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Not Quite

The early morning hours comes around and you need to get up for work. But for some reason I didn’t wake up all the way. I wanted to go back to bed. This is always the case for me but I woke up 3 more times as my alarm goes off and I hit the snooze button. I was in a deep sleep with a dream that caught my attention. I had a dream that I fell in love with someone, a stranger that I have never seen before (or at least I don’t know of prior) I started to catch feelings for this person and ended up kissing them feeling I can touch the emotions. They enjoyed it and so did I but these types of dreams don’t always end well and per usual it goes bad with something else. Ended up waking up late and that was it. The whole day I kept looking around the internet for answers. The typical response is that “I am ready for love but am I? I don’t have any prior people that I fell in love with. A lot of time has passed by and it seems that I’m just stuck in my hopeless cycle of no love. Am I blind? Is it in front of me but I cant see it? What am I doing wrong?

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Trifecta Expansion

The end of 2022 seems to be the most I’ve seen of bad luck towards myself. Getting rejection letters, loosing a connection towards a friend, my car having bigger issues that it really needs to be potentially will set my back a couple of grand. If its not one thing its another. I could say this is the worst year in a long time but I reminded myself that a lot of people out in the world have it a lot worse. I started to come back to my senses. I wake up everyday to live regardless if my day is good or not. I’m alive to live for a purpose.