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There are so many things to unpack here.

Sam's body language. The furrow of his eyebrows, the little head shakes, the look in his eyes.

The sound of compliance in Sam's voice as he gives himself up as a punching bag once again, having been so used to it by now that he knows it's all he can do.

The tone of defeat as Sam asks Dean where he's leaving to, very obviously indicating this isn't the first time Dean has stormed out like this. A futile attempt to get Dean to talk, get some information out of him before he inevitably leaves.

Dean saying he's going to get a drink before throwing in the word 'alone', isolating Sam as a (psychologically abusive) punishment.

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I see a lot of people talking about how Dean isn’t abusive because of his actions towards Sam through seasons 1-3 compared to everything afterwards and first, that’s just blatantly not true, and also. Well yeah. That’s kind of the point. Dean was ALWAYS abusive and manipulative towards Sam, he was always controlling but it was disguised through love and for Sam’s own good, and that doesn’t change throughout all 15 seasons, but you know what does change? Dean. Hell changed him. He came back rougher and jaded and even more possessive over Sam then ever, and that paired with what Sam has been “getting up to” just fuels the fire. He sees it as Sam replacing him with Ruby and tainting himself even further, so he’s rougher, he spits cruel words (“if I didn’t know you, I would want to hunt you. You’re a monster.”) and do you want to know where he let himself say that to his precious baby brother? Hell! He has canonically let himself give in and torture people and he has enjoyed it. He’s changed so much and he’s so disgusted by Sam drinking the blood that Dean has now spent decades around that he removes all inhibitions about hurting him to an extreme (locking him down cold turkey, to suffer alone, “if he dies at least he dies human!”) because Sam is becoming something he can no longer control (he fixes that.) and something different and demonic and disgusting. The best contrast of 1-3 Dean vs 4-5 Dean is just this: “if hunting this demon means you getting yourself killed then I hope we never find the damn thing” vs being willing to let him die in the panic room (twice, because I do not see enough people talking about the fact that Sam has been through that shit TWICE.)

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Penny

D: Mistakes? Well, let's go through some of Sammy's greatest hits. Drinking demon blood, check. Being in cahoots with Ruby. Not telling me that you lost your soul. Or how about running around with Samuel for a whole year, letting me think that you were dead while you're doing all kinds of crazy. Those aren't mistakes, Sam. Those are choices!

D: Look, man, I don't even remember what I said, but, uh –

S: But what? But you didn't mean it? Oh, please. You and I both know you didn't need that penny to say those things.

D: Come on, Sam.

S: Own up to your crap, Dean. I told you from the jump where I was coming from, why I didn't look for you. But you? You had secrets. You had Benny. And you got on your high and mighty, and you've been kicking me ever since you got back. But that's over. So move on, or I will.

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D: Your blood's supposed to be purified, isn't it? You ever, uh -- you ever done the "forgive me, father" before?

Well, I mean, I could give you suggestions if you want.

All right. Well, I'm just spit-balling here, but if I were you, uh... Ruby, killing Lilith, letting Lucifer out, losing your soul, not looking for me when I went to Purgatory, for starters. Or, hey, h-how about what you did to, uh, Penny Markle in the sixth grade? Why don't you lead with that?

S: Well, that was you.

D: Carry on.

S: You can barely do it with me. I mean, you think I screw up everything I try. You think I need a chaperone, remember?

D: Come on, man. That's not what I meant.

S: No, it's exactly what you meant. You want to know what I confessed in there? What my greatest sin was? It was how many times I let you down. I can't do that again.

D: You seriously think that? Because none of it -- none of it -- is true. Listen, man, I know we've had our disagreements, okay? Hell, I know I've said some junk that set you back on your heels. But, Sammy...come on. I killed Benny to save you. I'm willing to let this bastard and all the sons of bitches that killed mom walk because of you. Don't you dare think that there is anything, past or present, that I would put in front of you! It has never been like that, ever! I need you to see that. I'm begging you.

sam’s faults

purgatory

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Dean getting pissed at Sam every time Sam flinches when Dean angrily breaks things in front of him <3

Dean would definitely take it as a personal offence that Sam would flinch, how dare his Sammy be scared of him (even if it'd be justified)

(He's so..... when he flinches. Makes me want to scare him even more but I also want to wrap him in a blanket or three...)

