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I want to lay my head on your chest and just breathe and be held, maybe fall asleep

I want to wake up and make love

I want to get into your car and drive straight down the coastline until it’s night, and only stop to make a fire on the beach

I want to never ever go home

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[llazarath]

IMG - Boa constrictor

Melanistic Colombian Boa

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[llazarath]

ive got some grief stuck in my ribs yes

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Idgaf actually. Surrendering to the divine or whatever

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Depeche Mode, October 1998.

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cool beautiful women complimenting you is like ten years of therapy

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there’s no permanent self and that’s pretty cool

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humiliation ritual but its just me in love

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[llazarath]

The experience I had now 1.5 months ago… was to for a moment have a feeling like something truly amazing was the fabric of it all, undeniably and truly.

A series of events leading up to this moment where nothing can explain it away. Yet time passes and I’m left with nothing to fall back on as a reason or result.

I felt as if something was going to make sense, or something more would come.

And something more did come, but not in a way that would help me understand.

I still have no idea what to make of it.

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Woke up w frog stuck in my head 🎶 you know I’m down 🎶

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Lora’s disrespectful with it lately with the food. Usually she sucks things dry but she apparently LOVES moths and has been obliterating them 😱 like only sparkles and maybe a wing remains.