lonedarling

[lonedarling]

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hello.

i do not believe in destroying history.

As such, this account will remain "up"

No posts will be made however.

Good day, and goodbye.

[lonedarling]

I can't wait to see your pretty eyes on me while you beg at my feet. I want to see all your self-worth leave your little mind when I'm by you. I want you to be a mindless doll, infected with my name. A loyal being just for me to take care of.

[lonedarling]

yandere Sydney

[lonedarling]

basement necessities

My rule of thumb is that at least half of the room must be covered in comfort. Bed, blankets, beanbag, foam mat, etc. I personally hate carpet, but you do you.

Door locks. Keyhole is toward the captive. This is a necessity for any darlings with any feeling of.. taking a walk, but is dangerous. Which leads to my third point.

SAFETY. Yes, I said comfort first, but I'm an disorganized mess. SAFETY! By the fuck!ng gods, if you put your darling in danger, I swear, I will find you and throttle you. Imagine that your darling is a porcelain doll, a patient, and a child. Go with the theory that if your darling will hurt themselves, they will. Of course, make exceptions per case, but this is safe.

If your darling says they need to go to the bathroom, believe it. Follow rule 3 and allow them to go to the bathroom. I personally wouldn't let them shut the door, but again case by case.

Let them see you everyday. Sit down and read, or talk to yourself. If they engage in conversation, speak to them. Protecting their sanity is important. And the more you are willing to talk to them... Stockholm syndrome 0w0

[lonedarling]

don't we all

need more people confessing their murderous fantasies of me in my inbox

[lonedarling]

"I can fix him" oh yeah? well I can worship him like the god he is and feed into each and every single one of his delusions so he keeps me as his property forever

[lonedarling]

nyancrimew vibes

hackers who like eachother would be so cute. They could find any and all information on each other. They could go on a mission to overthrow the government together. Plus cute memes. They would belong completely to each other.

[lonedarling]

(the following text is based off of the original post, but not involving op)

How ld would react/how'd this come to be

I only meant to go for a short walk.

It'd been a couple months since they kidnapped me, but I was a good girl and won my privileges back! They gave me a phone, a computer, and even let me out of the basement! It was a very nice basement and i wasn't much an outdoorsy person, but I still wanted to stretch my legs.

And no... they didn't give me explicit permission... but I was so good! I really wasn't going to go anywhere! I promise! But I wanted to go look for something good to cook when they got back. And they didn't want me in the kitchen cause "oh, you might hurt yourself" but I could prove that it would be fine!

...I only left for a moment. I...wanted to surprise them. I left my phone on the counter cause...i...I don't know.

I was walking down the road to a little bakery down the road. I was on the sidewalk. I walked past an alleyway-

They grabbed me. They moved, quick and fast. They swung my body around into the ground, just protecting my neck and head. They pressed a towel to my face and a knife to my neck.

"Don't try it again."

I slowly lost consciousness. When I woke up, I was starting from scratch again. Empty room, bed, shackles. But really. I- I didn't mean-

I'm sorry.

i hate when you leave and don’t say where you’re going

you act like i can’t track your every move, don’t play stupid bunny

[lonedarling]

[lonedarling]

Just kidding.. (iykyk)

i think i could be trained to love like the rest of you do.

I wouldn't be as happy or dumb, but maybe that's the way it has to be.

Cast away the naiveté and go back to what I was.

Cynical and heartless.

Gods, it would take a shit ton of time though to finally be back to a state in which I'd k!ll for someone. At least now, I'd have tears in my eyes and throw up at the intestines slowly exiting the body, but I'd do it.

But I don't feel right about it.

Yanderes have perfected their love like an art form, and if I were to try to switch sides, I feel like it would be insulting it.

I could fill that role, but it would be imperfect.

I guess I just think that darlings aren't wanted. And not in a self pitying way, but the only relationships I see are yxy and no yxd. And I get why. Who wouldn't want to be loved back like that?

[lonedarling]

Wanting him to stalk me and send messages asking where I’m going!!! ♡ ˎˊ˗

[lonedarling]

I wish you could hack me, find all my info logins and tell me random details about me while either gaslighting me or being thoroughly straightforward. To know you know everything about me <3.

I wish you could find my address, send letters and gifts to my mailbox. Persistently track my location by phone, stalking me when I'm out. Anything as a simple reminder your always there.

[lonedarling]

you're scared?? what do you mean you're scared??? you're the one who wanted a stalker. you're the one who wanted someone so obsessed with you that they thought of no one else. I've spent fucking months figuring out every little detail about you. I know your favorite place to go after school, I know the gym you go to, I know your doctors office for fucks sake. and now that I'm here you're scared? you want me gone? well I think it's a little late for that. you're fucking mine. now get the fuck in the car.

[lonedarling]

Being codependent, insane about you and obsessively in love with you are my personality traits, darling.

[lonedarling]

“Oh my god, he’s so scary,” I say as I kick my feet up in the air and giggle like an idiot.

[lonedarling]

♡ ♡ ♡

[lonedarling]

Not putting this in the tags because I really think people should do their own thing. Just venting a little

I see so many posts that are like "I don't condone stalking" or "I'd never act on these thoughts!" like. Good for you. I would. I do, I have. Certain things I write are certainly just venting or being romantic, certain things I don't intend to do and wouldn't want to do. But isn't this what it's all about, expressing feelings and actions that go beyond normal boundaries? I have stalked obsessions and will continue to do so. I will do what I need to do to keep my love to myself, to keep certain people away and ensure their devotion. And I want that too. Don't talk to me about wanting to stalk me or lock me up then say it was a metaphor. Do you have these desires or not? Monitor me, I will monitor you. I think people who are on the chiller, more harmless side of things are great, I'm happy they know what they want and their boundaries. I'm not that though. I'll negotiate with a partner of course. I won't do stupid things to get sent to jail. But I have chains for a reason, I know about poisons for a reason, I learn about tracking people down for a reason.

Augghhhhh no one is doing anything to invalidate this position (if anything I've seen people be bad-mouthed for being too tame) but I just feel so invisible. So there. I've gotten it out, I've stated my intensity level. Tada.