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okay it still needs to be edited and everything but i finished the rough draft of chapter 26! it’s already almost 6k words but there’s no good place to cut it in half so i hope y’all enjoy it :D

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i’m writing the newest chapter of nbvom rn and for the first time in forever, i’m cracking myself up while writing this lmao

like there’s still angst and tension cause obviously lol but bitch i’m having so much fun having these two talk to each other again

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i have like five different wips with full outlines and i can’t decide which i want to focus on lmaooo

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chapter 25 of nbvom is out now! :D

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i wrote about 95% of the newest chapter of nbvom and was trying to get it done by the time i go to bed but its almost three am and i have work in the morning lmao so get ready for a new chapter in the next couple days :D

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ok im going to #seriouspost for a second here. I don't think Harry Potter is a manifesto. I think it was a flawed passion project that millennials latched onto because of the fantasy of sticking it to their mean teachers and arbitrarily categorizing themselves (hogwarts houses; it's the thinking millennial's astrology). I think the fact that the series got popular when and how it did was very much a product of its time.

I don't think Harry Potter is the biggest symbol of JKR's bigotry. I think the most flagrant sign of that was how she responded to critics. I watched her become radicalized in real time. I watched how she doubled down on her racism when she was called out for the ways she promoted her tragically mid fantastic beasts movies. I watched her chase marginalized teenagers with a double digit follower count off of twitter for daring to criticize her thought process, and no one with any kind of power standing against her because she was the one who was paying them. This isn't to say Harry Potter is without flaws. This is to say she really didn't give a shit about that. Getting rich and powerful is a hell of a drug, and she had enough sycophants that she had no reason to care about what her critics were saying.

She was convinced that she was a martyr; a voice for the unheard; a leader for the ages, so of course her detractors were the bad guys. And I think we should take this to heart. We should see this as an example of how easy it is to get radicalized; if you think of yourself as a paragon of virtue, you are going to think that whatever you see as good and right is an objective fact. Most people don't know this, but the majority of terfs start out as trans allies. You are not immune to propaganda! You are not immune to falling into dangerous ideologies!!!

This is why the most important thing you can do as an activist is to listen. Do NOT think you're above being wrong; do NOT develop a god complex; do NOT form an identity out of being right all the time. Involve yourselves in the groups you claim to speak for. Listen to trans women; share resources that help trans women; familiarize yourself with the diversity of experiences that trans people have and the struggles they face.

No, none of you are as bad as JKR because you don't have her money or her power. You will likely never have the capacity for harm she does. But check yourselves. Do not affirm yourselves into thinking you always have the moral high ground. Watch yourselves; humble yourselves; check yourselves for signs of cult behavior and internalized prejudice. You are always learning. You will always be learning. Do not allow yourselves to get a power trip from brushing off marginalized voices.

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i hate hate hate when i cant share a funny piece of information bc it doxxes me . What if i want to share my information i fucking love my information #myinformation

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Thinking about when I was talking about pride month and my classmate told me he didn't approve because he thought I was talking about the deadly sin. Somehow this is Lawrence to me

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i was so sad, i drew a little bat so i wouldn’t be sad. and now i am no longer sad.

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A tiny Conclave (2024)

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what ppl defending kids on ipads don’t seem to understand is that there are other ways to keep kids occupied. my mom had a whole bag full of little toys and games for me to play with while waiting in lines at disney world. once your kid is like 7 or 8 they can read a book. they can color. or they can literally just sit there and imagine things. i did that a lot as a kid.

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Chapters: 1/2 Fandom: Squid Game (TV 2021) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hwang Inho | Front Man/Seong Gihun Characters: Seong Gihun, Hwang Inho | Front Man (Squid Game), Kim Junhee and Lee Myunggi's child (Squid Game) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Canon Divergence, Squid Game Spoilers, Canon-Typical Violence, Not Canon Compliant, Minor Character Death, Implied/Referenced Character Death, Murder, Stabbing, Dark Seong Gihun, DILF Seong Gihun, Good Parent Seong Gihun, Protective Hwang Inho | Front Man (Squid Game), Falling In Love, POV Seong Gihun, Title from a Hozier Song Summary:

Gi-hun sat in silence, quietly bouncing the baby as his mind raced. He did it, he could never go back. He kept waiting for new guilt to hit him, but it didn’t. He only felt proud, strong, like he had managed to do something correctly for the first time in his life. He found himself smiling for the first time in days, looking down at the baby and kissing her forehead.

gi-hun decides to listen to in-ho's advice.

spoilers for s3!

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Chapters: 24/32 Fandom: Squid Game (TV 2021) Rating: Mature Warnings: Graphic Depictions Of Violence, No Archive Warnings Apply Relationships: Hwang Inho | Front Man/Seong Gihun Characters: Hwang Inho | Front Man (Squid Game), Seong Gihun, Hwang Inho's Wife (mentioned), Oh Ilnam, Seong Gayeong, Seong Gihun's Ex-Wife, Masked Officer (Squid Game), Kang Saebyeok, Jang Deoksu, Ali Abdul, Jiyeong (Squid Game), Cho Sangwoo, The Salesman | The Recruiter (Squid Game) Additional Tags: Alternate Universe - Different First Meeting, Angst, Emotional Hurt, Character Study, Hwang In-ho-centric, Emotional Hurt/Comfort, Introspection, what if in-ho met gi-hun a year after his games and before he became the front man?, why did in-ho choose to become the front man?, also gi-hun got a divorce when his daughter was three, Good Parent Seong Gihun, Strangers to Lovers, Angst and Romance, Depressed Hwang In-Ho | Front Man (Squid Game), Mild Smut, Possessive Hwang Inho | Front Man (Squid Game), Vomiting, Self-Hatred, Nightmares, Top Seong Gihun, Bottom Hwang Inho | Front Man (Squid Game), Anal Sex, Blow Jobs, Smoking, Alcohol, Grief/Mourning, Minor Character Death, Blood and Violence, Canon-Typical Violence, Breaking Up & Making Up, Mutual Pining, Angst with a Happy Ending, Title from a Hozier Song Summary:

“So, why did you really do it, why did you step in? My problems were, are nothing to you. Why did you get involved when it’s so much easier not to?”

In-ho let the question soak into him. He didn’t know why he helped. He knew he didn’t want this man to destroy his life over debt, he had already watched it ruin so many others. He shouldn’t have interjected, but he did. This man was probably going to die soon regardless of In-ho’s efforts, so why help at all?

One year after winning his games and losing everything that mattered, In-ho doesn’t know why he chose to help a stranger in debt. After that night, he doesn’t know why this new love isn’t enough to keep him from returning to the place that broke him.

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chapter 24 is now out!! :D

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i might be writing a new inhun fic based of the new season 👀

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just finished watching the season and i have a lot of thoughts lmao but i also finished writing the next chapter of nbvom, so im gonna edit it and have it out pretty soon

however, i have a new fic idea following this season and i gotta get it out of me lmaooo so expect a new inhun fic as well as a new chapter soon!

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okay i’m exhausted so im going to bed; i’ll watch the new season and finish writing in the morning :D

(​just realized i didn’t post this at midnight when i wrote it lol)

okay i’m on my lunch break rn but i’ve gotten like about half of the newest chapter written and my goals is for it to be published tonight before the season drops lmao so wish me luck!!!

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okay i’m on my lunch break rn but i’ve gotten like about half of the newest chapter written and my goals is for it to be published tonight before the season drops lmao so wish me luck!!!