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I’m a terrible RP partner but I love you all thanks for dealing with my very very very slow ass

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is there an active ffxiv rp community on here :>

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hi I’m alive I promise I just work full time now & have a long ass commute so I spend my time sleeping or playing games w my friends,,, will get to replies at some point I’m sorry I love u all

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Same Blood, Different Light.

Garen nodded once to her suggestion, and his eyes shifted out towards the entrance of the cave, catching a glimpse of the stars that began to populate the night sky. It was a small reminder to him that even in the darkest of times… light would always shine through and make itself known.

And standing with him now was easily the most brilliant light he had ever known. She was worried, yes… but she couldn’t be hidden from the truth.

“Noxian patrols have been staying closer to the main roads to prevent supplies going to people who actually need them,” he spoke in an informative tone. “They’re being fueled by fear, and not by honor. They won’t go any further than they have to.” This next part was going to be difficult to say, but it needed to be said, anyway.

“You’re the only one I’ve found, so far,” he said while looking back over to her.

It was usually times like these when Lux would finally catch herself a break and stare up at the sky, knowing that another day of hope would come. Now that her brother was here, that hope seemed brighter than ever before.

Tonight was not the time to bask in the stars. It was time to plan their next move, after catching some well-deserved rest. 

A sigh left her lips when Garen explained the patrols’ patterns. She shook her head, pulling at the edge of one of her snow colored gloves, wondering how they had gotten here. “Of course, you’re right. At least this gives us somewhat of an advantage.” They could stay out of sight as long as they did not travel along the main roads, which could be easier said than done.

Her shoulders slumped at his last statement, her hands nervously and anxiously fumbling with each other now. “Just me?” Her voice was hardly a whisper. “In all these months, you’ve only found me?” The light of hope seemed to flicker and thin like a dying candle, but she had to keep it aflame.

“I suppose that is something then, that you found me. But... I haven’t found anyone else either.”

Taking back their home was going to be a challenge.

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divine-identite​:

≾ .⋅ ✥ ⋅. ≿ ⸺ ⊰  It did not take long for those awful cries mixed with those alarming sounds within the tavern to frighten neighbouring throngs of some unusual disturbance at the commonplace. The disquieting clamouring which seemed akin to glass and fragile objects, coupled strangers furtively glancing as those somewhat conveyed some unusual gossip. Indeed, Blighttown did yield somewhat crude denizen but their moorish surroundings wholly formed of their prodigious folklore. The last man seemed to glimpse back at the door upon those acute rappings which he did gleam the youth somewhat perturbed  ❝  Aye, you look’n for someone for thee night love - you might need look not further. I’ve got a bed for two and a nice bottle-  ❞ He was somewhat usually mute, f perhaps chilled to the soul - owing to what seemed to a distinguishable leer projected from woman of usual height hat demanded his cessation.   he somewhat amused in his stupor, giving into bursts of laughter whilst his corpulent seemed barely to contain it.❝  Right this way lassy find the help your look’n for or  we’ll get you some fine help for you ❞ he commented from afar whilst observing the somewhat obliterated tavern- what drink he had left as he directed her an overflowing crowd of throngs

Shock affixed itself on her features when the man behind the door answered in such a manner. Eyebrows furrowed, cheeks puffed and red, lips pursed as she tried to correct him. “N-no, I am not looking for someone like that!” She exclaimed, flustered with fists clenched at her hips. Her eyes softened however, as she realized he could not help it with his drunken stupor. “A-ah, alright, I’ll come in and see who you have.” It did not necessarily have to be someone for her to bed; just someone she could simply talk to for a meal. "A drink is alright with me, but please, do you know who I could pay to get a decent meal?” Keeping the door wide open, she followed the man inside, the noise of gambling and conversation filling the air along with the smell of booze mixed with the rust of metal coinage. Tables spread apart with many different peoples among them, and she didn’t mind the bolstering scenery usually, but she’d like some privacy to enjoy her meal.

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the-shadows-angel​:

“Thank you.” The Angel said, closing the door behind them. “I am not one for such extravagant lifestyles, more of the simpler kinds.” She looked over at the young blonde, eyes overlooking her once more.

“Do others know of your quest in finding me?” She asked, a hint of cautiousness in her voice at this. If people knew what the young Crownguard was up to, she would have to leave the area and relocate. She disappeared out here for a reason, and she would not let some child ruin her lively hood.

