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2.10 | 1.10 I promise you I'm gonna call you, okay? And when I do, you better pick up.

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thinking about how the first time peter sees rose again is most likely also the first time he’s heard his real name in months, and how rose subsequently spends the rest of the season reminding him of his humanity and who he really is, only for peter to throw away his career and convictions without hesitation in exchange for her safety

thinking about how rose struggled with ptsd and worked so hard to get back to a good place mentally, yet she jumped headfirst into danger as soon as she heard that peter was in trouble and put her career and safety at risk to help him because she knew he needed her, only to realize in the end that the life she wanted was incompatible with the path peter had chosen

thinking about how, even after 10 months apart with no contact, they both immediately fell back into their old patterns with rose watching the surveillance feed while peter slept, and peter picking up dinner, and rose having a dangerous and not-entirely-legal plan that peter had no choice but to go along with, and the banter and the joking, and the way they worked so well together and supported and protected each other

as much as i loved their immediate connection in season 1, the angst and tension in their relationship in season 2 was just immaculate – it’s about the yearning and the understanding and the hurt and the mutual sacrifice and the fact that they’re better together and they want to be together but can’t for reasons outside of their control

it’s the fact that peter is aware of how much better his life is with rose in it, both personally and professionally, and his absolute certainty that he can protect her even as much as it worries him to know that she’s in danger

it’s the fact that peter comes to the realization this season that he himself is the cause of that danger, that she will never be safe as long as she’s associated with him, that just because he can protect her doesn’t mean that she wants to live the kind of life where she constantly needs protection

it’s the fact that things are different this time around, because she’s more than just a witness he needs to protect, because he knows her now, because he cares about her, because he will never be able to live with himself if something happens to her

it’s the fact that peter gave up his life for hers, he became a traitor in exchange for her safety, and he'll take that secret to the grave so she can move on with her life and forget about him

it’s the fact that rose sees peter slowly losing himself to desperation and suspicion, falling further and further into that dark place she herself once inhabited, so she chooses to stay with him, to support him and protect him in her own way, to make sure he never forgets who he really is

it’s the fact that rose has never felt more like her old self than when she’s working the case with peter, and she feels more alive than she has in a long time that night after the party, until she sees the worry and panic on peter’s face when he realizes she didn’t keep her promise

it’s the fact that she understands the guilt he feels from each loss, and the fact that she could never put him in a position where he might have to mourn her too

it’s the fact rose likes peter, likes the two of them together, but she doesn’t know how they could ever have a normal life together, but she could never forget about him either

it’s the fact that they both sacrificed so much for the other but it still wasn’t enough to keep them together in the end

i am foaming at the mouth, i am rattling the bars of my enclosure, i am impatiently waiting for season 3

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THE NIGHT AGENT | Season 2 Episode 3 ⤷ no one could understand what we through. except you.

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Spoiler ⚠️

Obx killing off JJ is like if Teen Wolf decided to kill Stiles in s6 like these are the sort of characters you simply don't kill. I mean they could have gone the Teen Wolf s6 route where he is in only a few scenes here and there and maybe it's because he is kidnapped or something just like what happened with Stiles so it makes sense why he isn't there as much anymore. Like anything except killing him.

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twitter is a very sad place right now

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This just hurts to watch 💔

via twitter - obxnetflix

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type of touch and their meanings

insp.

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The worst part is that they buried JJ’s body in Morocco, a whole foreign country, the pogues won’t even be able to visit his grave back home. He lived his entire life thinking he had not home aside from his friends only for him to die and not even have a proper place to be buried.

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Goodbye, goodbye, goodbye you were bigger than the whole sky you were more than just a short time

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Jonas Pate better be on the phone with Rudy Pankow right now as we speak BEGGING him to do it for one more season and change the script for S5, find a way to fix it… ‘cause this ain’t it.

How can you do that to a show and character you’ve been dedicating almost 6 years of your life? And not doing it for literally only ONE MORE season!

That’s what I can’t wrap my head around, it’s not like they are planning to go on for years and years so you’re like “nah can’t do that” and it’s understandable… BUT ONE MORE YEAR, 6-7 more months on set, to give a dignified conclusion to a story and a character you’ve been playing for YEARS and that started your entire career. BOY GO FINISH WHAT YOU STARTED FOR ONE LAST TIME!

I truly hope this backlash is being heard by both writers and actor, ‘cause this for real ruined the legacy of the show and of the character.

They can try to find some poetic explanation behind JJ’s death as much as they want, there’s literally none and the people who are watching their story and have followed the journey are telling them so. It doesn’t make sense in a show like Outer Banks that always ended on positive notes and doesn’t make sense for a character like JJ who endured all that pain for nothing, throwing away all his journey like that.

Any final ending that doesn’t include ALL the Pogues together seeing the results of their fatigue isn’t worth it. They can get rich again, save the house again, get revenge, get a happy ending but it will never be worth it, it will never be a dignified conclusion to the story they went through together and it will never be worth it if they lost JJ in the process. Their found family and doing it together was the whole core of this show and now it’s gone.

If JJ stays dead there will never be any type of happy ending for any of them, it’s a tragic ending and it will stay tragic forever.

All 6 Pogue should be there for the ending, without one of them and specifically JJ, the entire story has gone to waste.

If they have to change the script then change it, if they have to beg Rudy Pankow to do it for one more season then beg him, because as of now the finale of this story is already set and it’s already ended in tragedy, no “happy ending” can cover this and nothing is gonna make the story move forward. With the death of a Pogue the story ends ‘cause this what it was all about, THEIR GROUP.

THIS is what we mean when we say “the show is over” because there is no S5 and no ultimate finale that can fill this emptiness left in the story by JJ and that can change the perception of the story in retrospective.

If they don’t see the final victory ALL together then it wasn’t worth it, none of it and we watched this story for nothing… we were rooting for the Pogues for nothing.

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my baby, you deserved so much and im sorry everything was cut short. you live on in everyone's hearts. you deserved a better ending baby. love you so much, jj maybank. in another life, you would've lived to see your godson, you would've lived happily with kiara. you deserved so much

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you’re the loss of my life.

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When it suddenly crashes on you that it is real and not just a nightmare, and the dam of tears breaks 💔

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One Direction was the foundation of my high school experience. I haven’t kept up with Liam much over the years but I do know he was open about his struggles with addiction/alcohol/depression. I obviously don’t know if his death was alcohol/drug related but it’s just a terrible, terrible thing either way. I can’t image his family and friends and his poor son having to deal with this heartache 💔❤️‍🩹

excuse me???????????

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i just wanna to the right thing.

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But it really is just us against the world, isn't it?

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