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black • woman

noun

what occurs when the sun and earth make love. 🤎

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Anarcha Westcott was a young Black girl enslaved in Alabama. After a traumatic childbirth, she developed vaginal and rectal fistulas, a condition that left her in constant pain and shame.

Instead of receiving care, she was experimented on over 30 times by Dr. J. Marion Sims, who operated on her without anesthesia. He used her body to develop a surgery that would later be used to treat white women, with pain relief, dignity, and consent.

Anarcha didn’t agree to any of it. She wasn’t a patient. She was a victim of medical violence.

Today, she is finally being remembered, not as a statistic, but as one of the true Mothers of Modern Gynecology, alongside Lucy and Betsey.

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i’m just a boything kissing and cooing and gently coaxing his feisty girlthing into submission so she can experience the bodily pleasure she so desperately but begrudgingly craves

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you have to eat out that girl’s neopussy. that thing was so hard to acquire it’s really the least you can do.

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being anti ai is making me feel like in going insane. "you asked for thoughts about your characters backstory and i put it into chat gpt for ideas". studies have proven its making people dumber. "i asked ai to generate this meal plan". its causing water shortages where its data centers are built. "ill generate some pictures for the dnd campaign". its spreading misinformation. "meta, generate an image of this guy doing something stupid". its trained off stolen images, writing, video, audio. "i was talking with my snapchat ai-" theres no way to verify what its doing with the information it collects. "youtube is impletmenting ai based age verification". my work has an entire graphics media department and has still put ai generated motivational posters up everywhere. ai playlists. ai facial verification. google ai microsoft ai meta ai snapchat ai. everyone treats it as a novelty. every treats it as a mandatory part of life. am i the only one who sees it? am i paranoid? am i going insane? jesus fucking christ. if i have to hear one more "well at least-" "but it does-" "but you can-" im about to lose it. i shouldnt have to jump through hoops to avoid the evil machine. have you no principles? no goddamn spine? am i the weird one here?

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The lion does not concern itself with the bank account balance when a little treat is calling

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I need to be treated like a dog by an entitled royal brat too pent up for their own good

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your 20s are all about being stuck in the time loop

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I need to develop a crush on someone but not the normal kind of crush like the kind that makes everything turn into survival horror and a life or death situation and you have constant adrenaline hits at all times I haven’t experienced this in so long but every time I have it scared me into fixing my life ykwim

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i'm trying to flirt with this noblewoman but she keeps asking me to demonstrate my flawless sword technique and i don't think she realizes how much effort i'm putting in to make my tits bounce while doing so

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dick from a girl who has complicated feelings in regards to her dick.

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Vivaldi played by the South African elementary school Goede Hoop Marimba Band

Turn ON the sound

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reminder to do your regular boy maintenance of fucking them until they’re unable to properly respond to you. its for his mental health

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sorry i got a boner when u said something really heartfelt and sweet and held me and reassured me that im okay. theres a lot of wires crossed in my poor diseased brain when it comes to that sort of thing

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I think every trans woman should be absolutely full of herself, just egotistical and goddamned bloated with self-assuredness, and I strive to achieve a world in which this is the case