As Morgana explained her choices, Lux could only tilt her head and smile. For some reason, it seemed just like her to live a simple life. One who cared for the suffering of others would not live so lavishly and recklessly. 

“No, no! I promise I kept my search for you a secret. I’m... awfully good at keeping secrets.” To a fault, perhaps. After all, if she had just been honest this whole time, maybe this entire situation could have been prevented.

“My family was also... adamant about protecting me.” Another fault that Lux took advantage of, but she was thankful for it at the very least. “I don’t want to depend on them for my mistakes though. I need to fix them myself.”

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// i promise i will get to replies soon(tm)... i’m basically moving across the country within the next few weeks so i’ve been busy packing/cleaning and tearfully saying goodbye to my coworkers so that’s always fun ;w;

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Her cheeks grow a little hot at Lux’s response, leading Sona to mentally ‘hmph!’ and refocus on other things. Yes, good, be distracted by cartography… When her partner questions Sona’s chosen form of transport, Sona only offers a slightly blank, questioning expression. Lux couldn’t walk across water, could she? Of course not. So… unless she wanted to be seen publicly rowing a boat to an island… The maven’s eyes twinkle slightly with poorly disguised amusement as she turns to Lux’s choice of island.

Sona nods at the choice. It isn’t as though distance matters much, so long as it’s isolated and not infested with dangerous flora or fauna. Last she checked, it wasn’t, even if there are a few beavercrabs that get a little territorial. As for Lux’s home cooking… Sona flashes a sign of interest and excitement even as her expression remains placid - looking forward to it.

With all that settled, she flings the map back into its place with a wave of her hand, then offers her other hand to Lux before they leave towards the shoreline. Despite the firm push of her hand forward, she’s glancing away, pointedly staring at a wall.

She notes the faint blush that only grows by the second on Sona’s cheeks and offers a small smirk. Yes, she needs to see more reactions like that -- they have plenty of time on their hike for her attempts. Lux tilts her head slightly at her girlfriend, clearing her throat as she notes the look of confusion. Maybe not necessarily walk on water... but perform a cool magical feat. Maybe she is thinking too far ahead of herself though, so she flushes a bit and looks back towards the map.

She’s a bit ashamed to say she’s never left the port of Demacia, but this just makes for an interesting day at the least. Her efforts and attention have been so focused on the city and the villages in the countryside, even when her heart aches for adventure but the time is not yet right. Seeing Sona’s eyes light up at the mention of her home cooking fluster her a bit -- she isn’t amazing, if good at all. She’s tried practicing a few times as it’s difficult with her family around and her traveling keeps her from doing so. But still... she remembers the few cooking lessons she’s had fondly.

Taking her girlfriend’s hand, she notes how warm and smooth her skin feels. The other arm swings around the handle of the basket and carries the sandwiches, because she can at least do her that favor. “I can’t wait.”

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So strange how it changes, considering Lux’s never truly hesitated to look Sona in the eyes, until well... now, when all they’ve done is admit their feelings towards each other. Finally, it seems. But still, this is all new to her -- a budding romance -- that she can’t help and shy away from her girlfriend. 

“You look cute too.” The Lady offers a wide and genuine smile, enamored by the sight of the beautiful maven and indeed, it proves a distraction from her shy thoughts. “I can help you with preparing the meal.” Even if they are now dating, that doesn’t mean anything’s really changed, for their bond has always and will be strong. Her fingers form the sign back at Sona, even daring to throw a tiny little wink in to tease the older woman.

Though it is cut short when Sona moves away to fan out a map she had collected, and the cartography pulls away Lux’s attention. She has never been to the islands before so she tilts her head, wondering why they were off-limits. Maybe too dangerous for a date.

Lux hovers her index finger over the unmarked islands, determined to see all of them at some point, before Sona’s words strike her. “Carry me across the water?” Her jaw nearly drops; she shouldn’t be so surprised, but the thought of her girlfriend carrying her across the water like a bride flusters her and makes her eyebrows furrow and lips purse slightly. A digit points towards the farthest island from the mainland. 

“What about this one?” Before she’s realized it, Sona has finished making and packing the sandwiches. Clearing her throat, she whispers, “Since you made lunch, I’ll cook dinner after our day trip.”

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Same Blood, Different Light.

“Everything I can to reclaim Demacia,” Garen answered. “Noxian patrols are avoided unless they have someone of importance with them. Trying to gather intelligence on their routes and numbers while trying to avoid capture. I’ve also been trying to come across any allies strong enough to fight… to create a counter-attack, of some sort.” The explanation carried on long enough that he didn’t answer the first part of the question by the time they reached the cave. Garen truly didn’t wish to– it would only make Lux upset. 

