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Okay now I'm curious.

*If it was the 2nd+ season, check 1st season release

*If it was the remake of an older anime, check the release date of the remake

*If you watched a Dub Adaptation, original Japanese release counts

*Anime that don't strictly classify as Yaoi/BL but have openly gay/bi dynamics or undertones between main characters (ie: Kaze to Ki No Uta; Yuri on Ice; Banana Fish; Yami No Matsuei; etc ...) count as 'Yaoi' here

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i like to think that my permanent eye bags and general worn-down look give me a certain cuteness

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In the Realm of the Senses | dir.  Nagisa Oshima (1976)

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my favourite thing is characters who just met the person theyre literally going to be wildly in love with for the rest of their lives and theyre like “:/ they’re not all that” this is so embarrassing for u

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forgot to post this here but I bought my first ever nendoroid the other day 💕

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pretend i never said any of that stupid or annoying stuff

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in all seriousness it's very alienating knowing theres Something Wrong With You. like seeing your mental illness come through in your behaviour and thought processes and knowing it's irrational and unhealthy, knowing other people are reading you as weird or stupid, and not being able to do anything about it is such a lonely experience

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Hetalia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: England/Japan (Hetalia) Characters: Japan (Hetalia), England (Hetalia) Additional Tags: Dysfunctional Relationships, Break Up, Sexual Content, Implicit Homophobia Summary:

They had once been each other’s safe harbour; the only place they found a balsam for the wounds left in their hearts by the claws of loneliness had been each other’s arms. It was a balsam with nocive side effects, as it turns out, but still, it had been real.

It had to end one way or another, sure. Did it have to be like this, though?

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don't say "2010's music" and then play something from 2017-2019. that's not 2010's music to me. they're sonically so different from 2010-2016 to me

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experiencing adolescence in the 2010s has fucked my perspective of the word “epic” totally beyond repair. i will forever view it in the same league as words like “awesomesauce” and “legitness” im sorry. theres just no going back

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Day Dress

Mon. Vignon (Paris, France)

1869-1870

V&A Museum (Accession number: T.118 to D-1979)

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"should we tell authors on ao3 when we have discord conversations about their fics" i don't speak for everyone here but if y'all ever find a group chat discussing my fics you can should must and WILL send me screenshots of the whole damn thing. inflate my ego. gimme

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Nothing more embarrassing than accidentally using a big word wrong because now I'm simultaneously both stupid and pretentious, the worst combination of all time

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Chapters: 1/1 Fandom: Hetalia (Anime & Manga) Rating: Mature Warnings: Creator Chose Not To Use Archive Warnings Relationships: England/Japan (Hetalia) Characters: Japan (Hetalia), England (Hetalia) Additional Tags: Dysfunctional Relationships, Break Up, Sexual Content, Implicit Homophobia Summary:

They had once been each other’s safe harbour; the only place they found a balsam for the wounds left in their hearts by the claws of loneliness had been each other’s arms. It was a balsam with nocive side effects, as it turns out, but still, it had been real.

It had to end one way or another, sure. Did it have to be like this, though?