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Two days ago, it was 1 year.

Yesterday, I found another boyfriend.

Recovery is possible. Fuck this guy.

I’m gonna be better. Do better.

I won’t ever let him affect me again.

I’m going to move past him.

For my new love.

190 days free.

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REAAAAAAAAAAL

BPD Culture is thinking “maybe I don’t actually have Bpd!” Because your fp has been having a good week so you’re having a good week, and he’s been talking to you a lot, but the second he stops talking to you all day you realize yes, you very much do actually have Bpd

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im so tired of my brain thinking that not having it all means I have nothing.

my fp/lover doesn't have an fp attachment to me anymore and my brain is literally taking that as them losing all feelings towards me and now I wanna break up with them and this is literally torture I'm so miserable

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The feeling of knowing

“Yep. He’ll leave me too.”

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PLEASE FORGIVE ME ALREADY IM GOING TO THROW UP

The feeling of having to blubber and sob and beg for forgiveness

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The feeling of having to blubber and sob and beg for forgiveness

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I’m gonna throw up

I so totally fucked up

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I so totally fucked up

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He hates me now

I so totally fucked up

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I so totally fucked up

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190 days free.

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Stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid How could he ever love me.

He didn’t text me first this morning. He hates me now. I knew I shouldn’t have vented.

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He didn’t text me first this morning. He hates me now. I knew I shouldn’t have vented.

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people desire me carnally because i’m goofy and silly

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men with longer hair if you hear a voice that tells you to cut it that's the devil talking. you have to ignore it at all costs im not joking

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Should something be so sour it makes my tits hard

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