . . it was all entertaining to jessie . something to keep things interesting in his day as well as giving him the 𝐀𝐓𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐈𝐎𝐍 he desired ninety - nine percent of the time . besides , it made it even more endearing because this particular human being happened to share a certain someone with him . ❛ by your own rules and insight into shrek , he can't dance . your words , right ? correct me if i'm wrong . but it looks a lot to me like you can't dance either . a true dancer wouldn't be able to resist the urge of beyoncé . they'd have to bust a move . meaning , you're shrek . ❜ jessie said , speaking like he was all knowing in everything he was spewing . ❛ hey , don't get me wrong . i like shrek , he's an icon , a 𝐁𝐄𝐋𝐎𝐕𝐄𝐃 character . ❜ walking over to laken , jessie reached over and patted his shoulder . ❛ i only want the best for my little brother . ❜ the male joked , not explaining why he had just called laken his little brother . ❛ you want some juice ? you need some juice , it'll make you feel better . ❜ jessie spoke in an almost patronizing way .
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“They shrieked and shrieked for their mother, but their mother was already there. Their mother was the monster.” ― Holly Black, The Coldest Girl in Coldtown
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commonly a very easy going guy , laken hadn't even started out by asking why jessie was in his sisters kitchen . despite their differences , half the time laken just didn't want to ask jessie anything because he probably didn't want to know the answer . he was rarely a cause for drama himself ( except that one time ) . he was almost on the verge of a laugh as jessie began but that was soon swiftly destroyed by the dreaded nickname that was given to him once again . his sisters encouragement that shrek was ' shreksy ' these days and girls wanted to fuck him doing nothing for his fragile ego . it was surprising that someone like laken who was so unconcerned about things and carefree on the surface would be so upset over something so trivial and yet … " dude , why do you keep calling me shrek ? i don't even look like shrek . shrek can't even dance . he's a big ugly green ogre and i'm not ! i'm a normal looking blonde haired man . it doesn't even make sense . "
organizing star's kitchen , while laken was going on about dancing with the stars . jessie was half listening as he picked the perfect places to put star's belongings . why was he doing it ? no good reason . . . but if he had to be in that home any longer and it was in the amount of 𝐃𝐈𝐒𝐀𝐑𝐑𝐀𝐘 it was in . . . ( he'd spontaneously combust . ) jessie's attention was caught as the idea popped in his head . setting the pans down , he turned around to look at laken . an almost 𝐄𝐗𝐂𝐈𝐓𝐄𝐃 look flashed over his features . ❛ you know what you can do ? ❜ jessie began , hands moving behind him as he placed them on the counter behind him and lifted himself up on it . legs dangling off the side . ❛ dance ! ❜ jessie being jessie , he wasn't joking in the slightest as he pulled out his phone and turned on the first beyoncé song that popped up on spotify . ❛ let's fucking see those moves , shrek boy ! ❜ jessie spoke , his words coming out hype as beyoncé's ( cuff it ) played in the background .
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he takes this as an answer because it is one , a small laugh leaving his lips as he raises his eyebrows . the cheetos crunch away , cheeto fingers incorporated into their lives now . " you dancing to bey ? joining the beehive ? " it sounded like a great idea to him , the idea of them breaking down that dance routine something that would bring him no end of joy and so he would be encouraging it . not questioning further the reason for him being requested as a guest judge for that moment . " i don't know … like … maybe , " a pause , he laughs again , " it would be kind of funny and i could surprise my mom . that'd get her going … she'd be calling all her friends , " the twins mother someone that you did not want to mess with , always pressing her kids for fame … laken would like to surprise her like that .
“ i’d be like me forgetting chords, ” val argued, sitting up fully on the couch. even though lake new he wouldn’t just forget, they weren’t above some words of affirmation. “ it’s muscle memory, baby. ” they wanted to argue that hoping on the beehive train now was so many years late, but settled with a small smile. " hell, i’ll even do my best at a beyonce routine if you wanted. ” let it be noted how good of a friend val is - considering they have two left feet when it comes to anything choreographed. they’re much better behind a guitar or on a club dance floor. “ so do you think you’ll do it? ” they asked, grabbing a handful of cheetos out of the bag on the table. not ready to let him avoid the question. “ guest judge? ”
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dimensionally , a lot of things made sense but for whatever reason , laken seemed to struggle to understand why he was wanted ( talk about daddy issues ) . he leaned forwards , a semi serious expression as he raises his shoulders , " i guess but i haven't danced in a while . what if i forgot how to move my feet ? " something that would never happen and they both knew it , lake taking random opportunities to dance or do his little tricks . sometimes he just said things for no apparent reason , pretending that he was concerned when his head was full of air and ground breaking concerns about unrelated matters . " i don't know but if i'm a judge then someone better be dancing to beyonce . i'm part of the beehive now . bey is my queen and she needs to be worshipped on stage . "
lounging on their couch, a bowl long forgotten next to them, val let out a laugh as their gaze was torn from the ceiling. “ wait, wait - ” it took them a moment to catch up to his ramblings, trying to follow him from dancing to yelling at trees. “ of course they asked you. ” he was acting as if it came out of no where, as if they asked val to guest judge. “ years of dancing would make you a pretty good judge, right ? ” leaning up on their elbows, they fully turned their body to their friend, momentarily brought back to a different point. “ do they actually dance to beyonce? i don’t think i’ve ever actually seen the show. ”
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today laken was absolutely convinced that his sister would not get under his skin , in a brilliant , buzzing mood , some might say , on top of the world … nothing could bring him down … even beyonce not being acknowledged right there . " i don't know but it seems like you're going to get through it by complaining , " he says , fingers on glass which he brings to her in servitude to hydrate her and stop her from being on deaths door . laken loved star although she pushed all his buttons … mainly because he was always trying and failing to tell her what to do as if he had any clue what was going on in his life . his sister was the only family member he felt he had left and when he releases the water , he sits down beside her , " aren't you going to bounce back from this and hang out with me ? i'm bored … i need someone to drink slushies with … i wanted to play a prank at the mcdonalds drive thru . "
in a dishevelled state ( no different from normal ) , she let out a groan from the sofa as she listened to her brother talk about god knows what . her head was pounding and she was only able to make sense of every other word , some kind of rambling about dancing and beyonce that she really didn't care about . she might have been more interested if she was less hungover but everyone knew that all star and laken did was argue ( forget twin telepathy , these two couldn't have been less intuitive about one another ) . sitting upright or at least close , " lake … can't you see i'm dying over here . did you come here just to torment me with the sound of your voice ? " groaning , " how am i meant to live like this ? "
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a social creature , prone to loneliness although he often came across as a social butterfly whom flapped his wings erratically all over the place , he was drawn to others . he never seemed to get past talking about the most surface level or random things but his presence was bright , known and full of energy . adjusted cap on his head , " and they asked me to be a celebrity guest on dancing with the stars and i was all like , dude , what ? ! me ? i feel like i need to dance with the stars before i can judge other people … you know ? i still talk to trees and scream at the sky … i'd be giving everyone a ten and if they danced to beyonce then that'd just knock me out . "
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