He looked around the cave with a studious eye. It seemed her own training, was paying off, as well. “You’ve established quite a functioning base for yourself… father would be proud,” he complimented. “Out of the elements and secure…” A hand moved to unbuckle the belt that kept his sheathed weapon on his back, and he leaned the massive sword on the side of the cave, staying within arm’s reach of it, just in case.

“I’ve some dried rabbit in my pouch,” Garen pointed to his waist where one of his numerous leather bags hung. “I believe there’ll be enough for the both of us.”

Her eyes watered as he spoke --- for when he spoke of their allies, a thought began to stir within her mind. How did he know who he could trust? There must have been some citizens that were acting out of fear for their own lives and would obey Lord Darius’ rule. She noted that he did not answer her first question of where he had been, but she didn’t want to frustrate him. They had only just reunited after all, but her fingers fiddled with each other in slight anxiety. Was he trying to protect her by omitting the answer? A part of her ached to ask again, but she silenced the urge for now. “And so, have you found any allies? I’m sure it’s obvious you can count on me as one.”

She stood quietly, awaiting his answer. Never did she think Father’s lessons would pay off so well. Maybe a part of him knew his children would end up fending for themselves and their country someday. “Ha, I only learned from the best.” She jested, smiling at Garen. The memories of their recreational hunting and camping flooded her mind briefly, a sadness accompanying them. “I was worried that a Noxian patrol would somehow come out here. But it seems they do not really leave their stations.” 

Her eyes studied the sword, a reminder of greater times. It had been a long time since she last saw it too. A reminder of who they once were, or rather now, who they were supposed to be. Her eyes widened at the supply pouches he carried -- Father would be impressed. “If you wish to, sure. I can set up a campfire so that we are at least warm throughout the night.”

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“No…” Vayne shook her head, eyes closed. “You do not understand… the danger you are in. What if I kill you? Lux. I cannot trust anyone, not even myself. How is it that I fell for you…?” She asked tenderly.

“I trust you.” She said with a simple smile, patting the hunter on the shoulder with assurance. “When it comes down to it, I believe that you’ll overcome any challenge that comes our way.” Her hand grazed against Shauna’s cheek lovingly. “Even so, I’d rather die by your hand than live a life without you.” Perhaps it was cheesy, but she meant every word.

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She takes her invitation with a smile, nodding. Though she cannot stay too long, as duties to the Illuminators often call her, she will spend as much time as she can with her... girlfriend. Huh, it’s gonna take a bit to get used to calling her that. 

“Thank you for your kindness, Sona.” Lux offers a grand smile, one filled with the genuine adoration she feels for her. Although she needs to get used to making some decisions for them --- she feels strange because she’s so used to accommodating others. And it doesn’t help that she doesn’t mind doing literally anything with Sona.

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As Lux meets her in the kitchen once prepared, her cheeks turn pink upon seeing Sona’s cute outfit. Her hair is done up in a crown braid... the blonde can only turn away in embarrassment, avoiding her gaze. She’s so cute! 

Oh... she shyly accepts the peach-colored cardigan, donning it over the outfit she had borrowed. Does she look cute? Her gaze is still meagerly avoiding Sona’s, too embarrassed and flushed to even ask the question. The cardigan is a little big for her, considering how much taller her girlfriend is, but she prefers it baggy anyway.

“A hike sounds really fun!” Clasping her hands together, the suggestion distracts her from how beautiful Sona was. “Do you want to bring any snacks or anything? I can fill up a canteen with water.” This sounds like a much-needed vacation, just a day to enjoy each other’s company and the sights of the island.

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Same Blood, Different Light.

Lux would see his brother… but a heavy veil of stress pulled over his features. His eyes still held the color of deep blue, but they were surrounded by dark lines and wrinkles from countless nights of restlessness. The beard that clung to his jaw was growing thick and unkempt, along with the longer hair that now grew out closer to his neck. It was clear the times had not been kind to the Demacian soldier.

They hadn’t robbed her of her smile, of her laugh. It was something that brought Garen peace… because his own was on its last thread. Smiling was a luxury he couldn’t afford– not now. Perhaps… not ever. It had been too long since someone took him by the hand, and he nearly flinched away from his sister’s pull. A conscious reminder that he was with his own blood, however, prevented him from acting out.

