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going to say my piece and then peace out for real - I'm sick and fed up with how we treat each other on here. It pays nothing to be nice. endos aren't horrible people who are going to rot the DID community from the inside out they are just people experiencing a mental phenomenon differently then you. anti endos are not lying about it being a unique struggle to have DID and they are not talking about having trauma to one up you they are just people experiencing a mental phenomenon differently then you. and i've been a part of it and I'm sorry about that. Like can we all just fucking get along? can we be nice. can we just be fucking nice. you all need to get a hobby that doesn't involve getting onto tumblr dot com and yelling at people. stop writing mini essays about stupid system discourse and take up knitting. and kiss your headmates on the forehead. ok? ok.

perhaps we will unabandon this blog soon. haven't decided.

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hmmm no actually.

perhaps we will unabandon this blog soon. haven't decided.

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perhaps we will unabandon this blog soon. haven't decided.

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you guys (tumblr DID/OSDD/plural/endo/anti-endo communities) kind of all suck actually. sayonara you weeaboo shits

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are you in a good headspace to receive my triple barrage hell nightmare skeleton attack right now.

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sometimes being eldritch/alienkin is like 'I am trapped in this mortal casing. I am much too big for this form. I want to rip myself open and set myself free but if I even attempt to my true self will die with it. My body is a flesh prison and I am the unwilling, weakened inhabitant. Do not perceive me, for those who lay their eyes upon me will not see my true form, but will be unsettled by the subconscious primal fear of knowing what lies underneath my exterior, and the pain of being put underfoot of the same mortals I am meant to be far away from and far more powerful than is almost identical to knowing I will never be truly free.'

and then sometimes it's like 'waow.... stars.... waow.... ocean... humans are weird and cool.... waooooww.....'

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Can I be so 100% honest rn every time I see someone like freaking out scandalized by sexual elements in horror I'm kind of just sitting here like Yeah dude I love combining the erotic and grotesque it's my favorite pastime. What do you mean "the writer's barely disguised fetish" are we supposed to be disguising it? I think the throat-fuck guy is perfect for directing the new alien movie. Get with it

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nowhere else

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do any other therians ever get the strong urge to pounce. who up pouncing. i wannt to pounce on someone

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So I was once actually collecting data in a frozen river, and another guy fell in, filled up his waders and everything. He was wearing cotton (we were floored), and I had the car keys so I was like “alright, I’ll walk you back to the car to make sure you’re okay. Then you can strip down in there and get the heat going. There’s a blanket to wrap up in.” And he looked at me like I was insane. He said, “what? I’m fine.” I informed him that actually, if he stayed outside in subzero temperatures, soaking wet, in cotton, he was Licherly going to Freeze To Death, and he was like, “it’s not the 1800s lmao.”

And then while the guy in charge Forced him to go back to the car and strip, I had to stand there in a frozen river absolutely bewildered by the implication that a Wildife Biologist thought hypothermia is like, an old timey disease that people stopped getting at some point.

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thank you weird trans women forever

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Idk like I think there's a really misogynist way that women are expected to consider being murdered and assaulted as like 1000x worse than anything else that could happen and do everything possible to avoid it and like it's unarguably bad! But constantly whenever I mention going hiking or whatever people are like 'omg you're going camping alone as a woman??? what if you get murdered?????' Actually by far the way I am most likely to die doing that is... some sleep deprived or drunk driver crashing into me on the way there! But no one tells you to avoid driving, meanwhile there's so much pressure on women to like, always stay in other crowded super safe areas or at home to Protect Their Virtue and it's like lol I would actually rather live an interesting life doing things that I enjoy

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the leftism leaving peoples' bodies as soon as they start talking about "porn addiction" or start agreeing with republican porn ban laws

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i love my fans 💚

(for context anon (blank account) is trying to figure out how to misgender me)

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Things i learned as a child that probably no one intended to teach me

To grown-ups, being bad at stuff is a sin. Forgetting stuff is the worst sin of all, and also doesn’t exist - it is widely believed (and your behaviour will be interpreted thusly) that in some Freudian sense, it is impossible to forget things if you care about them or their consequences or the people who care about those things.

Your being happy and enjoying what you do doesn’t matter. All that matters is whether you are Fulfilling Your Potential.

Human beings do not require rest outside of sleep. Thinking that you do is called ‘being lazy’.

Who you show physical affection to is a matter of politeness and social protocol, and has nothing to do with your own desires

It is rude to inform people of your preferences, even if they seem to care about catering to them and therefore might find this useful information.

Etiquette centres around doing things in especially awkward, skilful and time-consuming ways in order to demonstrate superiority over people who aren’t able to keep up.