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[lansdaloner]

I thought you were my home oh boy was i wrong

L

[lansdaloner]

Foolish Boy

I Reminisce Our Beautiful Moments

Because Our Love was really quite potent

We Wore Our Rose Tinted Glasses

And Surely Thought Our Love Would Have Lasted 

But My Chapter In Your Life Is Nearly Finished

And Ill Just As Soon Diminish 

Just to spare your consciousness of Illness

For Iam Unworthy Of What You Call Forgiveness

I Want To Change My Ways 

But I Fear Iam Just Too Late

Your Love May Have Diminished 

And Ill Forever Regret The Actions That Ive Given

But Deep Inside I Feel Solace 

For You Have Finally Shoved Me Into Your Closet 

[lansdaloner]

My Letter That You May Never Recieve

The emotions have  plateaued

And My Mind Has Been Clear 

That You Shouldnt Be Near 

I’ve Caused You Irreperable Pain 

And I’ll Hold It Forever Like A Stain 

A Part Of Me Wished I Had Done Better

Just So In The End We Could Be Together 

I Have Loved Loved You Always Whatever The Weather 

Hoping That Maybe We Are Meant To Be Together

But In Case Iam Wrong 

I Know Youll Be Strong 

Be Happy Be Free From Me 

I Apologize If You Had To Set Me Free 

But Know Your Happiness Is Tied To Mine 

So Go Outside Now And Live Like Its The End Of Time

[lansdaloner]

In Pain My Love Id Choose You Id Rather Suffer With You Than Live Happily Without You Thats How Much I Loved You - lansdaloner

[lansdaloner]

Dust

i felt the rush again 

it felt like it did so many years ago 

my thoughts dark and vapid with a tint of lavender 

Mint green boxes with the Forrest surrounding us 

the love and the emotion the mistrust and the toxicity 

our childish ways and stupid mistakes 

the love that we had transcended time and space 

but our love burnt out like a supernova

we are now destined to drift apart

slowly and surely away from each other 

[lansdaloner]

You Should Be Happy / Love Yourself Above All Else / Leave Me Here To Rot

[lansdaloner]

I’ll Dissappear Now / I Dont Deserve To Be Loved / For Iam Dirty

[lansdaloner]

Foolish Me

Iam fool just plain and simple

i can no longer find myself suitable

to live as if ive everything perfectly  

for ive done love soo stupidly

ive wasted all your potential 

for doing something as incomprehensible 

as daring to think that youd be replaceable 

i look at myself in the mirror 

and see only a monster in my reflection 

i deserve nothing but hate and misery 

you deserve much more than me 

[lansdaloner]

My Life Is Fleeting / Don't Be Sad When Ill Be Gone / I Don't Deserve It

[lansdaloner]

Regrets Can Destroy /  Guard Your soul Stay Away Now / I Have Lost Myself

[lansdaloner]

All I Want Is You /  Nothing More In This Shit World / I Want Us To Work

[lansdaloner]

My life may be finite but my love for you is and will remain infinite

Adi

[lansdaloner]

DEADlines

Deadlines deadlines deadlines 

Is it gonna be my death tonight 

Online classes are a chore 

Maybe i should get out more

Or maybe they should care some more

Cause We cant take it any more 

Little by little our sanity shrinks

Little by little our life will start to shake

Look into the mirror what do i see

A student whos just trying to please

Mother and father working overseas 

To give me the life where i could be free

To choose my own happiness but must i repeat 

Students should have a mental reprieve 

Lest we be degraded into nothing you see 

[lansdaloner]

Sleep

What if i want to sleep?

Drift into that slumber 

forget what makes me weep 

forget the demons that always creep

take me into thy comforting arms

into the darkness i shall surely come

maybe there ill find respite

from the horrors of my mind 

truly there i shall spend the night 

to escape this world of frights 

[lansdaloner]

ill carve your name on the fucking moon if it means to spend an eternity with you

LDL

[lansdaloner]

Cigarettes

My lifes been full of betrayal

Bc all these dicks aint loyal

They treat you like a pack of cigarettes

At the end of the day their vices suck all of the love

And youll be heartless

And youll be left with loneliness

With nothing but beer in hand and tears in cheeks

But what the hell at the end of the day

All we really have is ourselves

[lansdaloner]

Sun And Stars

You are sun and the stars

The love of my life

Though sadness will take the day 

They will never take you away 

I will endure the pain of yesterday more than once

Just to have you by my side

And when the pain is done 

And your here all day long

I will be here singing corny songs 

Go to the fray

Love everyday 

Never let each other go

Even though i’m shitty at poems