It’s her. Your sister is alive.

“A cave is a welcome change compared to where I’ve been having to set up camps, Lux,” he assured his sister as they delved deeper into the forest. He couldn’t help but keep his head on a swivel, making sure no one was following them.

“And I can most certainly guarantee that it will feel like a paradise knowing that you’re alive.”

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It was clear he did not sleep very well in weeks, maybe even months since she had last seen him. Little did she know that he had spent all this time trying to find redemption, of how he could save their homeland. Times had been kinder to them, but she was more worried about how he was faring more than his unkempt appearance.

Her hand still gripped around his wrist, steadily leading him through the grove of trees. It was clear that the light in his eyes had faded, but now an inextinguishable fire remained within. She would turn back to observe him as they walked, fretting over what should happen now that she found him.

Though his words caught her attention, and she turned her gaze back once more. “Where have you been setting up? And what have you been doing all this time?” It was not a question of anger or disappointment; she truly was just curious about how he had been holding up on his own.

“You’re right. It’ll be a much different feeling in the cave now that I know you are okay.” Once they reach the end of the cave, Lux lets go of her brother’s hand and points towards the pile of wood lying on the ground. “Are you cold? Hungry even?” Perhaps she could hunt and provide dinner for him if he preferred.

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Morgana listened to her words, hearing the determination in the young girls voice and seeing her exhausted yet optimistic look in her eyes. Though she had not known much about the younger Crownguard, she knew that what occurred was simply not of her doing, but of Sylas’. She had known that there was something…off, about him, during her times of seeing him when he was imprisoned. 

“I understand.” She said calmly, flashing Lux a small smile. “If you felt what you did was right, you would not have come to find me all the way out here.” She reached her hand out to the Crownguard, wishing for her to take it.

“Come inside, let us get you cleaned up and I shall make you something to eat. The travel was long and tiring, and i’m sure you can use the rest.” She could see the binds that entrapped her, the glow of the chains surrounding her heart. Not a tight bind, but one that would definitely make her feel the weight of her guilt for what she had done. 

“Rest for a bit inside, then we shall discuss the future of Demacia that you see.”

The calmness in her voice seemed to relax Lux’s tense shoulders, as Morgana took in everything she had said... and did not reprimand her any further. It seemed she was only trying to understand her motivations, or rather, why any of this had happened to begin with. A sigh of relief left her coarse throat as she looked to Morgana, eyes begging to help her make everything... better than it was before. The road was surely difficult, but she knew it would be possible with the goddess’s help.

Oh right, she said not to call her that. Lux lightly stepped forward, a small shake of her head with a chuckle. “It’s true. You’re the only one who can offer guidance... who cares about all of the people in Demacia.” Her gloved hand reaching out for the fallen angel’s, she could only offer a small smile.

“Thank you so much. You have no idea how much this means to me.” She bowed her head -- she knew better than to refuse an offer of kindness from such an ethereal being. Little did she know that Morgana could see the darkness inside of her heart, bound tightly within by her guilt.

Following the beautiful woman inside her home, she was greeted by warmth and comfort she hadn’t felt before. It did not look anything like the noble residences of Demacia, but heck, she preferred it this way. “It’s lovely here.”

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Oh goodness, she doesn’t have to fight anyone! Even if she were popular, Lux would never allow their attention let alone their affection when she is so enamored with Sona. Of course she is really okay with her... she wouldn’t have anyone else. The gnawing worry that Lux has is... is Sona okay with her?

The blush grows on her cheeks and goosebumps begin to rise on her skin when Sona invites her to stay. It is truly that simple, isn’t it? She doesn’t... have to go home. She could stay here as long as she liked, though her inner will to help people will eventually have her leave. Heck, she could live with Sona--Let’s not get too ahead of myself, she thinks.

“You’re very kind and dependable. I knew you wouldn’t... judge me or chastise me for going out there. And getting hurt like this, though I should have been more careful in hindsight.” Though she knows Sona will never find taking care of her a burden, she does not want to impose. “Maybe... maybe I’ll come back here and stay with you more often. If you don’t mind of course.” 

The only responsibility that Lux has is... well, serving the Illuminators and pretending she isn’t a mage. Finding any families that may have had a newborn with magic and were scared of the state of the world. But here, she is free to be herself. And she’s too injured to really try saving anyone today.

