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The non touch deprived are at it again

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The thing is, i know I'm better than this, than them, i won't even try to pretend to be scared to be seen arrogant. But i cant help but dread the possibility of them thinking they're superior in any way, especially the ways i cant control.

So i avoid any situation that gives them a wiff of fake superiority. Let them think what they want. I want be a part of it

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Thanks bro! But I'm 24/7 reminded that I'm so out of place. I appreciate the gesture tho!

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Is it going to make my skin crawl? Am i going to be disgusted by it? Is it going to make me hate us both?

The possibility of me not being able to accept the love i deserve when i finally get it keeps me up at night

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The possibility of me not being able to accept the love i deserve when i finally get it keeps me up at night

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I'm tired of feeling ashamed and embarrassed asking for what is absolutely my right. Of sounding like I'm asking for permission to give myself what i want.

I despise myself whenever i feel like that. And i despise them more for recognizing it and letting all be.

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I keep thinking that if i were a zed, I'd keep waking up with the dead weight of a faceless brunette on top of me. Maybe its being mouthless and noseless that keeps killing him.

Maybe he's alive for a little before he chokes, but instead of thrashing and trying to find a way to breath, he lays half on top of me where he finds himself and just dies rather than waking me up. He'd get that from me ig

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“When someone says you’re difficult to love, or hard to handle, remember they say it about them, not about you.”

— Unknown

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Then wrap you with toilet paper

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How old were you at the lowest point in your life? Reblog this and put it in the tags, plus your current age maybe. I'm trying to see something.