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"what if we get sick of each other?"then we'll stay because we care. because we love ourselves and we dont want to be alone. we'll stay. and then one day our kids will move out we'll be done and old. maybe we wont even talk to each other. someday something would happen and ill hurt myself. you'll come running to me yell at me for not taking the proper precaution but your heart will hurt when you'll look at my crying face then you'll realize that you never stopped loving me not for a second. we're gonna be sick of each other of course but we'll be sick of each other together.

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everyone described love so divine, forgetting to add that i would be the one kneeling.

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will emily call me an almond cos im brown? (asking with hopes)

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freedom outside my house feels like sweets in a paper bag, i do not hold the bag neither does the bag hold me. the sweets might be cheap, but they're sweet enough. the freedom that is 'given' to me at my home feels like a lavish dinner at a great restaurant, but my spoon is frozen. no matter how wonderful the food is, the spoon will get stuck to my tongue and until and unless you remove it, i am unable to enjoy anything else.

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im a super clingy and needy girl. the problem is i hate people touching me like let me pls let me attach myself to your body but DONT YOU DARE PUT A FINGER ON ME

is anyone into super clingy and needy girls

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i'd cry

sluttiest thing a man can do is say your name mid conversation

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imagine doing an actual experiment on relationship and being loved and how does it affect the brain chemicals. literally there was no better place and way to ask lmao

I need to be babied, for science. serious inquiries only freaks

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poems are done now how do i join the war

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this is my villain origin story

healing is a myth just go fucking insane who cares

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there was a victorian version of this that went. "you make me hard but she makes me weak." like yea sex is cool but have you been in love.

yeah sex is cool but have you ever not been abandoned

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pls bring car and yourself.

could be in the passenger seat feeding u fries

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whats pretty please? why do we as a human race think that please, a feeling of request needs to be pretty to be acceptable or increase its value, is please not enough. why do we teach our children that pretty please is a better version while they are beautiful as they are? i am not beautiful and i am not pretty. i dont need empty words of affirmation that makes me feel a short sighted happiness and gives me insecurities. im not perfect and its not okay. you dont need to tell every fat kid that they are just as beautiful because beauty is nothing. nothing compared to love, nothing compared to loyalty nothing compared to bravery that i have seen every kid beautiful or ugly has. the capabilities to learn and teach, the kind ways these are the qualities of a person to be praised and makes are children truly human.