“Oh! Well... hmm. I’m fine with anything we do, as long as I’m with you.” A nervous chuckle leaves her lips as she looks towards the closet. To... borrow her girlfriend’s clothes? Her cheeks are burning hot now, she can feel it. “We can read if you prefer a more quiet day, or go hiking.” Cheekily she dangles her now healed leg in front of the couch.

The sudden warm kiss to her cheeks causes her to fluster again, her voice growing inaudible and eyes widening. No! She isn’t prepared -- though, revenge is sweet. She takes this moment to turn her head and have their lips meet in a tender peck.

Pulling away, Lux grins, wondering if Sona is just as flustered as she is. “You don’t do anything that bothers me.” Though this relationship is albeit new and confusing, it’s exciting and comforting. Lux turns towards the closet as Sona leaves, opening it and examining the articles of clothing. She likes dresses... but maybe should settle on pants if they are walking. She picks out a pair and a simple cotton shirt, changing out of her nightgown before appearing in the kitchen to meet.

“Sorry if I made you wait long.”

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Her hand stops squeezing Sona’s, as she realizes how she has come across. Feeling suddenly ashamed of herself, she pulls away her fingers from Sona’s grasp and sheepishly nods.

“Of course! I apologize I came across that way.” She bows her head in remorse, fingers twiddling with each other shakily, as a means of distracting herself from the... embarrassment. She never wants to give Sona that impression, that she’d be used as a pawn. In all honesty, Lux understands her feelings, which is why she’s usually seen as a rebellious child by Aunt Tianna and Garen most of the time.

“You shouldn’t apologize! It is my fault, and I am sorry I made you uncomfortable.” She states once more, afraid of ruining an amazing friendship she had just made. The anxiety beckons her to gnaw on the side of her cheek, and she looks out towards the windows of the apartment.

“We don’t have to meet at the manor either. I’m rarely home anyway.” A chuckle leaves her lips as she adjusts, now trying to lighten the mood. “I’m true to myself too, at least I’d like to think so.” She has gotten away with more than she should have.

A flush of her cheeks appears when Sona grabs her other hand this time, the embarrassment still present, but shifting to a more pleasant warmth.

“The same to you. You are too kind and lovely for such things.” Lux is sure they could fit in a lot of time together just by travelling with the Illuminators alone. But on their down time, she’d prefer to come here, or explore the city with Sona.

Knuckles rap against the melon in her hand as eyes close and she takes in the sound - dull, muddy, perfect. Her seafoam gaze regards Vincent with warmth, returning the old man's smile. She is not an uncommon sight in the merchant’s quarter, amidst those who hawk their wares. Not an uncommon sight at all as she passes two gold coins over for a winter gourd that is worth only one.

“Pay it forward again, eh Miss?” Always, she replies with a graceful dip of her head, their arrangement now well-understood. She turns on a heel and makes for her exit, only for that gaze to find a head of blonde in her way. Ah, this stature, this could only be her, was it not...?

“Luxanna Crownguard, yes?” With the spoils of her own shopping trip under one shoulder, she twists and dances out of the way, almost floating as she gives the woman room to peruse the melon cart. The message is scrawled on the bottom of a shopping list, item after item scratched out. It seemed her ‘Winter Gourd’ was near-last on the list. Her instrument of lore is strapped tight to her back, as out of the way as such a behemoth can be.

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Brows furrow in frustration as she hears the disappointment linger in his voice and watches the shake of his head. Her hands that were hovering and waving about now fall to her side. A part of her frets about always needing a teacher to help her with her magic and scorns herself internally.

She doesn’t find offense to his words, but she’s more concerned that she isn’t getting his point, or impressing him really. “If it’s so similar to light, why am I having such a hard time with it?” The volume of her voice lowers as she contemplates. “Let me try again. I promise I will not disappoint you this time. Just gotta see the space.” Maybe she is thinking about it too hard, as her palm faces the empty space before them, and... nothing appears.

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“Pardon the language, but what, if I may ask, in the fuck, was that?” Yasuo’s bluntness comes full force as he shakes his head in disappointment, the swirl of air dissipating without any impact. He thought his instructions were clear, and though he wasn’t the greatest of teachers, Yasuo thought he had gotten his methods down after teaching a certain rock thrower how to control her powers.

“Gotta think about the space you want that swirl of air to occupy. But for that to happen, you gotta have the right mindset.” He’s trying his best not to be condescending or rude. It’s just his way of speaking. “Y’know what air encompasses, right? The qualities of air are different than somethin’ like darkness, water, fire. Earth especially. It’s probably most similar to light itself.”