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Sam and Dean spooning and Sam is thinking "huh this is surprising but nice" and Dean is just making sure that Sam won't leave him during the night

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There are so many things to unpack here.

Sam's body language. The furrow of his eyebrows, the little head shakes, the look in his eyes.

The sound of compliance in Sam's voice as he gives himself up as a punching bag once again, having been so used to it by now that he knows it's all he can do.

The tone of defeat as Sam asks Dean where he's leaving to, very obviously indicating this isn't the first time Dean has stormed out like this. A futile attempt to get Dean to talk, get some information out of him before he inevitably leaves.

Dean saying he's going to get a drink before throwing in the word 'alone', isolating Sam as a (psychologically abusive) punishment.

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big tall bottoms getting manhandled by their short tops >

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smiling through it all i can't believe this is my life

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this is why safewords are useless for sam (dean ignores them).

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s2 of supernatural so far btw

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Do you think its true that Gem and Andy had a weird relationship type thing?

Maybe, I’m not entirely sure. I’m pretty focused on Liam and Noel’s drama, so I haven’t paid much attention to Gem and Andy’s relationship😂 I’ve seen some fan posts mentioning something about them, but I don’t really see them having a weird relationship type thing, they just seem like bandmates to me🤣

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Do you think Noel and Liam cried together when they met up before the reunion? Maybe the first time they reconciled? 😢

Absolutely, I believe they did! After years of feuding, when Noel and Liam finally reconciled and met face-to-face, seeing each other in person for the first time in ages (beyond just TV or news), it must have been deeply moving. Noticing how their brother had changed, perhaps looking thinner (or heavier), with gray hair or more wrinkles, would have starkly reminded them of time’s passage, leading to an emotional moment where they couldn’t help but cry together😭🥹

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What's your opinion on Debbie, Sara, and Sally?

It's tough for me to give a full opinion on Sara and Sally because my information about them is really limited. I've mostly heard about Sara through Liam (who calls her a "witch" and clearly dislikes her intensely), and Noel (who, as her husband at that time, wouldn't have said anything bad). As for Sally, I've only really heard bits and pieces from fans. With such restricted sources, I can't really offer a fair assessment of either of them right now.🤔️

Debbie, on the other hand, is someone I feel I can comment on. From what I understand, she's incredibly strong-willed, excels at what she does, and is an excellent communicator. I think she's even credited as one of the reasons Oasis got back together. Plus, it seems Liam's become much more emotionally stable and mature thanks to her influence.

Btw, Sara’s Instagram posts body-shamed Liam, and from what Liam and Noel have said, it seems she’s not afraid to spark disagreements or perhaps enjoys stirring things up a bit. When faced with issues, she doesn’t seem to choose avoidance or resolution but instead lets things escalate, standing her ground even if it complicates matters. Also, for some reason, I get the impression she might be quite dominating.

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Do you think Sara is upset that her kids are hanging out with Liam?

Yeah, maybe. From my perspective, she and Liam don't really get along; they seem to genuinely dislike each other. So, I don't think she'd be too happy seeing her kids get along with Liam. At the very least, it might make her feel a bit uncomfortable or awkward inside. However, Sara's kids are grown now, and they have their own opinions, so even if Sara is upset, there's not much she can do about it. Besides, regardless of Sara's feelings, the rest of us are really happy to see Uncle Liam and Noel's kids get along well!

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I want to know what they're like when they aren't on stage. Like are they backstage hanging out and hugging and being cute or are they separate? I really hope they're together

Yeah, me too! I really want to see more of Liam and Noel's everyday lives, beyond just their on-stage performances. I'm so curious to see how they truly interact when they're not in the spotlight.

I hope that after this tour ends, they'll release a documentary about it. That way, we could get a glimpse into how they actually got along behind the scenes during the tour! I'm sure it would capture so many warm moments, like hugs, sharing drinks, joking around with each other…😉

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Are you seeing Oasis this year?

Sadly, I won't be able to see Oasis this year 😢 I'm really busy with school and my internship. On top of that, the tickets, flights, and the hotel costs are so high. I hope they tour annually so I can finally catch them once I've graduated or saved up enough money!