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I don't want to go to work I want to vomit and have a panic attack

[looosttm]

Nvm I'm fiiiiine

[looosttm]

i’m not getting better anyways so why not get worse

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i’m such an unlovable piece of shit but god please just let me feel loved just one last time before the silence

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probably needed a hug. went completely nonverbal and dissociated instead

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Harm me cause I deserve it, bc I'm used to violence but please please don't ignore me, I've never learnt to cope with that one

[looosttm]

They won't start caring about me just bc they see me struggling they won't start caring about me just bc they see me struggling they won't start caring about me just bc they see me struggling they won't-

[looosttm]

Coffee makes me dissociate soooo bad:)))

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i go from "i didn't deserve the things that happened to me" to "there is no suffering that I do not deserve" in like 3 seconds

[looosttm]

I am the most toxic person I know

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i feel so lonely. i need love

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Don’t wanna live but don’t wanna die either. Scared of death but also scared of being alive. What if i die? But i don’t wanna live like this.

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„Suicide is selfish“ let me be selfish for once in my life.

[looosttm]

Are you normal or have you browsed some painless ways to die

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There is no hope for healing with no support. There is no hope for healing in isolation.

[looosttm]

looking for happiness at the bottom of the ocean

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I wish I had the courage to kill myself