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i was wrong

What an autistic person says: "How long is it going to take?"

What they mean: "I want to know whether to activate my short term waiting mode where I just wait and do nothing else, or activate my long term waiting mode where I occupy my mind with something else. I fully understand that both are possibilities, and I have no problem whatsoever with either one, but I want more information so I can best adapt to the situation."

What neurotypical people hear: "I am impatient and demand that everything I want happen right now. Please scold me and publicly humiliate me for it."

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I love you

You're so cool bestir

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still the funniest plot point in all of pmmm that Homura Akemi is a 14 year old magical girl who realized that her sparkly transformation sequence did not come with a cutesy custom weapon like everyone else's so she just went online and googled "how to build a bomb"

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homura is one of the characters ever, she's a magical girl, she is neurodivergent and has every mental illness, she's 14, she hasn't slept in 10 years, she flips her hair nearly every time she shows up, she has shot and killed the girl she loves multiple times, she googled how to make a bomb, she can freeze time, she stood outside her crush's window in the middle of the night while holding an alien's corpse, she uses stolen guns, she told one of her friends that she didn't give a damn is she lived or died and then threatened to kill her, she's a stalker, she beat up a metal drum with a golf club, she has relived the same month around 100 times and watched the girl she loves die every time, she threw a bomb up a witch's skirt, she's a lesbian for god, she realised something was wrong with reality because she was happy, has shot herself in the head and lived, she pretty much attempted suicide while on call with one of her friends, she chose to doom herself to eternal suffering to protect her crush, she ripped god in half, she is so in love that she became the devil, she is literally god's favourite, and she has never done anything wrong in her entire life

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if you look at em like this

in terms of appearance, the tripod fish looks like a bedazzled wahoo. like the wahoo's yassified cousin. i'm not wrong. i know nothing about either of these fish but im not wrong.

Hmm…

Yeah, sure, I can kind of see it! It’s the long pectoral fins pointing straight up that convinced me, not to mention the pelvic fin and caudal fin tripod, of course. Wahoo has such small fins (makes sense as this fish is built for speed), but tripod fish has such big fins!

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just do u know im treasuring ur description of me forever and ever

how right was i?

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Homura Akemi is Selfless and Here's Why!!!!

I've thought for so long now that Homura did all the sacrifices she did in order for her to BE WITH madoka but actually?

I'm starting to change my mind.

In the anime, when Kyoko asked her what she wanted to do when they killed Walpurgisnacht, all she said was that she's "going to leave the city". Considering her history of sui**de ideology, it was a little unnerving for her to say that. Moreover, she doesn't make any attempts to look redeemable in Madoka's eyes either, which means she has little to no interest in involving herself directly with Madoka even if she survives.

Additionally, when Madoka became a God, she was heartbroken about it, but she ultimately respected her decision, even if she can't feel Madoka there most of the time (so much that she started doubting her memories of madoka). It's why she was so mad in Rebellion and insistent on finding and ending the witch that trapped them in the barrier, because they were "disrespecting Madoka's sacrifice" by existing.

Also, her witch's labyrinth in rebellion revealed that she'd always wanted to have a fun and normal life with all her fellow magical girls, living out their days in perfect harmony with them, not just Madoka. Sayaka and Kyoko who are complete opposites of each other are simply bantering, sayaka herself doesn't seem to hold anything against homura either (which its more than implied that sayaka hated homura in many timelines). Homura had always cared about all of the girls in varying degrees, as she'd always done something to try and save them from their fate, although all of them were futile. But since she had always seen Madoka as the person who cared about her the most, when the other girls started to pose a problem for her safety, she will set them aside in order to prioritise Madoka.

Anyway, when Homura finds out she was experimented on by kyubei in order to one day gain control of Madoka, she curses herself into becoming a witch. When she was saved, she knows that Kyubei are now 100% sure of Madoka's existence and it wont be long before she's controlled.

Homura became a "demon" in order to prevent Kyubei from rendering Madoka's sacrifice useless.

She did do it for love as she claimed, and maybe to an extent, yes, she is controlling madoka, but it is to ensure that she does not endanger herself again. She doesn't even bother making herself look good in their eyes after she's rewritten the timeline, she embodies her role as "the villain" much as she had back in the anime when she ended up looking like a psychopathic weirdo.

TLDR; Homura's main goal is not to Have Madoka, its to Let Madoka Exist, even at her own expense.

And that's how it always has been.

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I hate when people say "I hate Madoka Magica because all the characters make stupid mistakes" my brother in christ they are emotional teenagers have you never been a teenager before

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From a translated interview via Moot.

"Mixed reception" is one way to put it... I remember how toxic the discourse about the anime was when SM Ash was revealed and while the series was still ongoing 💀

It's died down a lot and SM is viewed fairly favorably nowadays, tho. (Still see a decent amount of disdain for the art, but I see much more positivity towards the series overall.)

I had mixed feelings going in too, but decided to give it a chance and try to judge SM in its own merits, and overall, had a lot of fun with the series. I really loved the homey feel Alola had, Team Rocket actually making some steps with getting some decently powerful Pokemon and a Z-Ring, Lillie's arc, and Ash finally winning a League. It's a Top 3 Pokeani series for me, since Horizons is still very early in.

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The separations of Team Rocket were so much better developed and moving before. 😭

(Japanese version with english subtitles)

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I'm going to get SLAUGHTERED for this take but the zelda botw/totk colour palette hurts my eyes so much like i genuinely struggle to look at it

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Wine night was cut short

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🌿🌺_𝐌𝐚𝐯𝐤𝐚_𝐓𝐡𝐞 𝐟𝐨𝐫𝐞𝐬𝐭_𝐬𝐨𝐧𝐠_🌸🌿

🌺 Если вы хотите узнать кто такая Мавка (на украинском языке)🌿

Ма́вка, також на́вка, ня́вка, лісова русалка — істота української міфології, близька до русалки, в образі гарної оголеної дівчини чи дівчата вдягнені в довгу білу сорочку з довгим розпущеним волоссям. Згідно з народними повір'ями, на мавок перетворюються душі утоплениць та дівчаток, померлих без хрещення.

🌺Я так и поняла, что я потратила время средних работ в 6:48, это долго так, я только смотрела аниме "Клинок рассекающий демонов" (на украинском), а "Мавка лісова пісня " так ещё не смотрела, надо искать в комп'ютере или на планшете. Так же я гуляла с подругой, у меня всё ок.🌿

Я обязательно пористую или я прогуляюсь, ну когда погода хорошая будет я так надеюсь🌷

Это уже не один раз, а каждый раз.

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